Chapter 3
The weekend of Brittany's graduation was a busy one. Dan had driven her
down on Friday afternoon, so they could catch a late dinner with her family. When they arrived at the hotel, Dan took their bags up to the room. As they went inside, Dan inquired, "Are you sure about this? Aren't your parents going to freak out when they learn that we are sharing a room?"
"Well, it was either this or stay with Jen, and if I stay with her, I might run into John. Plus all her family is there. My parents will deal. I'm a grown woman, and I'll do what I want."
"All right. I just don't want them to think poorly of me for this. I
wouldn't want to be on your dad's bad side, because it looks like I'm having sex with you. Some fathers get weird about that."
"I'll take care of my parents. Would you just relax?"
"Okay. I want to take a quick shower before dinner. I need to shave and all that."
"All right. I want to go visit them for awhile, so we'll meet you in the
lobby in about an hour."
When Brittany got to her parent's room, her dad opened the door. "Oh my. My
little girl has become a woman. You are an absolutely stunning young lady."
he said looking her over. Hugging her he continued, "I'm so proud of you,
sweetie."
"Thanks, Dad, for everything. Where's Mom?"
"She's in the bathroom getting ready for dinner."
Brittany knocked on the bathroom door before opening it. "Brittany, hey.
Congratulations!" her mother exclaimed throwing her arms around her
daughter.
"Thanks."
"Look at this great dress! You look so beautiful! You're all aglow!"
Brittany gave a blushing smile. Her mother gave her a contemplative stare
for a moment. "Could it be that my daughter is aglow because she's in love?"
"How do you know that?"
"I'm a mother. I'm supposed to know these things. So it's true?" Brittany
nodded. "Well, tell me who it is."
"Oh, he's so wonderful, Mom. His name's Daniel McKnight. You'll get to meet
him downstairs. He wanted to get presentable before dinner. Mom, you're
going to love him!"
"I'm sure I am. So what happened with John?"
"Well, I met Daniel, and he makes me feels so special and wonderful. I
didn't realize I was missing that with John until Daniel came along. He's
just too good for words."
Seeing her daughter's eyes alive, she smiled. "I'm glad you're happy,
honey. So, where are you staying? Jen's?"
"No. Actually, Daniel and I have a room here." hesitantly Brittany stated.
Her mother dropped her curling iron. "Did I just hear you correctly? Did
you just say that you and Daniel are staying together?" Brittany nodded. "Oh
my. Well, I guess it was bound to happen sometime. Listen, Brittany, I'm not
going to tell you that you shouldn't be having sex, because twenty-two year
olds have sex whether their parents approve or not. You're old enough to
make that decision. I just want you to be careful. I wouldn't want to see
you get hurt."
"I know, Mom, but if it makes you feel any better, I haven't had sex with
him."
"Well, let's not tell your father that you two are staying together. He'll
think the worst of it."
About an hour later Brittany was down in the lobby with her family, when
she overheard her father comment to another male relative, "Hey, doesn't
that look like that new quarterback for the Cowboys? What's his name?
Something McKnight?"
Brittany turned to look and saw Dan scanning the room. Getting up, she went
to him. "Hey, beautiful." he greeted kissing her cheek.
"My family's figured you out already. My dad's a big Cowboys fan. I just
hope he doesn't go overboard."
"It's okay. I'm sure he'll be fine. This is your moment, not mine. I'm sure
he'll remember that."
Leading him over to her family, she introduced her parents first. "Mom,
Dad, this is Daniel McKnight. Daniel, these are my parents, Brian and Mary
Saxton."
Over the course of dinner Daniel mostly listened to Brittany's family chat
until Brittany's father inquired, "So, Daniel, may I ask what you do for a
living?"
"Well, I used to be an English teacher, but I gave that up to play
football."
"I knew it. I thought you played for the Cowboys. How did you and Brittany
meet then? She hates football."
"She was student teaching at the school where I taught. We just ran into
each other one day in the teacher's lounge."
"Quite literally." added Brittany lightly, tuning into their conversation.
"I ran into him with the door."
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On Saturday morning Dan went over to Jen's apartment to help her load her
things into the rental truck. While he was there however, John appeared.
"Well, well, look who's here." John snarled. Dan ignored him. "Brittany
ready to come back to me yet?" he asked following Dan into the apartment.
Dan turned. "Look, John. I'm not going to discuss Brittany with you. She's
not your concern any more."
"Just tell me one thing, Dan old boy. Is she still a frigid bitch, or have
you straightened her out yet? I always thought she'd be a good fuck if you
could just get her on her back."
Dan's temper flared. Just as John had finished his statement, Dan hit him
in the jaw, sending him to the floor. Dan followed him down slamming him
against the ground again. "Don't ever speak of Brittany that way! I will
beat you unconscious if I ever hear you talk about her like that again!"
Dan continued to shake John violently until he heard Jen screaming "Dan,
get off of him!" He did as requested, but he was still on fire. "You two
just need to cut it out! Brittany wouldn't approve of this behavior on
either of your parts!" Dan took several heaving breaths but said nothing.
"Now, John, what do you want?" Jen asked.
"I came by to get your new address and number."
Jen looked at Dan and then back at John. "I'm sorry, John. I can't give you
that. I promised Brittany I wouldn't."
"You've got to be kidding me!"
"Look, I'll give you my work number and cell number. You can contact me
that way."
John glared at Dan. "You did this! This is all your fault! You've turned
these girls against me!"
"You're psycho, John! You did this to yourself!" Dan yelled.
John lunged at him and before Dan could duck, John's fist caught his eye.
In retaliation Dan let loose not stopping until John was lying on the ground
only semi-conscious. Jen looked at both of them disgusted. "Daniel, I
suggest you get out of here and go back to the hotel now. We can finish
packing later." Jen demanded.
Back at the room Dan fell onto the bed as he applied ice to his eye. He
didn't realize he had drifted to sleep until he heard Brittany's voice
coming into the room. She and her mom were just talking until they saw him
raise his head slightly. Brittany gasped. Rushing to him, she sat on the
bed. "What happened to you?"
"I ran into John at Jen's. We got into it."
"Daniel, why did you stoop to his level? You know I hate it when you
fight."
"I know. I lost my temper. He was saying horrible things about you. I had
to do something."
"Promise me there will be no fighting tomorrow." Dan gave a small nod.
"Just look at you. I sure hope we can fix that. I don't want you with a
black eye in the pictures."
The following morning Dan spent in the bathroom having Brittany's mother
try to cover his black eye with make up. "So, you and John don't get along."
she mentioned.
"Never have."
"Well, to tell you the truth, I didn't care for him much myself. I always
felt he was too possessive."
"Did you ever tell Brittany that?"
"Of course not. I didn't want to influence who Brittany dated. She's a
grown woman and can take care of herself."
"Tell me something. What did you think about some of her other boyfriends?"
"None of them stand out as being horrible. I liked them well enough.
Stephen was one of my favorites, though."
Dan gave her a confused stare. "Why's that?"
"He was always so polite and friendly. That was Brittany's first love I
think. She was crushed for the longest time when they broke up." Dan just
gave a nod. He couldn't believe Brittany hadn't told her mother. "You know,
you remind me a lot of Stephen. You have the same look about you. Brittany
has always loved those tall, dark, and handsome men."
Over the course of the next few weeks Dan and Brittany spent as much time
together as possible. Brittany had managed to secure a job for the fall all
ready, and since pre-season was fast approaching they knew soon their days
together would be few and far between. Most of their days were spent
searching for a place for Dan to build his new house and developing plans
with the builder. They finally found plot just north of Dallas right before
pre-season, so Dan put Brittany in charge overseeing the project much to her
delight.
Once the season began however, they hardly saw each other even when Dan was
in town. One particular evening he called her from the road sounding more
lonely than usual. "I saw the game tonight." Brittany said. "Are you okay?
That sprain looked pretty bad."
"Well, the trainer says I'll be out for three weeks." he mumbled.
"I'm sorry to hear that."
"Well, at least I'll be spending a little more time at home. The team has a
string of home games over the next two weeks."
"That's great! Finally we can spend some time together!"
"Yeah, well, a little time anyway. I have rehab and you have to work, but
at least it'll be something. I miss you so much, Brittany."
"I miss you too, Daniel, desperately. I can't believe you are gone so much.
I don't like that."
"Neither do I. I would much prefer being with you, my little wife."
"I'm not your wife, Daniel." Brittany mentioned jokingly.
"A man can dream, can't he?"
"You're just saying that to try to get me into bed. Well, it's not going to
work, mister." she teased.
"Maybe someday it will. You've managed to keep me at bay for eight months,
and I'm still interested. That's incredible. I've finally succumbed to a
power greater than myself, and that power would be your feminine wiles."
Brittany laughed. "Oh, you're trying hard, aren't you?"
"You know what I would do if I were there right now, Brittany?"
"What?" she inquired hearing his voice becoming low and sensuous.
"I would stretch you out on the bed with all your clothes off, and I would
give you a full body massage. I'd start at your head and work all the way
down to your pretty little toes, making sure I missed nothing in between."
Brittany caught onto his game. "Then what would you do?" she asked playing
along.
"I would kiss up your legs to those wonderfully shaped thighs, and when
they parted at my very touch, I would let my mouth give you pleasure like
you've never known." he groaned seductively.
Brittany whimpered as her body ached at the thought. This time apart was
putting a strain on them like they couldn't have imagined. She missed the
feeling of him desperately. "And when will you be home to do this?" she
whispered in urgent need.
Dan heard the change in her voice. He had never heard her this way before,
and it aroused him even further. "I'll be home tomorrow. You want to meet me
at my place after school?"
I'll be there. Now I must try to get some sleep. Good night, my sweet
Daniel. I love you."
"I love you too. Sweet dreams."
The following day Dan arrived home around 5:00. Seeing Brittany's car, he
hobbled up the stairs as fast as his sprained ankle would let him. However
when he got into the apartment, Brittany wasn't inside, so he dropped his
bag and fell onto the couch to sort through his mail. About ten minutes
later he heard a key in the door. Brittany smiled brightly when she saw him.
Closing the door she leaped onto the couch knocking him into a lying
position.
"Wow, that was quite a tackle. Maybe we should recruit you to play for us."
Dan teased as they kissed.
"I've missed you so much." she whispered frantically showering him with
kisses. Once she slowed, Dan stroked her wet hair slightly. "You go out for a run?"
"Yeah. Had I known you'd be home early though, I wouldn't have. I wanted to
look good when you came in."
"You look good to me." he growled kissing her ear.
