Part Three

 

Their Story

 

Carefully disengaging herself from the sleeping woman, LJ placed a woolen blanket over her. Picking up the coffee cups she took them to the kitchen where she rinsed them and put them in the dishwasher. Then she checked the doors to make sure they were locked. Next, she went upstairs to check on Allie, who had kicked her covers off. Gently pulling the blankets back up LJ bent down and placed a soft kiss on her cheek. “Sleep well, little one.” She whispered as she left the room.

 

Back downstairs she stood beside the couch and watched Kylie sleeping. “I wish I could give you what you want.” Was spoken softly as she bent down and kissed her lightly on the lips. Standing there for a moment longer she sighed before heading for the door.

 

Her heart was heavy as she stepped into her truck. She hesitated before putting the key in the ignition wondering why she was doing this. It would be so easy to stay. Why am I so afraid? No answers came as she started her vehicle and headed home to her lonely apartment. Once she was there she stripped and crawled into bed falling asleep immediately as the physical, mental and emotional exhaustion finally claimed her.

 

* * *

 

Sometime in the middle of the night Kylie awoke with a start. Looking around her she wondered why she was on the couch. Then she gently touched her lips as she recalled how wonderful LJ’s kisses felt. Getting up she folded the blanket and headed upstairs where she stripped and crawled into her large lonely bed. The next thing she knew her alarm was going off and it was time to face the day.

 

The drive to work was filled with confusing thoughts of LJ, her job and how she would once again face the woman. Walking down the hallway towards the workroom she noticed the door to the tombs and LJ’s office was closed. In the several months she had worked there she could never recall a time when access to the room was not allowed.

 

Entering the workroom she found several notes about different pieces she had been working on that LJ had left…

 

K,

You will need to rework this piece. Note the right side is not fitting correctly. I think you should try to visualize the whole piece and realize it may not all be here.

LJ

 

K,

This is good work. Go to section 15A next.

LJ

 

Lost in her work Kylie didn’t notice the time until her stomach began to rumble. A look of disappointment crossed her face as she saw it was past noon. Then her heart picked up a beat as she heard footsteps coming into the room. Looking up her face fell as a deliveryman came into view.

 

“You Wilcox?” the young man asked.

 

“Yes, who are you?” Kylie knew but so hoped she was wrong.

 

“Got a delivery here for you. Tuna on whole wheat with a side salad.” He said as he handed her the bag then just stood there waiting.

 

“I didn’t order that.” Kylie informed the boy.

 

“Sure you did and it’s been paid for.” He replied as a quizzical look came across his face. “You are K. Wilcox, aren’t you?”

 

Kylie’s heart was crying as she realized what was going on. “Yes, I’m K. Wilcox.” She said as she pulled a bill out of her pocket and handed it to him.

 

“Thank you, ma’am” He said as he turned to leave.

 

So, this is how it will be. Kylie thought as she placed the bag on a chair. She was no longer hungry.

 

* * *

 

LJ’s heart was hammering as she heard Kylie’s footstep going down the hall at the end of the day. She knew what she had to do as she ignored the ache in her heart. Distance from the blonde was needed and to LJ that meant complete isolation if she was to survive. Survive to be alone, her mind said to her, are you sure that is what you want? Maybe not what she wanted, but what must be done.

 

Waiting for another half hour LJ finally opened her door and strode down to the workroom. Her heart dropped some as she noticed the unopened bag resting on a chair. That could only mean Kylie hadn’t eaten. Walking over to the table she noted the work accomplished and that which had begun. Sitting at the table she began piecing together what looked like a vase of some sort. Several hours later she wrote a few notes for Kylie then picked up the bag and left.

 

Driving around aimlessly LJ found herself on Kylie’s street parked in front of her house. She saw the warm glow of the lights and imagined Kylie and Allie inside laughing as they played Barbie’s. Her mind drifted back to the night before as she recalled Allie’s words…she gets lonely and sometimes she cries. A wayward thought crossed her mind, is Kylie crying now because of me?

