~ Possibilities ~
Erin O’Rielly

February, 2003
eorielly@yahoo.com

Disclaimers

Love/Sex:  This story features strongly implied and explicit consensual relationship between adult women. If this bothers you, is illegal in the State, Province or Country you live or if you are under the age of 18, close this page immediately and find something more appropriate for you to read.

Language:  The use of a mild expletive is used.

Violence:  There is some violence.

Hurt/Comfort:  There is definitely some hurt/emotional discomfort with some brief scenes of angst and heartache to be dealt with by the characters.

Acknowledgment:  Thank you for all your help Alice, Carmen and Teresa

Dedication:  For my friend T and the possibilities.

Author's Note:  This story was written in three parts. The first part is from one characters viewpoint. The second part is from the other main characters viewpoint about the same events. The last part is from both their viewpoints.

 

 

Prologue

 

Events and people who constantly come and go shape our lives. Just as the universe is in constant state of flux so are we. As we continuously change and evolve, that which we swore we would never do, change as circumstances occur that make them possible.

 

Kylie Wilcox’s life dramatically changed and she found herself in a position she never thought she would be in at the age of twenty-nine. Now, it is time for her to take steps to find a new and more challenging life.

 

Doctor LJ Evans, a renowned Archeologist, needs nothing but her work to survive. In her opinion, acquaintances and friends are nothing more than an annoyance in her structured life. Circumstances are about to occur that will change her life and her way of thinking.

 

Two worlds are about to collide. Will the outcome be nothing more than a learning experience or will it alter both lives forever?

 

* * *

 

Kylie’s Story

 

“Bye, sweetheart, see you this afternoon.” Kylie Wilcox waved goodbye to her daughter, Allie, as the school bus pulled out.

 

Walking briskly back the half block back to her home she crossed the lush green grass to the brick sidewalk then up the two steps and entered. She had one thought on her mind, coffee. Grabbing her coffee cup off the kitchen table she headed for the coffee maker. She closed her eyes as she swallowed the dark rich brew. Placing the cup on the table she pulled a Marlboro Light out of its package and flicked her lighter. She inhaled deeply then let the smoke drift out of her mouth. “Today is the day I find a job.” She said aloud.

 

Spreading the newspaper out she located the classified section and began to see what kind of jobs were out there waiting for her. Life certainly had become complicated for her after the death of her husband, Ted.  Immediately after graduation from the University she and her high school sweetheart married. Ted climbed the corporate ladder and once they discovered she was pregnant working for her was out of the question. Therefore, she spent the next eight years of her life playing the role of wife, mother, charity raiser, bridge player and doer of all things.

 

For a few months after his death, Kylie memorialized him and their marriage as nothing short of perfection. Now, as reality set in, she knew that the marriage was marginal at best for Ted cared and thought more of his job than of his daughter or wife. She also concluded that the mythical orgasm was something that great love stories, songs and poems were created for. In reality, she doubted that she had ever experienced even the slightest twinge of pleasure or excitement when making love to Ted or anyone for that matter.

 

A job caught her eye as she recalled seeing it several weeks before. “Must be getting desperate, maybe I have a chance. It’s in my line of expertise.” Checking the time she dialed a number. I haven’t spent all these years volunteering not to be able to call in a few favors, she thought as she heard the phone ring on the other end.

 

“This is Ruth, may I help you?”

 

“Hi, Ruth, this is Kylie Wilcox.”

 

“Oh, Kylie, dear how are you doing? I think of you everyday and pray that you are getting on well.”

 

“Thank you, Ruth, I am making the best of it and trying to get my life back on track.”

 

“God bless you. I don’t have the assignments yet for the volunteers but I will call you as soon as it is ready.”

 

“Thank you. Ruth, I noticed a job listing for the museum and was wondering if it had been filled yet.”

 

“Why, no, it hasn’t. Are you interested, Kylie?” Surprise was evident in her voice.

 

“Yes I am. I need to do something, Ruth, and this sounded like the perfect job.”

 

“Hmm, just a minute please.”

 

“Certainly.”

 

“Kylie, can you be here at eleven? You can interview with Dr. Ludlow then with the doctor you will be working for.”

 

“Eleven? As in a little more than two hours from now?”

 

“Yes, I’m sorry dear, it is all we have and we do want to fill the position as quickly as possible.”

 

“No problem, I will be there. Thank you for giving me the opportunity, Ruth.”

 

“You’re welcome. I will see you then. Bye.”

 

“Bye.”

 

Kylie hung up the phone and dashed up the stairs to her bedroom. She was sure two hours was plenty of time, she just needed to be certain everything was perfect before she left. Tearing off her clothes she headed to the shower.

 

* * *

 

Kylie arrived at the office of Dr. Robert Ludlow, the director of the museum right on time. She was dressed in a teal linen suit that accentuated her emerald green eyes and short blonde hair. Ruth Smith, the doctor’s secretary, greeted her.

 

“Right on time. Dr. Ludlow said to show you in when you arrived. Will you come with me?”

 

Following Ruth into the office Kylie couldn’t help but feel butterflies in her stomach.

 

Getting up from his desk Rob walked over to greet his visitor. “Kylie, it is so nice to see you looking so well. How are you holding up?” He engulfed her in his arms.