She raised her eyebrow and tapped his chest as she mentioned, "You know,
last night you promised me a massage. You've had me dreaming about it all
day. I think I should take a shower, and then you can fulfill that promise."
"Do I get to share that shower with you?"
Brittany didn't answer as she stood, but instead simply pulled him off the
couch. Going into the bathroom, she started the water. She gave Dan little
thought as she began to undress. Dan just watched her. He loved the way she
moved. Seeing her strip off her t-shirt, his eyes widened in anticipation.
He stepped behind her encircling her bare waist, as she took off her sports
bra. He slowly began to kiss the nape of her neck after pushing her blonde
hair aside. Her head fell back against his shoulder as his hands moved up
her trim torso to her breasts. She moaned spinning around to greet his mouth
eagerly. She ripped his shirt over his head, so their bare skin could touch.
Sliding her shorts over her hips, Dan's hand traced her thighs. They
quivered as his searching fingers found their way into her fine hair, damp
with sweat and need. Feeling her legs beginning to buckle, he leaned her
into the counter. Her hands were working into his shorts. He groaned feeling
her caressing him tentatively. Turning his attentions back to her, his
fingers found her entrance and slid in without resistance. He saw her brow
furrow as she moaned deeply. Gently thrusting into her, Dan felt her
responding. She was so tight and warm. It only took a few minutes for her to
climax as she clung to him before going limp in his arms. A silent moment
passed before Dan withdrew his hand. Brittany was trembling.
"I've got you, baby." Dan reassured her.
"Oh God, where did that come from?" she asked quietly giving him a loving
smile. He returned it brushing back her hair. Brittany's smile faded though,
once she realized that he hadn't gotten the same release that she had felt.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing." she mumbled playing it off.
"Are you sure? Did I hurt you or something?"
"No, I'm fine." she insisted gently pushing him off of her. Dan didn't
believe her, but he didn't press.
Later that evening after dinner, they were watching a movie in bed.
Brittany had been quiet since their shower, and Dan wondered if he had done
something wrong. "Is something bothering you, Brittany? You've been quiet
all night."
Sighing Brittany mumbled, "I just want to make you happy, Daniel, and I
don't. I mean earlier you made me feel so wonderful. I just wish I could do
the same for you."
"Honey, you allowing me to please you makes me happy."
"You say that, Daniel, but who are you trying to kid? I saw that look on
your face. You needed relief and didn't get it."
"All right, maybe that's true, but I wouldn't want you to do anything that
makes you uncomfortable. I felt the uncertainty in your touch. I didn't want
to push you."
"Well, I'd like to please you, Daniel." she whispered slipping a hand
through the top of his running shorts.
Dan closed his eyes feeling her hand slowly caress him. Dan ached for
release, but he didn't want to pressure her, so he just lied there letting
her explore him until his body began to respond involuntarily. His hips
began to rock urging her to continue. It didn't take long for him to reach
climax, because her slightest touch brought him to the edge. They were quiet
for awhile afterwards as Dan slowed his breathing. "Well now, that was
unexpected. We both feeling better?"
"I do." she whispered nestling up onto him.
On Saturday they drove out to the new house to survey the progress. The
builder was there when they arrived, so he guided them on a tour. "Things
are coming along well, Mr. McKnight. I definitely think we'll be finished by
early December." he said to Dan as Brittany wandered toward the kitchen. "I
must admit my guys always hated working Saturdays until now. They love
coming to work here."
"Oh yeah? Why's that?"
"I think it has a lot to do with that little girlfriend of yours. She's out
here every Saturday. She's quite a catch, I must say."
"Why do you say that?"
"Well, she's absolutely brilliant, one of the smartest women I've ever met.
Of course, she's not hard on the eyes either."
"She is brilliant. She's a physics teacher if you can believe that."
"Well, if I may put my two cents in, she's a keeper."
Dan smiled as he looked off in her direction. "Yeah, she is, and I'm hoping
she'll have me."
Over dinner that evening Brittany inquired, "Have you thought about
Thanksgiving any more?"
"Yeah. Since I have to play, I think you should go home and be with your
family. I'm not going to have much of a Thanksgiving, because I'll be tied
up most of the day. I don't want you to have to suffer too."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, I want you to have a pleasant vacation. You deserve it."
"What about Christmas then?"
"We play on the 26th, so we'll have to see. I'll probably stay in town, so
I can be rested."
"Then I should stay with you." Brittany mentioned.
"We'll see." mumbled Dan dejected. He hated the thought of being apart from
Brittany, especially during the holidays.
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As expected Dan's house was finished by the middle of December, but since
he was busy with the season, he asked Brittany to oversee the move. On the
evening of December 21st, Dan pulled up to his new house for the first time.
In the driveway he saw Brittany's beat up old car, and the house was
modestly aglow with Christmas decor. Coming through the front door, Dan just
stood in the foyer surveying all the work Brittany had done. Just then she
came around the corner. She was smiling warmly at him, and all of a sudden
he realized this was all he ever wanted, this beautiful woman to come home
to.
"Welcome home." she said giving him a tight embrace.
"Brittany, you have outdone yourself with this house. The place looks
fabulous. I'm overwhelmed."
"I'm glad you like it. I had so much fun doing it. It's every woman's dream
to be able to decorate a house without a budget. Come on. I'll show you
around before dinner."
When they went into the master bedroom, Dan stopped in the doorway. "This
is amazing. I love what you've done with the colors."
"I'm glad. This was the only room I went a little wild on."
"Could you come home to this room everyday for the rest of your life?" Dan
asked.
Brittany flushed. "I think so."
"Then that's what matters."
Smiling again, she took his hand. "Come on. Dinner's ready."
As they sat down to a candle lit dinner, Dan complimented everything down
to the flatware. "It's so wonderful to come home to you, Brittany. Every
time I'm away I long to see you."
"I always miss you too, Daniel, more than you'll ever know."
Dan smiled. "So, when are your parents arriving?"
"On the 23rd. I really hope this will be a great Christmas. Are you sure
it's going to be okay to have our parents together?"
"It's just Christmas Day. I'm sure it'll be fine. If my mother gets out of
line, I'll straighten her out. I'm just glad to get to see your parents
again. It's been awhile. Are you sure they are going to be all right staying
here at our house even though we're not married?"
Brittany was taken back slightly. "Well, my father might have a problem
with it, but my mom will keep him calm. Daniel, is something on your mind?
You've insinuated things about marriage several times this evening. I didn't
even know you thought about that kind of thing."
"Well, I can honestly say, that it's usually a fleeting thought, but
tonight something happened. When I came in and you greeted me, I realized
that's what I wanted. I wanted to be able to come home to you every night
for the rest of my life."
Brittany gasped slightly. "I never would've thought you'd think something
like that about me."
"Why not? I love you more than life itself. Why wouldn't I want to share
every possible moment of it with you?"
Brittany's eyes grew misty. "You are always a charmer."
"Well, I mean it." he stated matter of factly. "I guess it's a matter of
you deciding if you can put up with me for that long."
"I think I probably could. Although, I hate the fact that you are away all
the time. As much as I love this freedom of being able to buy anything I
want, it's costing me dearly, because you're not here."
Brittany's parents arrived early in the afternoon on the 23rd. Dan could
see that Brittany's father was anxious about the arrangements between he and
Brittany, so after they were settled and had a tour, Dan approached him.
"Brian, I was wondering if we could have a talk. Would you mind going for a
ride with me?"
He shrugged. "Sure. Let's go." Once they were out on the main road, he
asked, "What did you want to talk to me about, Dan?"
"I really don't know a tactful way to approach this, so I'm just going to
come right out and ask it. Would you have any objections to me marrying
Brittany?"
"Wow, that's quite a question." Brian mentioned taken back.
"Well?"
"Dan, Brittany loves you, and I want her to be happy. If that is what makes
her happy, then it pleases me also. You would be an excellent provider, so I
would have to worry about her being taken care of. I think you love her as
much as she loves you, so how could I object?"
Dan smiled. "Good. I was hoping you'd feel that way."
"Have you and Brittany discussed this much?"
"A little. I just wanted to know that I have the best of intentions with
your daughter. I would never take advantage of her."
They rode together in silence a little longer before Brian asked, "May I
ask where we are going?"
"We're going to get Brittany's Christmas present."
"What did you get her?"
"An Infiniti Q45."
"You serious? That's a $50,000 car, Dan."
"I know. I want her to drive a safe, comfortable vehicle. It's a great car.
We'll get to test drive it again before we take it to its hiding place."
"Does she know about this?"
"No. I thought I'd surprise her."
"She loves her old car."
"I know, but it's constantly breaking down. It's time she get another."
"So, no ring this year?"
"No. I'm not ready to propose yet. I haven't come up with a good way to do
it. Besides, I want her to have a say in it. After all, she will be wearing
it the rest of her life. I figure once season's over, we'll have lots of
time to shop."
"You're going all the way to the Super Bowl this year. I can feel it."
Brian mentioned.
"I sure do hope so, but I'd like to concentrate on winning the conference
first."
"You're number one, and you have the best record. You're unstoppable."
"Well, I'm glad our biggest fan has such confidence in us. We'll try not to
let you down." Dan joked.
That night after Brian and Mary had retired for the evening, Dan and
Brittany went upstairs. "So what did you talk to my dad about today?" she
asked beginning to undress.
Dan smiled appreciating the show she was unknowingly giving. He came to her
wrapping his arms around her bare waist. Kissing her neck gently he mumbled,
"I asked him if he had any objections to me proposing to you."
"You did not." she said in disbelief beginning to feel a tingle of arousal
from his lips. His hands unzipped her jeans. She could sense immediately
where this was going. His determined kiss revealed his intentions. It had
been ten months since they'd been dating, and both of them of them ached for
the release that could only come from love making. However as much as they
yearned for that pleasure, something had kept them from fulfilling that
desire. As Brittany felt Dan moving her towards the bed, she knew tonight
would be no exception. "Daniel," she whispered. "As much as I would love to
do this right now, my parents are downstairs. This makes me uncomfortable."
Dan pulled away with a sigh and sat on the edge of the bed silently. "I just
want it to be the right moment. I want us to both be comfortable. Don't
you?" she continued feeling the need to explain herself.
"Of course I do." he mumbled walking away into the bathroom closing the
discussion. Brittany watched him. She could feel his tension. It matched her
own, but that insecurity was creeping in. Even though he wasn't deliberately
trying to push her, his tone and body language made her uneasy. As they lay
in bed that night, Brittany felt the awkwardness between them. Instead of
pulling her to him, Dan laid on his side away from her. Brittany just stared
at his bare, muscular back before turning away as well.