 

Once again she looked at the house, and in the deepest recesses of her soul she longed to be there. A house and someone inside that loved her was a dream she held deep inside refusing to let it emerge. Putting her truck in gear she headed off down the street unaware that Kylie had been watching.

 

* * *

 

Sitting on the couch with tears cascading down her cheeks Kylie heard the sound of a truck. Her heart quickened as she thought maybe, just maybe, LJ was there. Peeking out of the window by the door she saw the familiar truck parked across the street. The light was poor but she could make out the silhouette of a woman. Is she going to come to the door? She thought hopefully. However, after ten minutes she saw the truck pull away and she was crestfallen. Tears once again rolled down her cheeks as she turned away.

 

“Mommy, why are you crying?” Allie stood on the stairs watching her mother.

 

Kylie looked up at her wonderful loving child. “Mommy is just sad right now, Sweetie.”

 

Allie scrambled down the stairs and went to her mother. Snuggling she gave her mother a big hug and kiss. “I love you, Mommy, please don’t be sad.”

 

Kylie hugged her child close to her as the tears increased. “Thank you, pumpkin, I needed that. What do you say we go to bed early tonight?”

 

“Want me to stay with you, Mommy?”

 

Drying her tears Kylie answered, “Yes, I would like that very much. I love you, Allie, did you know that?”

 

Allie grasped her mother’s hand as they turned out the lights and went upstairs. “You’re the best mommy in the world.”

 

* * *

 

The standoff was into its second week as both women withdrew into themselves. LJ was surprised to find a note under the door when she arrived for work.

 

LJ,

I have personal business to attend to and will not be in today. Dock me if you want.

K

 

LJ was reeling as her mind went into panic mode. Is she interviewing for another job? Is she leaving me? That thought sent an ache through her heart as she tried to reconcile what was happening. Turning, she walked hurriedly down the hall to the workroom and opened Kylie’s locker. Her belongings were still there which brought a momentary relief to her.

 

Going over to the worktable she was amazed at the amount of work that was done. Scrunching her eyebrows together she wondered if the woman had spent the night. Picking up the object on the table LJ held it up to her cheek.

 

Closing her eyes she fantasized about Kylie sitting there putting this piece together. By holding it close to her it was as if she was touching the blonde. A sense of great sadness filled her being as she finally began to let the feelings she had for Kylie surface.

 

Kylie was leaving her, she was certain of that. She had no one to blame but herself. Turning she left the room still holding the relic in her hand…still holding on to Kylie.

 

* * *

 

At eleven thirty in the morning the restaurant was not very crowded as Linda waited for Kylie. She was surprised when her old friend called and asked if she would have lunch with her. Don’t you have to work? She asked. Only to receive a flippant reply…not tomorrow.

 

A blonde woman, she didn’t recognize, was walking towards her. It wasn’t until she was almost to the table when she realized it was Kylie. She looked awful to say the least. Her face was drawn and her eyes appeared to be sunken in. At the very least she must have lost ten or fifteen pounds…she was as thin as a rail.

 

“Kylie, what’s wrong, has something happened?” Linda said with great concern for her friend.

 

“What, no hello, how ya doin?” Kylie knew she looked drawn but didn’t realize how bad it must be until she saw the look of shock and horror on her friend’s face.

 

“Hi, Kylie, how are you? No, don’t tell me, I can see how you are and it is not good!”

 

Kylie flopped down into a chair next to Linda. Her sad eyes gazed at her friend for a long time. “Not doing too well, Linda. Not well at all.” She finally said before lowering her eyes in an attempt to stop the tears from flowing.

 

Holding her friend’s hand, Linda asked. “Want to go somewhere else and talk about it?” Her heart was aching for Kylie.

 

Shaking her head Kylie whispered, “No, in public I will force myself to hold it together.”

 

Just then the waitress came to the table and asked if Kylie would like a drink. “She will have a cup of tea, and we both will have the quiche special.” Linda answered then turned back to her friend.

 

Kylie smiled at her friend who always knew the right time to take charge. “Thank you, I don’t think I can handle the decision on what to drink or eat.”