 

Kylie returned the hug. “Rob, thank you. As I told you and Louise last week at dinner, I have good days and bad ones, but at last I think there are more good days.” It felt good to be held safe in this man’s arms for she considered him a father figure who would always be there for her.

 

Rob Ludlow was a tall man, not only in stature but also in reputation. He was in his early fifties, trim, handsome by most standards and kind to everyone. He was a no-nonsense, hands-on administrator who was well respected at the museum and in the community. Kylie met him five years earlier when she started volunteer work in the museum’s gift shop. As time went by she and Ted began seeing his wife and him and they became close friends.

 

“Come, sit down, and tell me why you are interested in this job.” He led her to a comfortable leather chair then pulled another up beside her.

 

“Well, Rob.” A small laugh ensued. “I suppose since I am here for a job interview I should be more formal.” Another smile then her face turned serious. “I need to make a life for myself and Allie and I think that means I need to do more than stay home and volunteer.” She sighed. “We need normalcy in our lives, Rob.” Tilting her head she added. “I think I am qualified for this job.”

 

Rob patted her hand and smiled. “Did you bring a resume, Kylie?”

 

Kylie frowned; she knew this would be a problem. “I brought my high school and university transcripts, unfortunately there isn’t a job history. I’ve never worked but I know if you give me the chance I can do the job. As you see, I did take extensive courses that pertain to archeology and I’ve done field work.” Kylie’s stomach was really churning now.

 

Patting her hand once again, Rob took the papers and looked them over. “Nothing to fret about. It seems to me that you may just be perfect for the job. Give me a minute to fax this down to Dr. Evans, then we can talk further.” He then got up, opened the door, handed Ruth the documents then returned. “Now, tell me, do you think Allie will be alright with your working?”

 

Twenty minutes later Kylie was heading for the door and on to her meeting with Dr. Evans.

 

“Kylie?” Rob said as she reached the door.

 

“Yes.”

 

“I shouldn’t tell you this, but as your friend, I think you need to know. You are the eleventh person to interview for this job.”

 

“Is it the job or the doctor?” Then she saw his face and knew that he would say nothing more.

 

“You will do just fine.” Then he gave her a hug and opened the door for her. “Good luck.” He said smiling as she left the office for the basement and her fate.

 

* * *

 

Knocking on the doorframe of the large room, Kylie called out. “Dr. Evans?”

 

Off in the distance she heard a strong voice reply, “Over here.”

 

Walking through the maze of shelves and bins in the direction of the voice she saw a tall woman with dark hair braided down her back sitting at a desk that was so old it probably had many stories to tell. The woman was dressed in jeans and a gray t-shirt that hugged her body but not in a sexy way. When she rose Kylie noticed the front of the shirt had a dinosaur with the words dem bones dem bones on it. “Dr. Evans?” She said trying to cover her nervousness with a smile.

 

The woman nodded her head. “Mrs. Wilcox, take a seat and we can get started.”

 

There was a tone of no nonsense in the voice causing Kylie’s usual positive attitude to diminish somewhat. “Certainly.” Was all she could say as she took the indicated chair.

 

Dr. Evans shuffled some papers around, then, finding the ones she was looking for, placed them in front of her. “Tell me, Mrs. Wilcox, do you feel like a falling star?”

 

A confused look crossed her face as Kylie tried to understand the question. “I’m sorry, I don’t know what you mean.”

 

“This resume’ of yours states that you were valedictorian in high school and graduated cum laude from the university then nothing after that. You apparently had a bright future that faded.”

 

Kylie couldn’t believe what she heard. “I consider taking care of my child a bright future.” She said defensively.

 

“I see you have extensive courses in archeology and even did some field work. Can I assume you know about cataloguing and the care of antiquities?”

 

Now we are down to business, Kylie thought. “Yes, I spent one field experience in Mexico unearthing Mayan ruins. I learned a great deal about documentation and the proper handling and restoring of finds. It is tedious work but the rewards are worth it.” Looking at the doctor she smiled and added. “You need to be a good puzzle person.”

 

“If your child is sick can I expect you to take time off to be mommy?”

 

Kylie scrunched her eyebrows. “I don’t think that is an appropriate question to be asking, Dr. Evans.” This woman was trying her last nerve.

 

“I need to know if I can count on you being here, Mrs. Wilcox. The work I am doing is extremely important; I need reliable help.”

 

It was an understandable question since she never had a job that would indicate what kind of work ethics she had. “Of course. My parents live here in town and are very supportive. They will take care of my daughter if she is ill or has school days off. I have also done extensive volunteer work and you could ask them how reliable I am…I‘ve never missed a day.”

 

The questions kept coming without comments on her answers. This woman must have a heart of ice. She can’t even be pleasant. She thought to herself.

 

“What does your husband think of your working?”

 

“He died eight months ago. It is just Allie and myself now.”

 

Dr. Evans sat in thoughtful contemplation before she spoke. “Have you decided to start working so you can find yourself another man then quit the job?”

 

Kylie couldn’t believe the audacity of the woman. “How dare you ask that question, Dr. Evans? Not only is it inappropriate it really is none of your business.” With that she got up from the chair and headed for the door. Walking quickly down the hall she muttered to herself. “What an arrogant bitch!”

 

As she started to exit the building she heard Rob call her name. “Kylie, wait up. How did it go?”