The next day Brittany and her mother prepared dinner for Christmas Day as
Dan and her dad started on the turkey. Brittany and her mother worked for a
long time in silence before her mother asked, "Honey, is something on your
mind? You seem distraught."
"Oh, I don't know. It's Daniel. I'm not sure what's going on with him. He
seems distant."
"How so?"
"Well, we've been talking about marriage, and he seems all for it."
"Is that a problem?"
"No. I love the idea of being married to him It's just that there are other
issues going on. They are kind of hard to talk about with your own mother."
"Brittany, you know you can tell me anything, but if you'd rather not, I
understand. I'm just concerned is all."
Brittany paused for a moment before stating, "He wants me to have sex with
him."
"And you don't?"
"No, I do. I want to very much, but," Brittany's voice began to shake.
"I've never willingly had sex with anyone."
Her mother put down the knife she'd been using to cut vegetables. The
phrasing of Brittany's confession made her fear the worst for her daughter.
"What are you trying to tell me, sweetheart?" she asked hesitantly. Brittany
tried to remain calm, but she couldn't. Harboring this six year secret was
more than she could bear. She began to sob uncontrollably as her mother
embraced heher. "It's all right. You can tell me." her mother assured her instinctively knowing what it was.
"Stephen," Brittany began. That was a name her mother hadn't heard Brittany utter in years. "He raped me." she wept. Instantly her mother began to cry as they clung to each other. "Don't tell Dad." Brittany begged.
"It'll be okay." her mother stated gently rocking her.
"I wasn't going to tell you." Brittany mentioned after she had calmed herself.
"I'm glad you did."
"It's just that I want to be with Daniel, but whenever we move in that direction, I get scared."
"Does he know about this?"
"Yes, and he's been understanding, but I can tell it's getting more difficult for him. He hasn't said it in words, but I sense it. I feel the immense pressure building between us. I just don't want it to explode. I don't know what to do, though."
Her mother held her at arms length. "You do what's comfortable for you, Brittany. If Daniel loves you as much as he says he does, he'll wait. If you're not ready, you should tell him. He should respect that." They were quiet a moment before her mother continued. "Brittany, I know it's none of my business, but I have to point it out anyway. You are sleeping with him, aren't you?" Brittany nodded. "Men are easily confused by women's actions. You are sharing a bed with this man, because you want to be close to him, but let me tell you what he's thinking. He's thinking that you're open for sex. My advice to you would be not to confuse him with your words and actions. Be very clear in what you want and don't want."
As they went to bed that night, Brittany thought about her mother words. She knew her mother was right. The signals she was giving Daniel were confusing. However she knew there would be no time to discuss it with him. The season was almost over, and then they would have plenty of time to talk. However thoughts of her parents meeting Dan's for the first time invaded her mind. She had no fears about Joseph, Becca, and David, but Laura concerned her.
On Christmas Day Dan and Brian sneaked out early to get Brittany's present. However by the time they were back, Brittany and her mother were drinking coffee in the kitchen. Dan and Brian joined them before they went into the living room to open gifts.
Once they were open, Dan smiled at Brittany. "I have one more gift for you." he stated taking her hand and standing. He led her out into the circle drive to where her new car was waiting with a big red bow.
"It's beautiful, Daniel!" she exclaimed hugging him tightly.
Handing her the keys, he said, "Come on. Let's take her for a spin."
Dan got into the passenger's seat and her parents in the back as she slid behind the wheel. She sat for a moment just looking at everything. "This is the nicest car I've ever been in, Daniel." she mumbled caressing the champagne colored leather seat.
"Well, I'm glad you like it. If you want a different color, we can take it back."
"No, I love the color. It's just perfect."
"This really is an extraordinary present." Mary mentioned.
"For an extraordinary lady." Dan commented touching Brittany's face lightly.
Later that morning Dan's family arrived. Both Dan and Brittany were thankful that Laura was in a cordial mood. Most of the day was spent talking about football however, which was a topic that was beginning to bore Brittany. She graciously listened to Dan, her father, and his father, though.
When she couldn't take it any longer, she wondered off to find Joe. He was giving himself a tour of the house. "Did you decorate this?" he asked when he saw her. She nodded. "This is fabulous work, an interior design masterpiece if I may say so myself."
"Thank you." she mumbled.
"You tired of football yet?"
"How could you tell?"
"Dan goes a little nuts this time of year. Football becomes his obsession between now and the Super bowl, especially if he's playing. He's a completely different man, and not one I really care for I must admit. That testosterone of his kicks into overdrive, and he gets really aggressive. Just be aware of that."
"Daniel would never hurt me."
"No, he wouldn't, but I've seen him hurt himself and others. I hate all that manly bullshit. .Sometimes I don't know why he feels the need to prove himself. Of course I will say he's mellowed out since meeting you."
Chapter 4
The day of the Super Bowl had arrived, and as expected Dan's team was the favorite. Brittany's parents joined her and Dan's family in one of the suites for the game that day. As Joe had predicted, there had been a change in Dan over the last few weeks. He seemed to care more about football than anything else. During the first half Brittany tried to watch attentively, but Dan kept getting hit. She could tell that each time it happened he was a little slower in getting up. Nevertheless he was getting them the points they needed. Going into half time his team was up ten points. During the second half, Brittany was anxious. Dan was taking more of a beating, and the other team had tied the game. Going into the final two minutes, Dan tried desperately to rally the team. He had gotten them within twenty yards of a touchdown, and it was obvious he wanted to go for a score. The defense covered too well, though, giving him no other option but to run with it. Brittany watched him, her eyes growing wider as he sprinted toward the goal line, but at the five he was hit so hard, he fell lifeless to the ground as the ball slipped out of his hands. The other team recovered the ball, but Brittany didn't even notice as she just saw Dan lying on the ground not moving. Minutes passed like hours. He was not getting up. Suddenly she felt arms embrace her. She looked up at Joe with watery eyes.
"He'll be okay." he tried to reassure her, but the uncertainty was evident in his voice.
After what seemed an eternity, she saw him slightly move. A sigh of relief overcame her as she saw he was standing with assistance, but she saw the sheer look of pain across his face. Brittany watched him be carted off to the locker room not to return, and in the final moments the other team kicked the winning field goal.
Brittany went back to the hotel with the rest of the family. She wasn't sure what to expect from him when he returned, so Joe waited with her until close to 11:00. Seeing Joe yawning, she said, "You don't have to wait any more. I'm sure when he gets back, he'll just want to go to sleep."
"You sure you'll be all right?" She nodded. "Okay. Call me if you need anything, though."
Brittany changed into her night clothes and was just lying in bed when she heard the key in the door. Dan stumbled in without a word and plopped into a chair facing the window.
"Where have you been?"
"The hospital."
"What did the doctors say?"
"I had a concussion."
"It was a really hard hit, Daniel." Brittany mentioned coming and sitting on his lap. She kissed his pouting mouth. It reeked of alcohol. Dan buried his head into her neck. She could feel a wave of heat begin to pass through her as he kissed just the right places. Closing her eyes, she allowed his hands to roam under her clothes. For a moment she forgot about the game and the fact that Dan was drunk, but then she found herself on the bed underneath his heavy body. He was frantically disrobing her. "Daniel." she whispered anxiously. He didn't respond. Fear set in quickly as she thought history was about to repeat itself. She had to stop him. Pushing firmly on his shoulders she demanded, "Daniel, stop it! Now!"
Dan raised his head to look at her. Seeing the terror that filled her eyes, he leaped from the bed. Screaming he slammed his fist through the wall. Brittany screamed retreating to the far side of the bed. With trembling hands she picked up the phone to call Joe. In her hysterics Brittany forgot that she was naked when she answered the door, but Joe didn't seem to notice as he immediately went to Dan wrestling him to the floor to restrain him. Dan struggled briefly, but then fell helplessly flat on the floor as Joe laid over him. There was a tense moment between the three of them as Joe slowly sat back on his heels letting Dan up from his position. Dan feebly curled up into Joe's embrace and began to cry.
"I failed." Dan mumbled.
"You didn't fail, Daniel. It's not your fault."
"I was the leader, and I let my team down."
"Dan, you suffered a major head trauma. No one would've expected you to carry on."
"But I dropped the ball. It's my fault we lost."
"You were getting hammered all night. They weren't giving you the coverage you needed to do your job. It's not your fault." Dan sobbed some more before Joe said, "Let me see your hands. They must be hurting." Dan gingerly uncurled his fists. His knuckles were raw and swollen. "Man, Daniel, I don't see how you can do this to yourself." he mentioned examining Dan's hands closer. "Brittany," he said looking up for her. Beginning to look up, he eyes trailed up her bare legs. "Um, why don't you go get some ice?" he stuttered uneasily.
Brittany nodded then realizing what the flush across Joe's face was about. Quickly she threw on her robe. When she returned with the ice, Joe was helping Dan into bed. He wrapped Dan's hands and then sat by him waiting for him to pass out. Once he had, Joe said, "I know this isn't any of my business, but I don't think you should stay here tonight. Why don't you come back to my room?"
"I can't, Joseph. What if he needs something?"
"You're right. Then I'll stay with you. You shouldn't be alone with him right now. He's in bad shape, worse than I've ever seen him."
They both got into the king sized bed with Dan that night. As Brittany lay between them, she could feel Joe moving restlessly. She felt his hand touch her hip. "Joseph," she said turning over to him. "May I ask you something?" He nodded. She smirked. "Were you checking me out earlier?"
Joe blushed. "Well, I didn't realize you were naked at first. I've never seen a naked woman. I swear I didn't mean to stare."
It's okay. I just thought it was funny."
I would never do something to make you uncomfortable. I was just fascinated. I didn't mean anything by it." nervously he stated.
Brittany touched his jaw. "You're a good brother, Joseph, and a good man. There is a man out there that will be truly blessed when you find each other." Joe smiled. "You look so much like Daniel in this light." Brittany mentioned caressing his hair.
Joe began to feel uncomfortable. Taking her hand, he held it. "But I'm not Daniel, and I never could be."
"I know, but sometimes I wish he could be a little more like you. He used to be gentle. I don't know where that went."
"Get him away from football. Football will destroy what's good in him, because he's too competitive. If you want a soft, gentle Dan, you must get him away from this game."
The next morning Joe left early, leaving Brittany to face a somber, sober Dan alone. Brittany was anxiously sitting, looking out the window when he stirred. His mind was empty as he opened his eyes, but when he saw Brittany turn toward him, it all hit him at once.