 

“From the looks of it, you haven’t been eating at all. Now, tell me, what is going on. Is it Allie or your parents…are they sick?”

 

The reply was a negative shake of the head as an errant tear escaped.

 

Linda’s mind was in overdrive trying to think of what was going on. “You’re coming up to the anniversary of Ted’s passing, has that got you down?” She was sure that couldn’t be it as months ago Kylie had confided in her about the marriage being mediocre at best. Not that Kylie didn’t love him, she did but in her own way.

 

Again the reply was a shake of the head.

 

Squeezing the hand tighter Linda said. “Then what is it, Kylie? Please tell me.”

 

Kylie lifted her head. “You know, when I called you I thought it would be so easy to tell you everything, but right now I can’t seem to find the words.”

 

Linda cocked her head. “Why not start at the beginning.”

 

“My biggest fear is you will no longer be my friend.”

 

Linda puzzled over the comment. “We have been through a lot over the last twenty-four years. I can’t think of anything you could say that would change how I feel about you, Kylie.”

 

A sarcastic laugh was heard. “Don’t be so sure about that, Linda. I just may shock you.” Suddenly Kylie wasn’t feeling sad but angry.

 

As she watched the expression change on her face Linda had a thought. “Are you having an affair with a married man and he won’t leave his wife for you.”

 

Kylie growled at her friend. “Why does everyone always reduce things to a cheap tawdry affair? If it was that simple don’t you think I would tell you, Linda?” Her anger was growing and unfortunately her friend was her target.

 

Linda held up her hand. “Whoa, settle down, I am not the enemy, Kylie.”

 

Just then the waitress returned with their lunch giving the women some much-needed breathing room. After she left their eyes met and Linda could see the pain in the green ones across from her.

 

“Please, trust me.”  Linda said her voice filled with compassion and understanding.  “It will stay just between the two of us.”  And in a loving but strong voice spoke, “And don’t think for a minute that whatever you have to tell me that I am your judge and jury.  Far from it!  You know me better than that.”

 

For a long time Kylie just stared at her friend as she fought with herself about the wisdom of what she was about to do. Finally she spoke. “I’m in love.” She whispered.

 

Eyeing her friend, Linda thought, if this is love I want no part of it. “With who?”

 

“My boss.”

 

“And that is a problem because…”

 

Kylie looked intently at her friend knowing her next statement would say it all. “I came on to her and she turned me down.” There she said it.

 

Linda nodded her head then the full impact of what Kylie said hit her. “You’re in love with a woman!” She exclaimed before realizing it. “Are you more upset because of the gender or the fact you were turned down?”

 

Leave it to Linda to get right down to the core of the problem. “Upset about loving a woman? No, it seems rather natural to me. My heart is breaking Linda and I don’t know how to stop it.” Tears were slowly coursing their way down her cheeks.

 

Moving to a different chair so she could be right next to her friend, Linda put her arm around Kylie. “Why don’t you tell me everything and see if we can come up with an answer for you.”

 

A half smile appeared on the tear stained face. “I would like that.”

 

Kylie finished her story with, “that was two weeks ago and she hasn’t spoken or seen me since.”

 

Linda shook her head and smiled. “Have you attempted to see or speak to her?”

 

Eyebrows scrunched as Kylie spoke. “Don’t you think she made it quite clear she didn’t want that?”

 

Taking Kylie’s hand Linda squeezed it. “Kylie, you are my friend and I love you dearly.” A hand went up to lift her friend’s face. “Why are you making her mind up for her? Did she at any time say don’t see me or speak to me?”

 

“No, but…”

 

“No buts about it, Kylie, give this doctor of yours a chance to tell you. Go talk with her; tell her how you feel and how much you hurt. If she doesn’t know you can’t blame her for how she acts. Just as you can’t decide what she’s thinking.”

 

Sighing deeply Kylie mulled the words over in her mind. I don’t really know what LJ is thinking or feeling. By silently agreeing to the no contact did I send a message to LJ that I don’t care and am happy with the way things are? “Linda, you are right, I haven’t given her a chance.” Kylie sat there thinking a bit longer before she spoke again. “Linda, do you mind if I go now? I have someone very important I need to see.” A brilliant smile crossed her face.