 

Turning around quickly she flashed him a look. “From my point of view, I can see why she hasn’t found anyone to work for her!” Just the sight of her friend helped calm her anger. “Rob, thank you for giving me the opportunity. I will see you once I start volunteering in the gift shop again.”

 

Rob took a long deep breath. “She can be difficult, I am sorry it didn’t work out.”

 

Kylie laughed ironically. “Rob, there’s nothing for you to be sorry for, I think I sealed my fate when I walked out.”

 

A growl was heard before he spoke. “Unacceptable!” He growled again. “I cannot allow anyone to be so intimidating and offensive that someone interviewing for a job feels the need to walk out.”  His agitation was clear by his body language.

 

“Rob, it could be I irritated her. I can be rather blunt at times.” For some reason she didn’t want to see the doctor be reprimanded.

 

“Still unacceptable, Kylie. It makes the museum look bad and I can’t have that. I think it is time to have a talk with Dr. Evans.”

 

Glancing at her watch Kylie noticed that she was late meeting her friends, Linda and Judy, for lunch. “Rob, thank you again for giving me a chance. I need to go now, will you tell Louise I will be calling her later on in the week?”

 

“Of course I will.” He now was smiling. “Maybe we can get together for the weekend.”

 

“I would like that. See you later, bye.” As she was leaving she saw Rob head down the stairway to the basement.

 

* * *

 

“Why is it you get every red light whenever you are in a hurry?” Kylie said to herself as she thumped on the steering wheel waiting for the light to turn. Her attention was diverted with the melody of her cell.

 

“Hello.”

 

“Kylie, this is Rob. Is there any chance you might consider turning around and coming back here? I have a job proposal for you.”

 

“Rob, I don’t want you to force me on her.” She was irritated with him for putting her in this position.

 

“No, you don’t understand. She told me she wanted to hire you.”

 

A long sigh was heard. “Hold on a minute, Rob, the light has changed and I need to park.” She pulled into a parking lot and stopped then picked the phone back up. “I’m back. Listen, it was clear to me she didn’t think much of me so why would she want to hire me?”

 

“Please, just come back, get the forms from Ruth, fill them out then meet with Dr. Evans and me. Please, Kylie, I am telling you the truth,” His voice sounding sincere.

 

Kylie thought for a minute weighing the pros and cons. “Okay.” She said reluctantly. “I’ll be there, bye.”

 

After hanging up she dialed Linda’s number. “Hi, guess what I think I got the job!” She said excitedly into the phone.

 

“Kylie, that is wonderful! You will have to tell us all about it when you get here.” Linda replied.

 

“That’s just it…I can’t make it. I need to fill out papers then meet with the person I am to work for. Why don’t you both come over for dinner tonight and I can tell you then.”

 

“Sorry, tonight isn’t good. Hey, I have an idea, why don’t we go to Rusty’s on Friday night? I hear they are having a great band!”

 

“Sounds good to me, it’s been a long time since I’ve been there. Okay, I will call you later on and tell you about today and we can firm up plans for Friday.”

 

“Great. Kylie?”

 

“Yes?”

 

“I am so happy for you about the job. You need to get on with your life, it is time.”

 

“Thank you, you are right, it is time. Talk to you later, bye.”

 

* * *

 

After filling out all the forms Kylie waited in Rob’s outer office for the meeting between herself, Dr. Evans and Rob. She looked towards the door as it opened and saw Dr. Evans walk in. Out of the dark basement the doctor looked different. For the first time Kylie noticed how stunning she was with the most brilliant blue eyes. As much as she didn’t want to, she smiled at LJ and was not disappointed when none was returned. Bitch, she thought.

 

The uneasiness of the room didn’t last long as Rob entered shortly thereafter and motioned for them both to come into his office.

 

Once inside they all sat down around the conference table making it impossible for Kylie or LJ to sit anywhere but next to or across from each other.

 

“Mrs. Wilcox, thank you for coming back.” He began. “We need to talk with you about hours and salary then you and Dr. Evans need to get together and work out what your job responsibilities will be.”

 

Kylie nodded as a small shiver went through her body at the thought of spending any time alone with the bitch.

 

LJ was the first to speak. “Rob, I am very impressed with Mrs. Wilcox’s knowledge and enthusiasm. I know we have a starting salary based on experience and I suggest we start her off at the top rate. Also, since she has a daughter she needs to get off to school, I suggest her hours be from nine to four with a half hour paid lunch.”

 

“That idea sounds good to me, LJ. What do you think Mrs. Wilcox?”

 

Kylie just sat there stunned, trying to take in all she heard.

 

“Mrs. Wilcox?” Rob said loudly.

 

“Oh, I’m sorry. Yes, that is most generous of you both. I am in shock; I can’t believe what is happening. Thank you, Dr. Evans, for your kindness, now I don’t have to burden my parents so much. Thank you.” She said looking for the first time directly into the blue pools.

 

“Great, now that that is done you two can head down to the tombs.” Rob dismissed the women as he got up and went back to his desk.

 

“Right, shall we go, Mrs. Wilcox?” LJ got up and headed for the door.

 

“Sure.” Kylie said as she followed.

 

* * *

 

As they entered the workroom LJ pointed to a locker. “You can use that one for your coat and personal belongings. If you want a lock, you will have to purchase your own. Down here is the area where you will spend most of your time.”