"I made a complete ass out of myself, didn't I?" he asked sitting up.
Brittany didn't answer. She still wasn't sure which issue she wanted to address first. After a few minutes, she pointed to the hole in the wall. "What caused that?" she asked plainly. "Was it the game or me?"
"What do you mean?"
"Last night I had to get more forceful with you than I would've liked, Daniel. You got angry and did that. That's why I'm asking what caused that."
"It wasn't you, honey." Dan said coming to kneel at her chair. "I was angry and frustrated about the game. I just can't believe I lost it for us."
"You didn't lose it, Daniel!" Brittany snapped.
Taken back by her tone, Dan asked, "What's wrong?"
"What's wrong?" she repeated. "Daniel, you were out of control last night! I had to call Joseph in here, because you scared me so badly! Football is a game, Daniel! It might be what you do for a living now, but it's still just a game! It's not worth all this stress and pressure you put on yourself! After last night I'm all ready dreading next season!"
"I said I was sorry!" Dan yelled holding his aching head.
"Daniel, you were damn near violent with me last night."
"Brittany, I would never hurt you."
"Well, you almost did! How could you do that to me, knowing what I've been through? It was like living my nightmare with Stephen all over again, but instead of being physically violated, I had to go through emotional hell watching you hurt yourself!"
Dan dropped his head as his heart sank into his chest. "You have every reason to hate me." he mumbled.
"Damn right I do! But I don't! I love you, Daniel, even when you do get crazy! You need to control this anger of yours! Football shouldn't be everything!" Dan just nodded. "I'm serious, Daniel, about your anger. You need help."
"Whatever you say. I'll do anything. Just please don't leave me. I couldn't bear that." he begged in tears. "I can't make it without you."
Brittany sighed seeing the distress in his eyes. It pained her to think that he was so insecure about their relationship. She knew she could never leave this man. "I'm not going to leave you, Daniel. I love you. You haven't done anything irreparable. We'll get through this together. We just have to be patient with each other." She stroked his hair lightly. Her heart ached seeing him in such torment. She had never seen him in such a weak condition.
When Brittany got back to her apartment, Jen was reading on their couch. "I saw the game. How's Dan feeling? They hit him pretty hard."
"He had a concussion. This weekend was horrible."
"What happened besides them losing?"
"Daniel fell apart. He blames the whole thing on himself. I have never seen him in such emotional anguish. His rage was just consuming him."
"What happened?"
"He put a hole in the wall with his fists."
"He didn't hurt you, did he?"
Brittany thought back a moment. "No. Even in his anger he never raised a hand to me, but he did scare me half to death."
"Is he doing any better now?"
"A little. I want him to get out of Dallas for awhile. It would be good for him to get away."
"That's probably true. So why aren't you staying with him now that the season's over? I thought for sure you two would be joined at the hip, if not other places as well." Jen teased.
Brittany gave a fake smile. "I just can't move in with him. After what happened, I'm not ready to deal with that. We have so many things to work on first. It's going to be a long time before we're ready to take that next step."
Over the next two weeks Dan spent time with Joe in New York. They were having dinner alone one night in Joe's apartment when Joe asked, "So, how are things going with Brittany? You've hardly mentioned her since you've been here."
Dan shrugged. "Things are a little uneasy between us. She thinks I have an anger problem."
"Well, football brings out the worst in you, Dan. I would've thought you'd remember that."
"Yeah. I'm thinking I probably shouldn't play any more, but I have to at least play out my contract."
"How many season's is that?"
"Only one. I did it that way, so I could re-negotiate if I wanted. Now I'm thinking I shouldn't."
" I know you shouldn't. Listen to me, Dan. You make enough money in one season to last a lifetime. It's the only way you're going to keep Brittany. If you keep playing, you will lose the best thing that's ever happened to you."
"Why do you say that? Did she say something to you?"
"She doesn't like that side of you, Dan. She wants a softer Daniel, not one who's punching through walls. If you continue down this path, I know she'll leave you. I think you know I'm right about that."
"I don't want to lose her. She means the world to me." Dan stated starting to really listen to his brother.
"I know. That's why you must give up this game. It's not your passion that drives you. It's an obsession. It's an obsession to prove to yourself that you're manly. Well, dammit, you are a man and a good one. Brittany knows that. She doesn't need to see all that physical violence to know that you're manly. You're just going to end up pushing her away."
"Where are you going with this, Joe? What are you trying to say?" Dan inquired becoming irritated at his brother's attack.
"Listen, I know we've never talked about this, but we should now. I think we both have daily repercussions from how Mom treated us as children. You have so much anger. I'm afraid you'll end up hurting yourself or someone you love very dearly. I don't want Brittany to be on the receiving end of your wrath. No one woman deserves that."
Dan gave a slow nod, knowing his brother had a point. "You're right, Joe. You and Brittany are both right. May I ask you a question? Do you remember that night when we were twelve that you came into my room scared to death?"
"I wish I could forget."
"What happened to you?"
Joe looked around the kitchen for a few minutes in silence. "Well, let me put it to you this way. It was the only time in my life I've ever experienced straight sex."
Dan's face turned pale. He had never expected to hear that response. "Why did you let her? Even at twelve, we were so much stronger than she was."
"She threatened me. She said she'd kill dad, and then she'd be able to have us when whenever she wanted. I was scared. What's a twelve year old to do when his own mother says that? I didn't want to do it."
"I know you didn't." Dan whispered trying to hold back tears as he put his hand on his brother's arm consolingly.
"What about you? What kind of things would she make you do?"
"Nothing to that extent, although she touched me sexually at times. More often though she'd slap the hell out of me and tell me how worthless I was. She would often say that I wasn't manly enough, because I wrote poetry and was into music. Guess she thought I was going to be the queer one."
Joe laughed at the bitter irony. "Well, she certainly was wrong on that."
"I think we should tell Dad." Dan mentioned.
"I don't know. He'd want to leave her, but I wouldn't want her to take him for everything he has."
"Well, we'll figure it out. She should pay for what she's done to this family. Personally I'd like nothing better than to see her kicked to the curb."
Joe nodded his agreement. They were silent a few more minutes before Joe asked, "So, do you think you're going to marry Brittany? I'd really like her for a sister-in-law. She's a good woman with huge heart. I just love her. She's good for you."
"Yeah, I hope to keep her. I'll tell you, Joe, that woman has denied me for eleven months. It's getting hard to take."
"Is that all you think about? Getting laid?"
"No. If it was, I could've gotten laid many times in the past eleven months, just not by Brittany. I care about her, so I keep holding out. I just wish I could make it happen faster. She's reserved and self-conscious, which I can understand given her situation, but I'd still like to get a piece of her."
"I'm sure you would. However, a little hand action should keep you out of trouble." Joe smirked.
"Nothing compares to the real thing, man. I can just imagine the feeling her of warm, soft body under mine and being inside of that tight, wet heat. Just thinking about her makes me horny."
Joe laughed. "Well, you're not getting any action here from my friends. That is unless you'd like to experiment with something new."
"Uh, no thanks. I'd rather not. Men are not my type. Although I will admit that I'm not as bothered by them hitting on me any more."
"Good, because as long as you're here, my cohorts will think you're all that and try to get into your pants. You know that, right?"
"Yeah, I've figured that out. After last night, I knew I wasn't safe too far away from you. Some of them are worse than many straight men I've seen. I couldn't tell you how many times my ass was grabbed."
Joe gave a hearty laugh. "Welcome to my life. So many men, so little time."
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In late March of that year Brittany and Dan went to the Bahamas for Brittany's Spring Break. When they arrived it was early evening. They settled into their secluded beachfront accommodations and headed into town for dinner. Then they laid in the hammock enjoying the night sky. That night as they went to bed, Dan was restless. He kept thinking about that ring he had tucked away in his bag. It was the one Brittany had loved the most on their numerous shopping trips for wedding bands. Tomorrow he decided would be the big day. He had waited a long time for this moment.
The next day Brittany wanted to spend shopping in town, so Dan obliged hoping to relieve some of his tension about the events of the evening. The more they shopped however the less interested he became as he started to watch Brittany with adoring eyes. Her golden hair was pinned gently up away from her face. Under her white tank top, he could see the alluring curvature of her breasts, and her wrap skirt was just translucent enough that he could make out the shape of her lovely legs.
She saw him smiling at her. "What?"
"You are a magnificent creature."
She blushed. "Why don't we have some lunch and then head back? I want to catch some sun today."
"Anything you want." he answered kissing her forehead.
All afternoon they laid on the beach, and then Dan made dinner for them. Brittany was just standing on the deck sipping her wine when the meal was over when Dan disappeared into their bedroom. Going through his bag, he found the ring, and tucked it into his pocket. Then picking up her sweater he returned to the deck.
"Would you like to go for a walk?" he inquired extending the sweater to her.
She knew it wasn't really a question. "Sure." she answered wrapping the sweater around her bare shoulders and taking the hand he had extended to her.
They walked in silence for a few minutes. "It's a beautiful evening." Brittany commented.
"Yes, it is, but nothing is as beautiful as you, my sweet Brittany." he stated coming to a stop and turning her to face him. "You know all my life I've yearned for a special woman to come to me, one with whom I could grown old and have children." he began kneeling on one knee. "Brittany, you're what I want for the rest of my life. It would bring me great pleasure to have us spend the rest of our lives together. I would consider it an honor to be your husband if you'll have me. Will you marry me, Brittany?"She gave a giddy smile as he pulled the ring out and slid it on her finger.
Pulling him to his feet, she replied, "I love you, Daniel. Yes, I will marry you. It would bring me great pleasure to spend eternity with you." They leaned in to kiss each other. "It's getting chilly. Let's go back." she suggested with a smile Dan had never seen.
Dan let her lead him back to their bedroom before they looked at each other again. The longer Brittany gazed into those green eyes, the more she was sure of what she wanted. Encircling his neck, she kissed him slowly. Dan responded by embracing her bare waist. They methodically kissed as Brittany stroked Dan's bare chest through his open shirt. Moving up his jaw, Brittany gently bit his earlobe sucking it into her mouth. "I want you to make love to me, Daniel. I want to feel you inside of me." she growled. Dan pulled away slightly to gaze into her hazel eyes. They were wild with passion. Before he could respond, Brittany had pulled him onto the bed. He felt her body underneath his and groaned loudly, wanting to take her, but he had his reservations, so he let her be the aggressor. Her actions showed that she wanted to move slowly but the intent could not have been more obvious. It was the longest foreplay Daniel had ever experienced. Even once they both lay naked, they continued to leisurely explore each other in gentle intimacy. Finally pulling his body on top of hers, Brittany looked up at him expectantly, waiting for him to make the final move.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" he softly inquired, his eyes never leaving hers.