 

Linda couldn’t help but respond to the smiling face. “You go ahead. Will you let me know what happens, either way?” She asked.

 

Getting up Kylie smiled. “You’ll be the first one I call.” Then she bent down and gave her friend a hug. “Thank you, I owe you for this.” She turned to leave but stopped then turned back to the table. “Guess it would be nice if I paid.” She said laughing as she put twenty dollars on the table.

 

Linda laughed. “You’re too much. Go on now and find your answers.”

 

Kylie hurried out of the restaurant on her way to LJ Evans and she knew, her future.

 

* * *

 

LJ sat at her desk in the lonely room. All around her were shelves filled with antiquities telling the story of the past. But, she wasn’t in the past; she was here in the now.

 

Rob’s words echoed in her mind…did it ever occur to you that you have spent so much time with the dead that you have forgotten how to be human? He was right; she had pushed everything away leaving her alone and lonely. Even her parents and brothers wanted nothing to do with her…

 

She was in her freshman year at the university when she met and fell in love with Holly Brown. Their love dominated her entire being and she was anxious to have her family meet Holly.

 

LJ called her parents and invited them to come and visit her and the special person in her life. Her mother was happy beyond words that her willful daughter had at last been tamed and joyfully agreed to the visit.

 

Several weeks later they arrived at the university dorm room she and Holly shared. Knocking lightly on the door her mother was eager to see her only daughter whom she had missed dearly. The door opened to reveal a rather tall girl with fire red hair and a face full of freckles.

 

“Oh, I am sorry, I was looking for my daughter. I must have the wrong room.” Cathy Evans said.

 

The girl smiled broadly. “Are you Mr. and Mrs. Evans?”

 

“Yes, we are, young lady. Do you know where our daughter is?” Ed Evans asked.

 

Holding her hand out she said, “Hi, I’m Holly Brown, LJ’s roommate. She should be back shortly. Please come on in.”

 

It wasn’t long after that LJ arrived glad to see her parents. After hugging her mom and dad she went over to Holly and put her arm around her. “Mom, Dad, this is Holly, the love of my life.” LJ was beaming, as she looked her lover in the eyes.

 

Never had it occurred to LJ that her parents would object, but they did. Her mother collapsed in a fit of crying as her father went ballistic. “This is unnatural and no daughter of mine will be labeled a freak!” He shouted as her mother cried, “Lucinda Jane, this can’t be.” Before she turned her face away from her daughter.

 

LJ was clearly confused by their actions. “But, I love her, she makes me happy. How is that wrong?” Holly slipped out of LJ’s arms and headed for the door until she was captured. “Please stay, I need you.”

 

“This will end right now young lady. You will withdraw from the university and come home with your mother and me!” Her father ordered.

 

“I will not! You can’t make me.” LJ countered as she had a death grip on Holly’s fingers.

 

“You will or you are no longer our daughter.” He threatened.

 

“Then you have no daughter. Now get out!” She growled.

 

Her mother was now clutching her. “Please Lucinda Jane don’t do this, I’m begging you.” Her body was shaking with the tears.

 

LJ went to the door and opened it wide ignoring all the other students standing there listening. “GET OUT NOW.” She screamed as she glared at her parents.

 

Ed grabbed his wife’s arm and escorted her out of the room sneering at Holly as he passed her. “You’ve made your bed, little girl, now you sleep in it.” He hissed as they left.

 

She called her mother when Holly died but was greeted with coldness instead of sympathy. She recalled her mother saying something like good or I’m glad she really didn’t remember. She sent them an announcement of her doctorate but they never acknowledged that either so she just gave up trying. Only her Grandma Rhodes came and hugged her close.

 

“My dear, I am so proud of you.” The old woman said as she hugged her granddaughter.

 

“Gran, thank you for coming, it means a lot to me.” LJ bent down and hugged the tiny woman back as she breathed in the scent of Lilly of the Valley, her Gran’s favorite perfume.