 

They walked towards a large worktable that was mapped out much like a site. In each compartment was an assortment of bags and photographs.

 

“I know my way is a bit unconventional but I like things visual so I can recall exactly the time each item was found. What I’ll need you to start with are making sure all the items match up with the catalog. After that, we will see if we can create any complete or nearly complete items.”

 

Kylie listened to the voice that she once associated with a bitch but now, when she was talking about her work, there was passion and love.

 

“I want to thank you for your generosity towards me. I really appreciate it.” Kylie still was having a hard time associating the person she saw in Rob’s office with the one in front of her now.

 

“We shall see how grateful you are after a week. I’m expecting you to start as soon as possible, which means tomorrow.”

 

“Yes, I expect we will. Any chance you could call me Kylie? Mrs. Wilcox sounds like my mother in law.” Kylie wondered if she was making a mistake. “Will tomorrow around noon be okay? I have some things I need to take care of before I begin.” Kylie noticed the look of disapproval. “Listen, I just called for this appointment at eight forty-five this morning. I need to arrange for my daughter and reorganize my life. I can’t do that overnight.” Green bore into blue.

 

Shaking her head LJ took a moment before answering. “Why don’t you plan to start Wednesday.” She said with a sigh, then stood there somewhat awkwardly as if she didn’t know what else to say. “I will see you then.” Then she added, “Glad you’ll be working here.”

 

Kylie blinked as she saw the mysterious doctor turn and leave. “Sure, see you then.” LJ Evans was an enigma that was for sure. She was cold and distant, most of the time never acknowledging a comment or question. Yet, when she spoke of her work her voice was soft and warm. How can that be? Kylie wondered. Making my schedule so accommodating for Allie seems so out of character for her. Hmm, this should be an interesting job. She thought as she crossed her fingers hoping she had made the right decision.

 

* * *

 

Kylie arrived at the museum a half hour early not knowing if the door would be open. But, it was and she locked it after she went in just as she was instructed to do. Wonder if they’ll ever trust me with a key? Walking down the stairs she found the room with the locker then started looking for the doctor.

 

Not finding Dr. Evans, Kylie went across the hall to the large, brightly lit workroom. Walking over to the table with grids she began inspecting the contents of each area. Each one had an index card attached describing the contents and the date of the find and location. In addition, there was a container with all the artifacts along with another card identical to the first. A large envelope containing photos of the relic’s actual position at the dig was also there. As she checked each cubicle Kylie became lost in what she was doing until she heard someone enter the room. Looking up she saw LJ standing there with a bag in her hand.

 

Holding the bag out LJ spoke. “Time for lunch. I didn’t know what you would want so I brought a turkey sandwich and a salad.”

 

This confused Kylie and it must have shown on her face.

 

“Don’t you like what I brought?”

 

“No, I mean yes, I do like it I just didn’t know it was already lunch time. Let me get my wallet and I’ll pay you.” She was trying her best to act casual when she had no idea what was going on. All I need now is for her to think I’m a dumb blonde.

 

“No money needed, this is a benefit of the job.”

 

LJ said as she looked somewhat uncomfortable and Kylie was certain that this gesture was totally out of character for the doctor. “Thank you. I lost track of time.” She said smiling.

 

Placing the bag on a nearby chair LJ walked towards the worktable. “Have you found any discrepancies? My team arranged all this after we got back from Peru last summer.”

 

“None so far. This is so fascinating…to think that someone long ago held the very piece in their hand that I am.” Her voice was filled with awe. “Do you know anything about them yet?”

 

LJ cocked her head and actually smiled. “I think the site we found was a Inca village. When the pieces start fitting together we will know more. The jungles of Peru hold many secrets it is just a matter of finding them and deciphering the clues we get.” Her voice was filled with excitement as her eyes scanned the grids. “Any one of these items could hold the key to unlocking the mystery that surrounds their disappearance, although most of the people in Peru today are of Inca descendant in some way.”

 

“I find this all so exciting. I can remember the first time I found a cache of arrow and spearheads. It was such a thrill.” It was hard for her to contain her enthusiasm and wanted to spend the day talking with this fascinating woman about her work.

 

“Hope you enjoy your lunch.” Was all LJ said as she left.

 

As she watched the doctor walk away Kylie could do nothing but stand there shocked. What just happened? She asked herself. She is one strange bird that’s for sure.

 

Over the next two days the same routine occurred. LJ would show up with lunch precisely at noon, check out what Kylie had done and then…go leaving her perplexed by the woman.

 

At first, Kylie would take her lunch to the tables outside of the museum and join other employees there. They were all very friendly and didn’t hesitate telling her all about Dr. Evans.

 

“Did you know that poor Sally Johnson worked for her and would go home crying every single day? The woman has no heart at all.” One woman said.

 

“Then before her was Jack Tremble, a really nice guy, but she managed to run him off in less than two months.” Another would say.

 

“I heard she hates everyone and goes around at night changing displays to her liking.” A small young man said. “You better have a thick skin, Kylie.”

 

After two days of it, Kylie had enough and chose to take lunch inside by herself.