"Yes." breathlessly came the answer. Dan felt her hips thrust up into his, inviting him into the place he dreamed of for thirteen months. Dan gave her a loving smile as he slowly began his entrance. He could feel her muscles shuddering as they gave way to him.
"Let me know if it begins to hurt." he whispered seeing a twinge of pain pass over her face.
"I'm fine." quietly she assured him wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling his body into hers. They both groaned at the full body contact.
Dan began a gentle pace, but even his smallest movements made her moan in pleasure. Feeling her body arching into his and her begging for more, he began to push faster and harder until she was crying out to him, her voice frantic with need. She was approaching climax quicker than Daniel had expected her to. He loved the feeling of sending her over that edge, and feeling her sweet depths contracting around him sent him crashing over as well.
They both lay still, interlocked in silence, clinging to each other as their bodies trembled. Dan was the first to move as he lifted his head to look into her eyes. However he saw a tear trickle out of the corner of one of them. "Are you all right?" softly he asked with concern, his body growing tense.
She caressed his jaw and smiled. "I love you, Daniel Ethan McKnight. I love you so much."
"I love you too, Brittany." he answered as they kissed gently.
"You know, had I known it would be that good, I wouldn't have waited so long." she joked playing with his hair.
Dan's heart pounded. "I'm glad we did wait. It just made it all that much better."
"I hope that there's more where that came from." she whispered leaning in to his mouth, kissing him deeply.
"You mean you're not tired?" he inquired when their kiss broke.
"How could I ever be tired of that?" She smiled coyly.
"Uh oh. I've unleashed a monster."
"Well, if you're tired..."
"Trust me, I'll definitely never be too tired to please you. Anything you desire is yours."
Smiling she asked, "How about another kiss?"
The following morning Brittany awoke to the sounds of the ocean as a warm breeze swept over her bare skin. She heard Daniel humming in the kitchen nook. Her eyes fluttered closed again as she sighed in contentment. Dan paused in the doorway of their bedroom. Brittany looked so beautiful asleep. Setting their breakfast on the night stand, Dan leaned over her, kissing her softly in morning greeting. She giggled opening her eyes. "Good morning." he whispered.
"Morning, handsome."
"I brought you some breakfast." he mentioned picking up the plate of fresh fruit. Taking a piece of mango, he held it up in front of her mouth. Brittany smiled as her tongue began to lick the fruit suggestively before sucking it into her mouth. "God, you're sexy!" he groaned. "Do you even know how badly I want you?"
"You had me, Daniel." she teased.
"Well, I want you again, and I'll keep wanting you for the rest of my life."
She smiled mischievously. "Oh goody. I can hardly wait." She put the plate back on the night stand and tugged at his arm. "Come back to bed, Daniel."
After another blissful session of love making, they lay quietly. "You know as many times as I imagined last night, it was more incredible than my wildest fantasies." he confessed caressing her bare shoulder.
"Me too. I didn't know I could enjoy it that much. It was beyond my expectations. Thank you for giving me such tenderness."
"Thank you for allowing me to give you the ultimate pleasure, and thank you for saying yes. I am the luckiest man alive."
The evening that Brittany returned home from vacation, she found Jen and John eating dinner at the apartment. It was the first time she’d seen John in months, but she didn’t seem as concerned as Jen who stammered, “Brittany, I didn’t expect you home so early. How was vacation?”
Brittany blushed profusely as she extended her left hand without a word. Jen screamed jumping form the table and throwing her arms around Brittany. They both were giddy with excitement. “I can’t believe it! He actually asked you to marry him! This is so great! Let me see the ring!” Jen exclaimed. After a moment of inspection, Jen smiled. “It’s so beautiful, Brittany. How did he ask you?”
“Walking on the beach at sunset.” she answered her eyes straying to John, who just sat head hung low pretending to be more interested in his dinner than their conversation.
“Oh, that’s so romantic! I’m so happy for you.”
“Yeah congratulations.” John mumbled unexpectedly not even looking up from his plate.
“Well, I’ll let you two finish your dinner.” Brittany mentioned heading off toward her room.
A few minutes later Jen knocked on the door. “He’s gone. I’m sorry. I try to keep you two as separated as possible. I really didn’t think you’d be home tonight.”
“It’s okay. It was bound to happen sometime.”
“He’s upset about the engagement. He still loves you, maybe now more than ever.”
Brittany shrugged. “Not much I can do about that. It never would’ve worked in the long run anyway.”
“No it wouldn’t have. So tell me more about vacation. Anything else good happen?” Jen inquired. Brittany knew what Jen wanted to know, and her flaming blush answered the question. “You had sex with him, didn’t you?” Brittany nodded with a giddy smile. “And?” Jen pressed for details.
“It was so incredible! Better than I ever imagined it could be! Oh, I just love him so much! He is so wonderful! I don’t think I could ever tire of making love with him!” Brittany stated with a blushing grin.
“Yes, he is wonderful. I’m so happy for you. Have you started on any
wedding plans yet?”
“We’ve picked a date, Valentine’s Day, since it was our first real date. It’s going to be a small wedding though, just family and close friends. We don’t want to go overboard. We’ve got to get as much of this stuff decided as possible before season starts up again. Daniel wants to be involved in it as much as possible.”.
Chapter 5
In early June of that year Dan and Brittany attended a party at his parents house being held for all the players and recruits. The afternoon seemed to be going well as Dan and Brittany lounged by the pool talking with the veterans and their wives and girlfriends. During the conversation, Dan asked Brittany to get him another beer, so she left her position in his lap and waded through the recruits to the beer keg. Brittany paid little attention to anyone as she refilled Dan’s cup until she heard a vaguely familiar voice question, “Brittany Saxton?”
Brittany felt her heart freeze at the voice. Turning she saw a man stepping toward her. “Stephen.” she breathed in fear dropping Dan’s beer, shattering the glass.
“Long time no see, stranger.” he mentioned reaching for her, but she
slapped his hands away.
“Don’t touch me, you bastard!” she screamed shoving him roughly away.
Dan’s attention was drawn away from conversation by Brittany’s screaming. Instantly he came to her. “Honey, you okay?” he asked, eyeing the man suspiciously. Seeing Brittany shaking slightly, he turned to the man. “What the hell did you do to my fiancee?”
“Nothing. Brittany and I are old friends. My name’s Stephen. Maybe she’s mentioned me.”
Dan felt his anger rising. “Yeah, she’s mentioned you all right, you
asshole!” Dan yelled pushing Stephen back a few steps. “You are going to fucking pay for what you did to her! I’m going to kill you!”
“No, Daniel.” Brittany interrupted. “This is my fight. Let me handle it.”
Grabbing Stephen by the arms, Dan struggled to keep him standing still. “Go ahead, honey. Have at him.” Dan stated when he had Stephen in a helpless restraint.
A crowd had gathered to watch curiously as Brittany wailed on Stephen while Dan held him, but none dared interfere for fear of Dan’s wrath. Finally Brittany grew tired as her crying became stronger. Dan whipped Stephen around to inspect the damage Brittany had done to Stephen’s face. “Now, I suggest you get the hell out of my father’s house before I change my mind about killing you!” Once Stephen had fled, Dan scooped Brittany up into his arms and took her inside. Going into one of the guest bedrooms, Dan laid her on the bed, curling up next to her until she fell into exhausted sleep.
When Dan was sure she was asleep, he slipped out to find his father. He was in the den with Coach Tucker and several owners. “Dan, what the hell was Brittany doing beating up one of the recruits, and why, more importantly, were you helping her?” Coach Tucker asked in annoyance. “That’s our best recruit for second string quarterback!”
“You’d shut up if you knew what was best for you, Tucker!” Dan yelled.
“Dad, I really need to see you in private.” Once they were in his father’s office, Dan bluntly requested, “Please get Stephen cut from the team.”
“Why? Tucker’s right. He is our best recruit. You’ll have to give me a
reason.”
“Dad, please. Listen to me. He’s the scum of the earth, and I will refuse to play out my contract if I have to play with him.”
“Why, Dan? Tell me. What’s so horrible about him?”
“Dad, he and Brittany went to high school together. He raped her when she was sixteen and got away with it. Please, Dad. She’s going to be your daughter-in-law. Do it for her. Give her a sense of justice.”
“Daniel, I love Brittany dearly. You know that. Anyone who hurts her should suffer, but I’m only one owner. I’ll have to convince the others, and I might be out voted, but I will try. I promise you that. Now why don’t you go attend to that precious woman? I’ve got a lot of work cut out for me, so I better get to it.”
Going back to Brittany, Dan just held her until she awoke. “How are you
feeling?” he whispered.
“Okay. I’m sorry for going off in front of everybody like that.”
“Don’t be. I just hope you feel better.”
“I do. I just hope you don’t have to work with him.”
“I won’t. I all ready made that announcement to the owners. Your honor
means more to me than anything else.”
Brittany gave him a tearful smile. “I love you, Daniel.”
“I love you, too. You want to go back outside now or stay in here a little longer?”
“Let’s stay here.” she answered mischievously.
Dan knew where she was going with things as she leaned up and kissed him intently. “Are you sure about this?” he asked as they slowly began to undress each other.
“Everyone’s outside. No one will know. I want you right now, Daniel Ethan McKnight.” Brittany growled pulling her naked body up onto his.
With that Dan gave himself over to the pleasure that awaited them. Neither realized how loud they were becoming being so into each other. Flinging herself onto Dan’s body, Brittany trembled as her climax shuddered through her. They laid silently for several minutes with their bodies interlocked just enjoying the feeling of each other until suddenly the door flung open. They both jumped, startled at the invasion.
“Well, I thought I heard you finish, Brittany. Guess I was mistaken.” Laura snarled. “This is just like you, Daniel! You always did have a way with black whores! Don’t see why you decided to marry this one!”
Dan pushed Brittany off of him and angrily leapt from bed. “Daniel!”
Brittany screamed.He turned toward her. She gestured to his naked body.
“Oh, it’s not like she hasn’t seen it! Isn’t that right, Mother!” he yelled approaching his mother.
Laura struck him across the face. “How dare you speak to me like that!”
“How dare me? How dare you!” he screamed pushing her roughly. “How could you do that to Joseph and to me! We’re your sons! We were just kids!”