 

“I take it your parents did not come.” The woman’s voice was filled with anger.

 

“No, they haven’t spoken to me in years, why would they come now.” LJ said with sadness in her voice.

 

“It’s horrible what your parents are doing to you.” Gran said as she hugged her granddaughter again.

 

LJ stepped back from the woman who she adored. “I took a path they didn’t want to take. Simple as that.”

 

“For heavens sake, love is love. And, I told them that too and how shameful they were to disown you like that.” Marion Rhodes was becoming agitated.

 

“Gran, it is okay. Heck, I’ve got you, the best Gran ever. How can I lose?” LJ said smiling at the small frail woman.

 

“You will never be without, Lucinda Jane, I have seen to that.”

 

“Gran, you are wonderful. I need nothing but you.” Smiling at the old woman, LJ placed an arm in hers. “What do you say I take my favorite girl out to dinner?”

 

Shortly after that, her grandmother died, leaving her all alone in the world and sealing her fate with her parents forever. Her grandmother left everything to her, which her parents contested and lost. Kylie tried to touch and love her, but she threw it away. How very lonely I am. She placed her hands over her face and hung her head as all the sadness and loneliness of the years gone by welled up inside her. Her sobs soon turned into a wail for the loss of Holly, her family and Kylie too. The pain of all the years came to the surface as she realized that she was so very alone.

 

* * *

 

Kylie parked her car glad to see the familiar old truck still parked there. She almost ran into the building then skipped down the stairs. Arriving at the closed black door she heard what could only be described as intensive sobs and moans, much like the wailing of someone who has lost someone dear to them. Slowly she opened the door and listened again. Someone is crying. LJ? Quietly she walked inside and took the well-known path to LJ’s desk. She stopped when she saw the woman she loved hunched over on the floor.

 

Rushing over, Kylie knelt down. “Oh, LJ. What’s wrong?”

 

Looking up, LJ saw the green compassionate eyes looking at her with concern. She was helpless in trying to shut this wonderful woman out anymore. “I’m all alone.” She cried out.

 

Sitting on the floor Kylie engulfed LJ in her arms kissing her head. “You’re not alone, I’m here.” Then she began to rock them gently letting LJ cry. “I love you, LJ.” She whispered as she hugged her closer.

 

It wasn’t clear how long they sat there before LJ’s tears finally began to subside. Lifting her head, her red, swollen eyes stung as she tried to focus on the amazing woman by her side. “I thought I’d lost you.” Her raspy voice said as tears began to fall again.

 

Kylie bent her head and kissed the watery eyes. “I’m not going anywhere.” She said as her lips gently kissed LJ’s.

 

“I’m not sure what I can offer you, Kylie; I feel so lost and empty. Will that be enough for you?” Her blue eyes were searching the green ones.

 

The answer was a brilliant smile followed by a hug. “What do you say we play this by ear and see what happens? I would like to get to know you as a friend too.”

 

LJ closed her eyes and took a deep breath before she rested her head on Kylie’s shoulder. “I would like that too.”

 

* * *

 

Two months later…

 

The door jerked open and the child squealed. “LJ.” and flung herself at the woman.

 

Picking the young child up, LJ kissed her cheek. “Hi, Squirt, are you ready to go?”

 

The child wrapped her arms around the tall woman’s neck and hugged her. “I love you, LJ.” And, was rewarded with an even bigger hug.

 

LJ looked up as her eyes captured the green eyed blonde standing in the hallway with the goofiest grin she had ever seen. “Well, I love you too, Allie, and your mommy.” She said as a broad smile came to her face.

 

She gently put the child down and then walked towards the object of her desires. Enfolding her in a warm embrace she whispered. “How’s my girl doing today?”

 

Kylie snuggled closer so she could feel all of LJ. “Wonderful, now that you’re here.”

 

LJ kissed the blonde head and was about to kiss her lips when an insistent tug on her jeans made her stop. Looking down at the precious child she smiled. “May I help you?” She said as she released Kylie and bent down to the child’s level.