 

* * *

 

Friday night Linda, Judy and Kylie found themselves at Rusty’s Dancehall. The place had been a favorite haunt over the years featuring local bands. Entering the place was like going back in time. Swinging doors opened to a room with a twenty-foot Mahogany bar complete with brass rail, spittoons and a large mirror with a nude painted on it. A half dozen tables surrounded by chairs filled the room. Another archway led to the dancehall, which had numerous long tables and benches in the middle with others lining the side of the room. There was a large stage at one end with a dance floor in front of it and another section with two pool tables. The band was set up against the wall where the bar was. The nights entertainment was a group called Cassie and the Cassettes.

 

Linda sat down placing three beer bottles on the table. “Wow this is great, just like old times isn’t it?”

 

Kylie was beaming. “I can’t believe this place hasn’t changed at all since I was here seven years ago. It’s still a great place to people watch.”

 

“You’re right about that, Kylie. See that guy over there?” She pointed to a man about six-foot, brown hair, which was obviously a toupee, dressed in jeans and t-shirt with quite a beer belly. “He thinks he is God’s gift and hits on women all the time. Never gets lucky though.” Linda was laughing as was Kylie and Judy.

 

“Look at that guy over there, now he is a hunk. Want me to see if we can fix you up. Kylie?” Judy asked.

 

Lightly slapping her friend Kylie shrieked. “Noooo.” Then laughed out loud.

 

“How is the job going? Do you like it, Kyl?” Linda gently touched her friend’s hand.

 

“I love it. It is so interesting…” She pensively stared off into the distance.

 

“What’s the matter? Do you think you made a mistake taking on a job?” Linda was concerned for her friend.

 

Kylie’s green eyes captured her friend’s. “No, no mistake, I just can’t figure my boss out. But, I will, you know me…I can always charm them in the end.” She smiled then gave her friend a hug.

 

“Hey, guys, look over there at the door. That woman always sits there, drinks a few beers and then leaves. But the stud man is going to try his luck with her.” Judy was laughing as the man was trying to suck in his belly.

 

Kylie looked in the direction of the doorway as a stunned look came over her face. It was LJ Evans sitting on the table clearly annoyed by the man’s advances. She watched, fascinated as she saw the cool exterior turn to ice as the man was rebuffed.

 

“Go get him lady!” exclaimed Judy as she laughed. “Looks like stud man lost again. I can’t believe he actually thought someone like her would have anything to do with him.”

 

“What do you mean by that?” Kylie asked.

 

Judy just laughed. “Kylie, look at her, she is gorgeous and classy and he is a big fat slob. Do the math...dah!” She shook her head.

 

Linda joined in. “You graduated where in college, Kyl?” Laughter was filling her eyes.

 

The three women sat there laughing just as the band was about to begin their set.

 

Cassie was the lead singer and looked every bit the part. Her spiked short hair was a burgundy sort of color. She had pierced eyebrows and when she opened her mouth it was clear the tongue was pierced too. The other three members of the band were rather plain in comparison, as it should be. When she started to sing the listener forgot all about the outward appearance, as it was a smooth and mellow sound.

 

“Wow! Are they great or what?” Linda asked.

 

Everyone agreed and they spent the next hour listening to the soft bluesy music. Every now and then Kylie would glance over to where LJ was sitting. They’re right she is one good-looking woman. She thought as she wondered if she should go up to her and say hi. After all she was her boss and if LJ had seen her and she didn’t say something it might look bad. Just the idea of speaking with LJ here sent a strange, yet pleasurable, feeling throughout her body. Finally the band was taking a break and Kylie thought it would be the perfect time to approach the doctor.

 

“My turn to buy, who wants another?” She asked her friends. After getting their orders she headed for the bar and LJ Evans.

 

As she finally worked her way through the crowd she looked up to see the singer, Cassie, talking with LJ. The woman was leaning into the doctor in a very provocative way. At first Kylie scrunched her eyebrows together wondering what was going on until it finally dawned on her. A funny feeling went through her as she found herself jealous of the singer’s advances. When LJ got up and left with the singer, Kylie felt a pain in her heart, as she had never known.

 

Making her way to the bar she stood waiting for the beers when she noticed the other band members standing right next to her.

 

“Looks like Cassie is going to get lucky, you know what that means.” The man said with an evil grin.

 

“Yep, nothing but love songs for the rest of the night.” The other man said as he laughed.

 

“Hey that is better than her bitching all night. Besides this one always makes her happy.”

 

Kylie couldn’t believe her ears or the nauseous feeling in her stomach. Grabbing the beer bottles and throwing money down on the bar she hurried back to her friends.

 

“There you are. Is everything okay, you don’t look so good?” Judy asked.

 

Kylie didn’t know what to say for she couldn’t even explain what she was feeling to herself. She hardly knew the woman yet she was feeling physically ill at the thought of her bedding down with the singer. “Yeah, I’m fine…just not used to the high life I guess.”

 

Fifteen minutes later the band was tuning up but the singer was not there. Finally she came in hurriedly with her clothes all cockeyed. As predicted she started the set out with a very sultry love song. Kylie looked over to see if LJ came back too and smiled when she hadn’t.

 

* * *

Every so often, if invited, LJ would join her at lunch. On these occasions she found LJ to be very affable and quite amusing.

 

On one such day Kylie had been working on trying to piece together a very intricate piece when LJ came in with lunch.

 

LJ sat the lunch down and began to leave when Kylie said, “Will you stay and share this with me? There is plenty and I would appreciate any help with this piece, it is really frustrating me.”