“You’re not my son, neither is Joseph, and neither of you ever will be! My son would not screw a whore in his mother’s house!” she spat seething with anger.
Dan raised his hand to strike her, but before he had a chance, he felt a hand on his arm. “Daniel, don’t.” Brittany softly pleaded.
Just then they heard David coming down the hall yelling, “What’s going on down there?” As he wheeled his chair closer, he saw Dan and Brittany naked and averted his eyes.
“Kids, put your clothes on.” Laura stated calmly. Daniel didn’t respond at first as he just shot daggers at her.
“Daniel, do as your mother told you!” gruffly David demanded. Dan started to protest, but David screamed, “Do it!” Turning to Laura David grabbed her by the arm. “And as for you, you better leave these two alone! If I ever hear you say derogatory things about any of my children again, you will pay dearly!” Laura stormed off down the hall, so David turned back to Dan. “Son, I think it would be best if you and Brittany went home. We’re having a party here, and you’ve been in two altercations. You’re not making a good impression with the other owners right now. You have asked me to help you with your problems, and I want to, but you need to do your part. Now go on home, and leave me to my work.”
Once Brittany and Dan were alone, Brittany embraced him. “You’re mother
said some awful things to you. You were so angry. I can’t believe you almost hit her. Do you want to tell me what that was about?”
“Not now. Right now I just want to get out of here.”
Back at home Dan plopped down on the couch and began flipping through
channels. Brittany just sat next to him waiting for him to open up, but he didn’t. “Daniel, are you going to talk to me about your mother or not?”
“I’m sorry she was so rude to you. She’s the most horrible woman I know.”
“What were you saying about you and Joseph?”
“Brittany, remember that night I told you about hitting my mother? I told you about a night when Joe and I were kids, and he woke me in the middle of the night sobbing. He finally told me what happened.” His voice wavered.
“It’s okay. Whatever it is, you can tell me.” Brittany gently pried.
Dan’s eyes began to glisten. “Joe and I were abused as children. I got
mostly physical and verbal, but poor Joe got it all, including sexual. She did awful things to us, but my dad was never around to notice.”
Pulling him into her body, she reassured him saying, “It’ll be okay. She’ll get what she deserves, Daniel.”
“She’s just ruined so many lives, Joe’s, Victoria’s, little Ethan’s, mine, and if I allow her to continue, you’ll be next. I can’t let that happen.”
“It’ll be all right. I promise. We’ll make it right.”
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Over the next couple of months Brittany and Dan focused on wedding plans while Dan was in summer training. However one day his father requested his presence at the corporate office instead of at practice. Going into one of the conference rooms, his father was already waiting on him as was Brittany, immediately concerning him. “Sit down, Daniel. We need to talk.” He did as he was told, sitting next to Brittany. “Dan, a few months ago you asked me to try to get Stephen cut from the team, but I’m afraid that’s not going to be possible. I really tried and I had most of the owners on my side, but Coach Tucker dug his heels in, threatening to quit if we didn’t keep him. He felt your request was not practical regardless of the situation and basically accused me of compromising the team just to please you. I must admit it was a ugly discussion between us. Regardless though, the other owners folded under the pressure, and I was out voted. I told them of your intentions to resign if you didn’t have your way. I’ve been sent here to ask
you to reconsider.”
“There’s no doubt in my mind, Dad. I refuse to play with him.”
“That’s what I thought you’d say. I guess I’ll leave you two alone to
discuss things. I’ll just be outside.”
As soon as they were alone, Dan asked, “What are you doing here?”
“I can’t believe I actually agreed to this, but I’m here to convince you to play out your last year.”
“Are you nuts? You hate the fact that I’m playing in the first place. Now they want to force me to play with the man who raped you. I’m going to have to work closely with him.”
“I know, and I don’t like it.”
“Then why are you doing this?”
“I’m here because I love you, Daniel, and I know how much you want to win the Super Bowl. You know you have what it takes to win, and you can take the team all the way.”
“But what about your happiness? I’m willing to walk away from all that for you.”
“I know, but it would be wrong of me to ask you to do that. I don’t want to be the reason you feel this void for the rest of your life. I don’t want you to live with the regret of not trying one last time. It’s going to be hard for both of us, but it’s our jobs to support each other even when it’s not easy.”
“Are you sure about this?”
“Yes. It’s only six months. After that we can both walk away and never have to look back. You know you can win.”
“All right. If you’re sure about this, I’ll do it.”
“Good. Now I have a small confession to make. You might not like it, but I think in the long run you’ll forgive me for it. I told your dad what you told me about your mother’s abuse.”
“Why?”
“He’s suspected it. He and I have even spoken about it before. Daniel, I love you and Joseph. You two have suffered long enough. It’s time he knew the truth.”
Dan embraced her and took a deep breath. “Thank you.” he simply whispered. Walking out into the lobby where his dad was waiting, he stated, “All right. I’m going to play, but don’t think he and I are going to get along. He just better stay the hell out of my way.”
“Okay. I’ll be sure to pass that message along. Now I’m going to leave for New York tonight. I’ll be a Joe’s for awhile if you need me.” Turning to Brittany David kissed her hand. “Thank you for everything, Brittany. You really are an incredible woman, and I’m so glad my son was lucky enough to snag you.”
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Thanksgiving that year was held at Dan and Brittany’s house since Dan had a game that day. David had moved in with them at Dan’s urging, since he had filed for a divorce from Laura. Joe had come down with his boyfriend, and Brittany’s parents were also there. The Cowboys won that day putting everyone in celebratory moods. Brittany’s mother, Mary, had been gracious enough to make Thanksgiving dinner with the help of Joe’s boyfriend. As they sat down to dinner that evening, Dan was quiet but content as he watched his family. That night as Brittany and Dan retired for the evening, Dan started a fire in their bedroom fireplace.
“You’ve been quiet tonight. Everything all right?” Brittany asked pulling him into an embrace.
“Couldn’t be better. I’ve just been thinking about how wonderful it is to have everyone here. This is the family I’ve always wanted.”
“It is wonderful.” Brittany commented pulling him into a kiss. “I was
wondering if you had any room for a calorie burning dessert before bed?” she asked opening her robe for him.
“Oh, I always have room for that.” he growled claiming her mouth as they made their way toward the bed.
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Three weeks later Brittany was having lunch with Jen and talking mostly
about the wedding. “You decided on your dress yet?” Jen asked.
“No. I have yours and Becca’s picked out, but I’m still looking. I want
something simple.” Brittany mumbled staring out the window.
“Hey, you all right? Something the matter?”
“No, just not feeling well. I think I have the flu.”
“Oh that sucks. So, tell me more about the honeymoon. Where are you going?”
“We’re going on a cruise in Greece.”
“That’s sounds like so much fun. I’m so happy for you. You really do have it all.”
“Yeah, I guess I do. I’m just worried about Daniel. He gets unbearable
between now and the Super Bowl. They are going to go again, and I think
they’ll win. I just can’t wait for it to be all over. The sooner Daniel gets out of football, the better off we both will be. It brings out a side of him I don’t like. He’s too aggressive.”
“What’s he going to do then?”
“I don’t know. We haven’t really discussed it. I really should go to the doctor. It’s not like me to be sick.”
“Well, maybe you’re not sick. Maybe you’re pregnant.” Brittany choked on a piece of bread. “You all right?” Jen asked after Brittany had regained her composure.
“Yeah, I’m fine. I just never thought about that possibility. I don’t
really know how I feel about that.”
“Well, is it possible?”
“Well, I am late, but I just passed it off as the stress of the holidays and football.”
“You better go find out. How does Dan feel about kids?”
“We both want them, but this really is soon to be having them. Oh boy, I just don’t know how this is going to go over.”
“Relax. Maybe it’s nothing. Just go get checked, and then you can worry
after you know for sure.”
Brittany tried not to think about it much between Christmas and the Super Bowl. She was keeping busy between wedding plans and teaching, but her health wasn’t improving, so reluctantly she went to the doctor to confirm her suspicions. Armed with the knowledge that she was indeed carrying their child, Brittany wondered how it would affect Dan’s performance in the Super Bowl if she told him. By the day of the game, she still hadn’t said anything to him, and Dan began to wondered what was bothering her.
Just before leaving that morning for the field, he pulled her into his
arms. “Honey, something’s been on your mind. I can tell. Why don’t you just tell me what it is? You’ll feel better. Whatever it is, I’m sure we can work it out.” he whispered into her ear as he brushed back her hair sweetly.
“I don’t want to burden you with this right before the game.”
“Why? Is it bad?” he asked in concern.
“I don’t think so.”
“Then why would I? Just tell me. I want to know now. I’m sure it’s not as big of a deal as you’re making it out to be.”
“Well, actually it is a big deal.”
“Tell me, Brittany. What’s going on?”
Brittany took a deep breath. “I’m pregnant, Daniel.”
“What? Are you serious? You’re sure?” he asked with joyful surprise. She nodded. “Oh this is so great! Oh, I’m so glad you told me, honey! I’m so happy! When did this happen?”
“Thanksgiving.” she answered grateful for his delighted response.
“Well, then it truly is a blessing, isn’t it? I can’t wait to tell
everybody!”
“Me too, but for now, you have a game to win.”
“And you better believe I will. I’ll win it for the three of us.” he stated patting Brittany’s stomach.
Brittany smiled. “I love you, Daniel. Be careful out there today.”
When Joe came to pick Brittany up later, he noticed how radiant she looked. “This is the Brittany I know. You’re back to your beautiful self. Guess you got over your flu okay?”
“Well, actually, I’m still sick, but I feel much better.” Brittany giggled. Joe just looked at her quizzically. “If I let you in on a secret, you can’t tell anyone. Okay?”
“That good?” he asked.
“You’re going to be an uncle.” she whispered.
“Congratulations! Dan’s thrilled, isn’t he?” Brittany nodded
enthusiastically.
The game that day was no contest. Dan played with talent never seen. “What did you say to my son? I’ve never seen him like this before.” David asked Brittany as they went into the fourth quarter. “He keeps this up and he’ll have the MVP award. Surely this was your influence.”
“Maybe it was, but I do have to keep some of my secrets.” Brittany
mentioned with a blush.
Dan’s team did win that afternoon, and indeed Dan was named MVP for his
efforts. He gave a brief acceptance speech but at the end he said, “Most importantly I’d like to thank my wonderful fiancee Brittany for all her support, and to my baby, daddy loves you.”
Brittany felt David’s eyes wide on her as her mother gasped. “Daddy?” David inquired.
“Surprise. I think Daniel got a little too excited. We weren’t going to
tell people just yet.”
Mary came to her asking, “This is definite?” Brittany nodded. “Oh boy. This sure is a lot for a young couple.”
“We’re both excited about it, Mom, even as unexpected as it is. Dad, what do you think?”
“Well,” Brian began coming to her. “I think you will make a fabulous
mother, sweetheart. We’re happy for you. We’re just shocked, because we
didn’t think we’d become grandparents so soon.”
“Come on. We should get you down to the field, Brittany. This is a
bittersweet moment for Daniel, and you should share in it.” David stated taking her hand.
.Chapter 6
After Dan and Brittany returned from their honeymoon, Dan began to feel
lost. Brittany was teaching during the day, but he had no daily agenda to attend to, which bothered him. David was still staying with them, so he had some company, but he felt something missing. One morning over coffee, Dan was being unusually quiet as he and his father had breakfast.
“Daniel, I think I should get my own place. As nice as it is to be with you and Brittany, you two really need some time to yourselves. You were just married and should be preparing for the baby. I don’t want to be in the way of all that.”
“It’s nice to have you around, though, Pop. I’m not so lonely.”
“Well, you should find something to do with yourself, son. What do you want to do now?”
“I wish I could go back to teaching.”
“Then do it.”
“I don’t think anyone will hire me, especially after being forced to
resign. Maybe it’s for the best if I don’t. I wouldn’t want to screw up
again.”
“What are you saying, Daniel? Do you not trust yourself? Listen to me.
You’re a married man now, and you’re going to be a father soon. You were still a young man when you made that poor decision. Sleeping with that student was a big mistake, but you’ve learned from it. You’re much more mature now. Not to mention you have a beautiful, intelligent, caring wife and baby on the way. You’re not going to screw up like that again. I won’t let you throw away the best thing that’s happened to you, and I’m sure neither will she. How could you even be tempted to look at another woman when you’ve all ready got the best?”
“She really is the best, Dad.”
“I know. She reminds me of your real mother, so caring and tender. I wish you and Joe could’ve met her.”
“What was she like?”
“Well, she was about Brittany’s height and build, a real beauty with dark hair and green eyes. You two look just like her. She was such a warm hearted woman. I really adored her.”
“Why didn’t you marry her?”
“Because I was a kid, not much older than you are now. Money mattered, and I knew Laura would try to take as much of it in the divorce as possible. Then when we found out that she had breast cancer, she just thought it would be better if I stayed with Laura. She gave me full custody of you and Joe, because she thought you two would be better off having Laura for a mother than none at all. I was with her until the very end, Dan. It was so painful to watch her waste away into nothing. Looking back on it, I wish I had made different choices. Staying with Laura turned out to be the worst mistake I ever made, and it’s one I will regret for the rest of my life. I’m so sorry I wasn’t around to stop your torment.”
“It’s not your fault, Dad. Joe and I don’t blame you. Have you talked to Becca about this at all, though? She’s bound to be curious as to why you’re divorcing mother after all this time.”
“No. It’s difficult, because you’re her brothers, but you were also the
victims, and Laura is her mother. It’s a fragile situation. This news will devastate her. There’s no one fit for the task of informing your sister.”
“I can think of someone. The same person who told you, the one I finally opened up to about it.”
“I could never ask that of Brittany. That’s too much for a
daughter-in-law.”
“Dad, she and Becca are friends, and she has the least to gain or lose. I think it would be easiest coming from her.”
“I’ll have to think about it, Daniel. It is a big responsibility.”
That night Brittany noticed the strain in the household. Finally over
dinner, she asked, “What’s going on with you two? Why are you both so quiet tonight? Is something wrong?”
“Dad wants to talk to you about something important.” Dan stated earning a glare from his father.
“Dan, let me do this my own way. This is not an easy conversation to have.”
“Dad, whatever it is, I’m sure we can work it out.” Brittany informed him putting a hand on his.
Taking a deep breath, David said, “All right, before I begin this
proposition, I want you to know that you can decline to do it, and I won’t hold it against you. What I’m about to ask of you is more than a
daughter-in-law should have to bear, but you seem to have a way of
approaching difficult things with tact and gentleness that is desperately required for the situation. Besides, Dan thinks you would be a good candidate for what I’m about to ask, so here it goes. You helped bring out a terrible family secret in a healing way with my two sons. Now it is time to tell my daughter the truth. Becca is the only child that Laura and I have together, and she and Laura have always been close. The last thing I’d ever want to do is hurt my children, but ignorance is not bliss in this case. It’s going to be painful for her to find out the truth, and I’m even afraid she’ll try to deny it. I need someone objective and fully aware of the sensitivity of the subject. You and Becca have gotten very close, and she trusts you. Would you please consider talking to her about this?”
Brittany took a moment to collect her thoughts. “Yes, Dad, I’ll talk to
her, but she won’t believe me at first. I feel sure of that. All I can do is give her the facts. After that it’s up to her to take action.”
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A few weeks later Brittany went to see Becca. When Becca picked her up at the airport she stated, “I know you’re not visiting me for the hell out of it. Don’t think I bought that over the phone.”
“I knew you wouldn’t, but what I’ve come for has to be said in person, and it’s not going to be easy for either one of us. Your father sent me here.”
“Is something wrong? Is he all right?”
“He’s fine. It’s you he’s worried about. Why don’t we go back to your
apartment? The baby was not happy with the flight.”
Over dinner that night Becca inquired, “So, what’s going on, Brittany? Why did my father send you here instead of coming himself?”
“I really don’t know where to start, Becca. I guess first things first. How are you feeling about your parents getting a divorce?”
Becca shrugged. “I’m confused about it more than anything. They’ve been
married for close to thirty years. They’ve always had problems, but suddenly my dad files for divorce out of nowhere. I don’t understand. I feel like someone’s not telling me the whole story.”
“Well, you’re right about that, and that’s why I’m here, to tell you the whole story.” Brittany took a sip of her water. “Oh boy, okay. Let’s start with the facts. You know Laura is not Daniel and Joseph’s real mother. In fact they were the product of an affair. You also know that they never got along with Laura growing up. Would you agree with that?”
“Completely. Dan had all this hostility toward her, and Joe was scared of her.”
“Okay. Do you know why they felt that way toward her?”
Becca shook her head. “Neither one of them would talk about it with me.”
“Well, I had a conversation with your father once about his theory on their behavior, and he felt strongly that they had been abused. Well, according to Daniel and Joseph that is true. Daniel admitted to me that he was abused in every sense, psychologically, physically, and sexually. He also got Joseph to confess to the fact that Laura had nonconsensual sex with Joseph when he was twelve.”
“I can’t believe that, Brittany.” Becca quickly stated.
“I know you can’t. I told your father you wouldn’t, but he wanted you to know the truth whether you choose to believe it or not. He believes it, and I believe my husband. Daniel was very reluctant in telling me. I don’t think they made this up, even though Daniel sure does have motive to. Listen, I have had only a handful of experiences with Laura, and they’ve all been hurtful. She’s said degrading things to me about my skin color and to Daniel for being with me. I see a lot of hate and bitterness directed at your brothers. I think she began this cycle of abuse and hate, and that’s why they regard her as they do now. These are serious allegations, Becca, and no one has taken them lightly. No one expects you to either. You’re going to wrestle with this, because this means someone you love and care about has deceived you, either your brothers or your mother. It hurts regardless.”
Becca was in tears. “I don’t want to believe you.” she whispered.
“I know.” Brittany answered.
“However what you’ve said makes sense. It explains a lot. I just don’t know if I can accept it unless I hear it from them.”
“I understand. My job was just to open the communication, because this is hard on everybody.” Becca nodded. A few minutes passed in strained silence.
“Listen, Becca, I know this is hard, but can we at least try to have an
enjoyable evening?”
Becca nodded with a smile. Changing the subject, she asked, “So, how is my niece or nephew?”
“Good. Daniel and I go for an ultrasound in two weeks, and we’ll find out what we’re having.”
“What do you want?”
“A girl.”
“What about Dan?”
“He hasn’t said, but I think he might want a boy.”
Becca shrugged. “He could surprise you. Dan’s always had a soft heart for girls.”
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The day of the ultrasound Dan was up early with anticipation. He went out for a jog and then decided to make breakfast for Brittany and his dad. David entered just a few minutes after he began. “Can’t sleep?” he asked Dan wheeling his chair over to the window.
“No. I’m too excited. Today’s the big day.”
“It is exciting, isn’t it? Then you can begin work on the nursery together. There are some fun times ahead for you two.”
That afternoon Brittany and Dan found out that the baby was in good health, much to both their relief. “Would you like to know the baby’s sex?” the doctor asked.
Dan and Brittany smiled at each other. “Yes, please.” Brittany answered.
“It’s a girl.”
Dan gave a huge smile. Leaning down, he kissed Brittany’s forehead. “I love you, Mrs. McKnight.” he whispered.
“I love you too, Daniel.”
When they arrived home that evening, they were greeted by David, Brian, and Mary. “Mom, Dad, what are you doing here?” Brittany inquired.
“We wanted to surprise you. How did the ultrasound go?” Mary asked hugging her daughter.
Brittany smiled looking up at Dan, who slid his arm around her. He gave her a reassuring nod. Turning to their parents, Brittany stated, “It’s a girl.”
“Oh, that’s wonderful. Have you even started discussing names yet?” Mary inquired as Dan went to the bar to open a bottle of champagne for everyone.
“No, but I have a few ideas.”
“Well, are you going to tell us?” Brian asked.
Brittany looked over at Daniel pouring glasses of champagne. “Well, my
favorite right now is Victoria.”
Dan dropped the bottle at the name, and it shattered against the marble
floor. Dan just stared at his wife as tears came to his eyes. “Victoria’s a beautiful name.” he replied before leaning over to pick up the broken glass. It was obvious by Dan’s trembling hands that he was in shock.
Brittany came to him, touching his shoulder lightly. “Come here, handsome. Let me talk to you alone for a minute.” she said extending her hand. He took it, allowing her to lead him into the next room. “Daniel, I’m sorry I sprung that on you. Maybe I should’ve waited.”
“Why Victoria, especially after all you know?”
“That’s exactly why because of what I know. Daniel, listen to me. Victoria was a strong woman full of pride and conviction. She stood by her beliefs and withstood so much discrimination. She loved you with all that she had as I do. From all that you’ve told me, I know I would like to have known her, because she sounds extraordinary. She seems to be everything I’d want our daughter to be. I would like to honor her for her pride, strength, character, and her conviction. She was a strong black woman, and that’s what I want our daughter to be.”