 

A smile crossed the doctor’s face as she turned back to her assistant. “Come on now, Kylie, it isn’t that hard is it?”

 

They sat there sharing a sandwich as LJ looked over the piece then told Kylie the story of the site’s discovery.

 

“We had a plane go up and do something that is similar to what oceanographers do with the ocean’s bottom to find a likely area of Mayan ruins.” LJ gave out a small laugh as she recalled the time. “I am usually very meticulous, but this time I really screwed up. It never occurred to me that we would have to hike through dense forest to get there. We hacked away at vines as we made our way towards our destination.”

 

“Oh no, how long did it take you? Did you actually do the hacking or did the bearers do it.” The blonde woman asked.

 

LJ was all smiles as she continued. “I wish, we all took turns and eventually we came upon the site.” A look of awe came across the doctor’s face. “There we cut away some vines around what seemed to be a pyramid type structure. A wall appeared with glyphs…it was incredible to view a building that no one else had seen in hundreds of years. I remember thinking at the time that it must have been the way the archeologist felt when they opened Tut’s tomb.” Her face was so serene and beautiful as she retold the story. “Well I need to get back to work. Thanks for sharing your sandwich.” Then she left the room.

 

As her attraction grew, Kylie tried to busy herself when noon came around so she had as little contact with LJ as possible. But, everyday when the doctor came in she would go up to where Kylie was working and stand close to her to observe her progress. Soon she became to know the sound of her footsteps, the smell of her cologne and the different variations in her voice that indicated her mood. The very thought of LJ sent her senses reeling and when she stood close, it was all she could do not to touch her.

 

Confusion ran rampant through Kylie’s mind. There was no doubt that she found LJ Evans fascinating, but there was something else. How could it be? How could she feel excitement and happiness when she was around the woman? These feelings were supposed to be for men…weren’t they?

 

* * *

 

Kylie was finally able to piece together a rather complicated bowl and it was at that moment LJ came in with lunch. Looking up at the woman she beamed with the news. “Look, LJ, I finally have a whole one.”

 

LJ reached over and brushed Kylie’s hand sending a shiver through her body. For a moment blue and green held each other before letting go. Taking the bowl in her hand, LJ began examining it. “What do you make of these markings? They are rather odd and different from anything I’ve seen before.” Her calloused finger pointed to a strange marking that looked almost like a sun symbol but not quite.

 

Kylie leaned her head in to get a better look. “I noticed that too and checked to make sure part of it wasn’t missing. It is intact. Do you think it’s Mayan?”

 

Picking up a magnifying glass LJ leaned in closer too and their heads almost touched. Kylie was reeling from the heady smells and the closeness of the woman. Clearing her throat she stepped back a bit to put space between them.

 

LJ seemed not to notice anything but the small bowl she held in her hand. “I think we have a significant find here.” She turned and looked at the woman next to her who was clearly flushed. “I brought you a chicken Caesar salad today. When you’re done, see what else you can come up with in the same area.” With that she left the room.

 

Slowly, she closed her eyes trying to squelch the trembling inside. In all her life no one had ever affected her this way. The idea of LJ Evans was invading her thoughts and her dreams. She needed to do something about it but what?

 

It was almost four thirty when Kylie gave up trying to fit one piece, which clearly wasn’t going to cooperate, into another. Gathering up her belongings she stopped by LJ’s desk to say goodnight.

 

“I’m leaving now. I think I may be on to another piece but at the moment my eyes are too tired to focus right.” She smiled at the doctor who was hunched over the artifact from earlier in the day. Books were strewn all over the desk each earmarked with a notation.

 

LJ looked up and stretched. “Yeah, that can happen. Sometimes you just need to walk away to get refocused.” Then she returned to her work.

 

Kylie began towards the door when she turned around. “LJ, would you like to have dinner tonight with Allie and me?”

 

At first it seemed as though she hadn’t heard then LJ lifted her head. “I can’t tonight, some other time maybe.”

 

“Sure.” Kylie responded trying not to let her disappointment show. Despondently she walked away. Tomorrow is another day, she thought to herself.

 

* * *

 

Friday came and Kylie was looking forward to the weekend where she could separate herself from her increasing fascination with LJ. Her parents were taking Allie for a visit to her great-grandmother’s, which meant she had the whole weekend to herself. She called Linda and Judy but neither could get away until Sunday. Pacing her living room she could feel the pull of LJ on her emotions. Get a grip on yourself! She doesn’t even know you are alive and what if she did just what do you think you would do about it? Run up to her and give her a passionate kiss? Yeah right. Get over it Kylie.

 

With that she grabbed her keys and jacket and headed out the door on her way to Rusty’s. After buying a beer she headed into the dancehall and found a seat close to the door but not too close. Looking at the place where the band would be playing she noticed tonight Cassie would be there. Damn she thought to herself as she swallowed some beer and lit a cigarette.

 

Soon the band was set up and the music was beginning and Kylie glanced over to the table by the door only to see it vacant. This gave her some hope that the burgundy haired singer and her doctor were not an item. The songs were mellow and along with the beers Kylie found herself feeling relaxed. Putting her bottle down on the table she started to get up to get another when she saw LJ sitting and listening to the music. Her heart sunk as the band took a break and Cassie headed towards LJ. Not tonight slut! She thought, as she too headed towards the doctor.

 

Cassie was leaning into LJ when blue met green and for a fleeting moment everything seemed to stop.

 

“Hey, LJ, I thought that was you.” Kylie said trying to sound casual.

 

LJ stood up and pushed Cassie aside. “It’s me alright.” Turning to Cassie she said, “Wait outside for me.” Then looked back at the woman with the green eyes. “Do you come here often? Doesn’t seem like your kind of place.”

 

“And, just what would my kind of place be?” Kylie countered then added. “My friends and I used to come here all the time so tonight I thought I would see if it had changed any.”

 

“Has it?”

 

“Not really…well, you’re here.” Even though she was trembling inside Kylie managed to laugh and was surprised by the smile she was given.

 

A smiling LJ looked at her, “I don’t come here often myself, only when I am in the mood.”

 

Yeah, for a quick one with that slut singer, Kylie thought. “It was nice seeing you LJ.” She said as she turned to leave.

 

“Are you leaving? I’ll walk out with you.” LJ caught up with her and headed to the door also.

 

Kylie head was in turmoil as her heart was beating fast following the doctor outside. Watching her walk she noticed how taut her body was and how gracefully she walked. Feelings were stirring inside of her that could only be called lust. Once the cool night air hit her, Kylie became focused. She touched LJ’s arm and said. “You can do better than that, LJ.” Her eyes were casting a glare in the direction of the singer.

 

LJ took her by the arm and led her to the side of the building. “I can do better? With who, you?” Her voice sounded irritated and somewhat menacing.

 

Kylie looked into the clear blue eyes and whispered. “Yes.”

 

LJ pulled her close and kissed her deeply. “Is that what you want?”

 

Again Kylie whispered. “Yes.” And put her arms around LJ’s neck and drew her in for a kiss. Never in her life had she felt so alive, she wanted this woman in her bed.

 

LJ pulled herself away. “It will never happen.” She said as she turned to leave.

 

“Why?” was all Kylie could manage as she saw LJ take Cassie by the arm and lead her to a nearby car.

 

* * *

 

Standing at the door to the museum, Kylie debated with herself about going inside. Just thinking about her actions on Friday night flushed her face. The remembered feel of LJ’s kiss still fresh in her mind. How could she ever face LJ again? What a fool I was! She thought as she sighed deeply before getting out of the car.

 

Once inside, she quickly hung up her jacket in her locker and headed for the table in the workroom. If she kept a low profile maybe LJ wouldn’t see her or her embarrassment. No such luck, of course, for there at the table was one Dr. LJ Evans.

 

Kylie could feel the hot flush of redness cover her face as LJ turned in her direction. “Good morning. Didn’t expect to see you in here this early.” Kylie managed as she avoided looking at the doctor going straight to her current project and began working immediately.

 

LJ followed her. “Is this the piece you had trouble with on Friday?” she asked.

 

“Yes, it seems to be missing some parts.” She said, still avoiding those blue eyes.

 

LJ picked up a drawing pencil and started to sketch something. “You see, it’s suppose to look something like this. You have to look beyond what you think you see to what is…kind of like looking outside the box. If you haven’t any preconceived ideas of what it is and just look at the parts for what they are…parts…then you may have an easier time of it. From what I can see there is not enough to make a complete piece. Why don’t you try and form something that looks like this and then see what you need. It’s not often that we can find all the pieces like you did before.”

 

LJ was so close to her that she wanted to take her in her arms. But, the bitter disappointment of Friday was still fresh in her mind and she wouldn’t be doing that again anytime soon. “I see I will try that. Thank you.”

 

Putting the fragile fragments down LJ moved to another area. “When you’re done with that I want you to look over here and see what you can do.”

 

Kylie shook her head in acknowledgement then watched as LJ left the room. What just happened? She asked herself. It is as though Friday never happened. Raising her eyebrows she thought, okay, I can live with that. Then she went back to her work until she heard the familiar footsteps bringing lunch.

 

* * *

The time flew by and before she knew it she had been working at the museum for several months. The amount of completed pieces was staggering, as they just seemed to fall into place. Kylie couldn’t help but notice LJ was looking haggard with dark circles around her eyes. She had been working long hours trying to find the meaning of the symbol that kept showing up on many of the artifacts.

 

“Hey, are you okay?” she asked.

 

LJ turned her head and actually smiled. “Nothing that a week’s sleep won’t cure.”

 

Kylie’s heart went out to the woman, not out of lust or want or need but out of genuine caring. “Why don’t you give yourself permission to take a night off and come home with me and have a good home cooked meal. Bet it’s been a while since you had one of those.”

 

The doctor leaned back in her chair and sighed then closed her eyes. “I would like that very much. Thank you.” She swiveled around in her chair. “Want me to bring anything?”

 

Kylie couldn’t help the goofy grin that found its way to her face. “Nope. You aren’t a picky eater are you?” She asked in a playful way.

 

Once again LJ smiled, albeit a small smile, but it was definitely a smile. “I have sat in the jungle and eaten bugs. Don’t think there is anything you can serve I won’t eat.”

 

“Good, is six okay with you?”

 

“I will be there.” Then, she turned back to her desk and the volumes there only to add, “Um, Kylie, will I need a map to get there?”