Dan gave her a tearful smile. “You are amazing. I love you so much.” he
whispered.
After Dan had a chance to collect himself, they walked back into the family room. “Sorry I dropped the champagne. I guess it’s a good thing I have another bottle.” he stated, closing the incident for discussion.
It was only when Mary and Brittany were alone in the nursery that Mary
asked, “Is Dan all right? He seemed shocked when you suggested the name
Victoria.”
“Yeah. He’s okay. There is a Victoria from Daniel’s past that really meant a lot to him, which is why I suggested it. From what he’s told me, she was absolutely amazing, but her life was well as Daniel’s son’s life were cut short. She and little Ethan ended up dying tragically for her beliefs.”
“I didn’t know Daniel had another child.”
“Oh Mom, it’s the saddest story I’ve ever heard. It’s full of such hate and racism with Daniel and Victoria at the center of it, trying desperately to let their love conquer it all.”
“Tell me about it?” Mary asked.
“Victoria was Daniel’s high school sweetheart. She was black, so it caused community controversy in rural Texas. They harassed her unmercifully, burned crosses on her lawn. She was beaten and raped all because she loved him, and Daniel was powerless to stop the hatred. His own mother despised Victoria for the color of her skin. Victoria had a child, whom she named Ethan after Daniel, and Daniel wanted to be a good father for that boy. However, that chance never happened. Victoria got in a fight with Laura while she was visiting Daniel with Ethan, and she kicked Victoria out of the house. She and Ethan were killed in a car accident on their way home. It devastated Daniel to be robbed of something so precious. The thing that amazes me about the story is that Victoria never gave up on what she believed. I have great respect for her strength. The little I’ve been around Laura, I’ve been treated horribly for being part black. I can only imagine the terror and
suffering Victoria went through. Our daughter will have black heritage, and for that reason I would like to name her after a woman who took a stand against prejudice, a woman who truly believed love could conquer all, a woman who exemplified courage.” Mary shook her head, smiling at her daughter in wonder. “What?” Brittany asked.
“You have turned out to be quite a woman, Brittany, so loving and caring. You are also a pillar of strength even though you don’t recognize that. A mother couldn’t be prouder.” The women embraced, emotions overcoming them momentarily. “You know, when Daniel announced you were pregnant, I was very anxious for you both. Having a child is a life-altering experience, and I wasn’t sure you two were ready. However now I realize that you will both be fabulous parents. You are mature beyond your years, Brittany. You’re so loving and giving as is Daniel. He absolutely dotes on you, and family is extremely important to him. I’ll admit I am still a little concerned about his anger problem, though.”
Brittany nodded. “Well, we’ve been working on that. I think we’ve come to the root of the problem and are slowly working through it.”
“That’s good. I was scared for you for awhile. I was afraid you had gotten yourself into an abusive relationship. I’m glad I was wrong about that.”
Just then a voice called from the bottom of the stairs. “Brittany, Mary, I think you two better come down here quickly.”
Hearing the concern in her father’s voice, Brittany rushed downstairs with her mom following closely behind. They saw Daniel pacing back and forth angrily as he stared at the television. Brittany looked to the screen. “Oh my God, what’s Kristen doing on tv?” she inquired.
“She’s running my name through the mud!” Dan screamed.
“Calm down, Daniel. What has she said so far?”
“So far just that I fucked her while she was my student! What do you think she said?” he yelled.
“Daniel Ethan, don’t speak like that in front of my mother!” Brittany
yelled back. “Now has she said anything about the baby?”
“Not yet, but I’m sure it’s coming.” David calmly informed her. “We should tape this, Daniel, if you want to sue.”
“Damn right I want to sue! That fucking whore’s going to pay!”
“Daniel, I’m not going to ask you again to refrain from using that
language!” Brittany warned.
Dan didn’t respond but continued to pace. Brian put a tape in the VCR as they continued to watch. Brittany observed Dan closely, knowing that he was extremely close to losing all control. When Kristen mentioned the baby, she informed the reporter that Dan had thrown her down a flight of stairs, because she wouldn’t have an abortion, and she miscarried. “All right! I can’t stand it! That bitch is lying through her teeth! She’s going to pay! I’m going to kill that whore!” Dan screamed knocking everything off the mantle with a giant swing.
Mary and Brittany screamed as glass shattered everywhere. “Daniel, I’m
calling your doctor. You’re out of control.” Brittany tried to state calmly.
“I didn’t throw her down the stairs! She fell! It was an accident!” Dan
continued to rant.
Brittany came to him. “Honey, I believe you.” she softly said trying to
defuse his anger.
“I never told her to have an abortion! I wanted that child just like I
wanted Ethan!”
“Sweetheart, I know. Daniel, she’s trying to hurt you, because you brought her pain. She’s angry, and she wants you to suffer as well.”
“I am suffering! It’s because of that woman that I’ll never be able to
teach again!” he yelled although somewhat calmer.
Brittany nodded trying to affirm him as she encircled his waist. Instantly his rigid body collapsed into her. After a moment of them just holding each other, Brittany whispered, “Come on. I’m going to take you upstairs, and we’ll call your doctor. You can talk to her for awhile, and you’ll feel better.”
Half an hour later Brittany returned to find only her dad in the living
room. “Where did Mom and David go?”
“David went to call his attorney, and Mom retired for the evening.”
Brittany just nodded, slowly beginning to pick up the mess Dan had created when Brian said, “Honey, sit down. You look exhausted.” Brittany plopped down next to him. “That was amazing what you did with Dan. I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a display of real anger. I know you said he had a problem, but Brittany, he has the potential to be very dangerous. Are you sure you’re safe with him?”
“He’s trying, Dad. I actually haven’t seen such an outburst like that since they lost the Super Bowl. I’m fine with him. He would never hurt me.”
“I guess I don’t know him as well as I thought. I had no idea this Kristen woman was why he stopped teaching.”
“We’ve tried not to tell people. Daniel made a huge mistake, and I don’t want him to have to keep reliving it. It was hard enough the first time.”
Brian nodded. “Who’s Ethan?”
“Daniel’s first child.”
“What? He has another child? How come we didn’t know about that?”
“He did. Ethan and his mother Victoria both died in a car accident. I’ll let Mom tell you about it. There’s a long story there.”
“Then Kristen was carrying his child but miscarried. Now you’re pregnant. You’re the third woman carry this man’s child. Does he has some sort of sexual problem that I’m unaware of? The man can’t keep his pants on or what?”
“Dad, don’t be like that. Daniel is my husband, and I love him. Ethan was a few weeks old when he died, and Kristen was only a few weeks pregnant when she miscarried. He had his fair share of escapades before we met.”
“Sounds like a damn womanizer to me. I wouldn’t want you to end up on that list that he used and threw away, honey.”
“Dad, Daniel loves me. Once we started dating, his whole outlook on women changed. He’s sensitive and caring, and he’s never pressured me into anything. He’s changed, and once we get this anger under control, he’ll be an even better husband.”
“I’m just frightened for you. You were scared tonight, weren’t you?”
Brittany looked into her lap. She was ashamed to admit being afraid of her husband to her own father. “Yes.” she finally mumbled.
“I was scared for you. No one will hurt my little girl and get away with it. I promise you that.”
“I know that, Dad, but Daniel hasn’t hurt me, and he never would. I know that for a fact.”
Brian just nodded. “Well, I’m going to check on your mother. Good night. Take care of my granddaughter.”
Brittany cleaned up from all the night’s activities before locking up the house and going back upstairs. She found Daniel in their sitting area off in thought. Brittany came and sat in his lap. Dan gently stroked her stomach. “Hi, Victoria. My name’s Daniel, and I’m your father. I just wanted you to know that I’m sorry for the way I yelled. I’m not that person, and I’m going to continue to try to control my temper in the future. I hope I didn’t frighten you. I think I scared your mother, though. I didn’t mean to, and I’m sorry for that. She’s the best thing in my life, and she will be in yours too.” Brittany could feel her eyes tearing as she softly lifted his chin to meet her gaze. “I’m sorry, baby.” he whispered.
“I love you, Daniel. We’re going to get through this together. I promise.”
He nodded. “I’m glad you put up with me. I don’t know what I would do
without you.” he said tightening his embrace around her waist.
Brittany smiled. “Come on, handsome.” she began standing. “It’s time for bed.”
They both got ready for bed before settling in with their respective books, Brittany with one on pregnancy, and Dan’s on investing for a child’s higher education. Brittany kept looking over at Dan though, being distracted from her reading. Dan pretended not to notice her as he burrowed deeper into his. As she looked at him intently, she began to think over the last few months of their marriage. Although their honeymoon had been filled with the sexual frenzy they had come to expect from each other, it had waned now that the pregnancy was further along. Brittany’s first thought was that Dan was no longer attracted to her now that she was beginning to show. Hoping that she was wrong, Brittany pulled off her glasses and closed her book. Placing them
on her night stand, she turned onto her side to face Dan.
Dan glanced over at her and smiled. She was so adorable in one of his
oversized sleep shirts. They said nothing as they just gazed at each other momentarily. Finally Brittany purposefully straddled his hips and pulled the book from his hand. Tucking his bookmarker in place, she laid it on the bed side table. She smiled down at him as he placed his hands on her waist.
“So, do you want to have sex or what?” she joked.
Dan’s smiled faltered as he hesitated in his answer. “Oh, Brittany you know I’d love to, but do you? I wouldn’t want to hurt you or the baby.”
“You won’t.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.” she replied leaning in to kiss his neck.
Dan laughed. “All right. You don’t have to ask me twice.” he growled
sliding her onto her back.
The following morning Brittany and Dan were up first having breakfast on their deck. “Daniel, I want to talk to you about Kristen.” she stated. Dan raised his brow but said nothing. “I’m not sure suing her is the best thing.”
“Why not? She said slanderous things about me on national tv. I don’t want the world to think I beat women. Do you?”
“Of course not, but by suing her, you give her what she wants, which is
attention.”
“Look, I just don’t want her telling that story to anyone else. I’d like to give our family a little peace. Wouldn’t you?”
Brittany nodded. “Maybe we should try talking to her personally before
getting the attorney involved.”
“I’m willing to try that, but I think we’ll have to have some legal
agreement. I’d like to get this resolved as soon as possible. Will you have any time this week to meet with the attorney?”
“Well, I’ll leave school a little early if need be. We’ll work it out.”
“Okay. I’ll give Mike a call this morning then. Hopefully he’ll have some free time.”