 

Laughing Kylie replied. “Hey, you have hacked your way through dense undergrowth I bet you can find your way to my home.”

 

Then she laughed as she left the room and began planning the meal. Pick up Allie, go to the grocery store, cook dinner and all by six? I must be out of my mind! She thought, laughing all the way to her car.

 

* * *

 

Dinner consisted of baked chicken, saffron rice and a salad. It was an easy meal that didn’t take very long to make. Kylie was not foolish enough to think LJ would actually show up…she knew what it was like to get involved and forget the time. But, she did have everything ready just in case.

 

Precisely at six o’clock the doorbell rang. Kylie’s heart skipped a beat as she headed for the door only to be passed by Allie. “I’ll get it, Mommy.” She said as she raced for the door. Opening it she said, “Hi, my name is Allie, who are you?”

 

Standing back somewhat in the shadows Kylie watched as LJ uncharacteristically squatted down and held out her hand. “Hi, Allie, my name is LJ.”

 

Kylie moved towards the door. “Hi, glad you could make it. I see you have already met my daughter.” A happy smile crossed her face. “Come on in, dinner is almost ready. Are you hungry?”

 

As LJ moved inside Allie quickly grabbed her hand. “Want to come see my Barbie’s?” The child asked hopefully.

 

It was clear that LJ didn’t know what to say or do. “Hmm, why don’t I help your Mom first then we can take a look.” She seemed to be trying her best while clearly out of her element.

 

“Allie, why don’t you go wash up for dinner.” Kylie gently touched her daughter’s shoulder. “Then after dinner you can bring one doll down to show our guest.”

 

Allie was all smiles. “Okay, Mommy.”

 

“Sorry about that…I think she likes you. Do you want anything to drink?” Kylie was smiling at LJ. “Come on in and have a seat, dinner will be ready as soon as I put it on the table.” She was babbling but couldn’t help it; nervous couldn’t begin to describe how she felt at that moment.

 

LJ stood there for a minute as if she were trying to solve a problem that she didn’t have all the numbers to. “Would you like some help?”

 

“Sure come on, I can always use some help.”

 

Dinner was a rather strange affair, as both women seemed to be searching for something to say though Allie monopolized the conversation. Leave it to an almost seven year old to keep everything lively. Once dinner was over Allie grabbed LJ’s hand and said. “Come on.” Starting for the stairs and her Barbie collection.

 

“Allie, I don’t think Dr. Evans wants…”

 

“It’s okay, I don’t mind.” With that the cold as ice Dr. LJ Evans headed up the stairs.

 

Little kids and puppies always thaw the coldest of hearts, Kylie thought as she stood there shaking her head. “I do believe behind that icy exterior is a heart of mush. Wonders never cease to amaze.” She said as she began clearing the table.

 

Sitting in the living room, Kylie could hear the sounds of Allie’s laughter and the low tones of LJ. They had been upstairs for twenty minutes and she was debating on whether to go up and see what was happening when she saw them heading down the stairs with Allie in LJ’s arms.

 

“Looks like you two had a good time with the Barbie’s.” She said.

 

“Mommy, she is a really good Barbie player. Can she come back and play with me again?”

 

“We’ll see pumpkin.” Kylie bent down and gave her daughter a hug and a kiss. “Now why don’t you get ready for bed then I will tuck you in.”

 

“But, Mommy…” The child began to whine.

 

“No, buts, Allie, you know the rules. Now go and get ready for bed.”

 

“Okay.” Allie pulled a pathetic face as she headed back up the stairs only to turn around and say, “Will you tuck me in too?” She looked pitiful as she pulled a face for LJ.

 

A genuine smile crossed LJ’s face. “Sure I will, Allie.”

 

After Allie was tucked in a calm quiet filled the house while LJ and Kylie sat on the sofa drinking coffee.

 

Kylie bent to get her cup from the table at the same time as LJ and their hands touched. That was all that was needed as next their eyes met then their lips.

 

Explosions of all kinds were going off inside of Kylie. She wanted this woman; there was no doubt about that. As the kiss intensified she found herself lost in feelings and needs she had never known. “Make love to me…please.” Her raspy voice cried out.

 

The kisses continued to intensify until LJ pulled away. “I can’t.”

 

“Yes, please, yes.” She wasn’t getting away, not this time!

 

In a split second LJ was standing seemingly distancing herself from Kylie. “I can’t, I just can’t.”

 

“But you could with that singer? What is wrong with me? If its because I work for you, I’ll quit.” Kylie was confused.

 

“You don’t understand. The singer means nothing to me. You deserve better and I can’t give it to you.”

 

“That isn’t good enough. Why, LJ, why?”

 

“Kylie, you are asking me to climb to the top of Kukulcan’s Pyramid and I am telling you I don’t have any feet but you still want me to climb the 365 steps. I just can’t, don’t you see that?”

 

Kylie was now crying. “All I can see is that you don’t want me.”

 

LJ sat back down as blue captured green watery eyes. “Kylie, you are not a one night stand…you’re forever and I just can’t give you that.” She pulled the distraught woman into her arms and just held her close.

 

Kylie sank into the strong arms and sobbed understanding what LJ was saying but unable to accept it as final. Tomorrow is another day and I will find a way, she thought as she closed her eyes.

Continued in Part 2...

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