 

“When are we going to see the horses, LJ? You promised we could go today. My bags are all packed.” Allie never forgot anything LJ told her. She adored the tall woman whom she called her best friend.

 

LJ chuckled. “Well, Squirt, if we can get your mom to put her shoes on we can go now.”

 

Kylie was laughing. “I seem to have a problem with that, I can’t find them. Pumpkin, will you run upstairs and look for me?” She said looking down at the small child and the tall woman.

 

Turning to LJ, Allie said, “Wait right her for me, k?”

 

Smiling, LJ’s eyes drifted to Kylie’s. “I’m not going anywhere.”

 

Allie took off running as LJ stood up and embraced Kylie. “I’ve missed you.” She said as she bent to kiss the red lips.

 

“Mmm, how did you sleep last night?” Kylie replied as she kissed LJ again.

 

The kiss began to intensify as they heard Allie start back down the stairs. “Mommy.” She shouted. “I have your shoes, now can we see the horses?”

 

The embrace ended with LJ winking and saying with a smile, “We’ll finish this later.”

 

* * *

 

Rhodes End was a thousand acre ranch that LJ’s grandmother left to her. Every time she drove up the driveway she would recall the small, sweet woman who always loved her no matter what. The main house was painted white with green shutters. The front porch had a swing and several rocking chairs that looked like they had seen many days. Off to one side were two additional houses and several smaller buildings. As with all ranches, the obligatory rusty old car and tractor set inside a fence along with newer equipment. Behind the main house sat a huge barn also painted white and green. Trees dotted the area along with a beautiful flower garden.

 

“Oh, LJ, this place is wonderful!” Kylie exclaimed as she got out of the truck. “That barn is magnificent, can we go inside?” She was like a child in a candy store, as she looked around in awe.

 

“Where are the horses, LJ, where?” Allie squealed as she stood close to the tall woman holding her hand.

 

A feeling of warmth coursed through LJ’s body as she stood there on her property holding the hand of this delightful child. Her eyes drifted to the small blonde with green eyes and her heart filled with love.

 

Squatting down, LJ smiled. “Tell you what, Squirt, why don’t you and your mom look around for a little bit while I talk to Ben. Then we can go see the horses.”

 

She was rewarded with a gigantic hug that almost knocked her to the ground. Steadying herself she saw the caretaker Ben Morgan coming her way. “Go on now, Allie. I will be right back.”

 

Allie ran with delight to her mother. LJ watched as the child jumped up and down talking animatedly. Smiling she turned to Ben. “Hi, is the house ready?” She asked as the smile left her face. The cool, hard exterior only came down for the two Wilcox girls and no one else.

 

“Yep, everything is in order. I need to go into town for feed and won’t be back till late. Is there anything else you need before I go?” Ben asked.

 

The man was in his early sixties although he looked much younger. He had been with LJ’s grandmother and stayed on after her death as caretaker. He loved Rhodes End and took very good care of the place, something LJ was grateful for.

 

“Could you take the suitcases out of the truck and put them in the house for me while I show my guests around?” The tone of her voice was cool, but respectful.

 

“Sure will, Missy.” Ben remembered LJ from years ago…a strange child who would rather dig in the dirt than play with the other kids. He was glad to see her here with someone…as his heart always went out to the sad, lonely woman.

 

“Thanks.” Then she turned only to come back around. “Ben, which pasture do you think the horses are in?”

 

“I saw them up on the north ridge earlier this morning.” He replied as he was lifting two suitcases out of the truck.

 

“Great. Thanks, see you later.” Then she strode towards the barn and her two ladies.

 

* * *

 

Driving over the rough terrain was an adventure in itself. The three passengers of the truck bounced up and down with each rut they crossed. Looking somewhat like school kids on a bus.

 

Allie loved every minute, laughing and babbling to anyone who would listen. As they neared the ridge, five or so horses came into view. “LJ, there they are! The horses, we’ve found the horses.” She screamed with eagerness.

 

Both LJ and Kylie couldn’t help but laugh at the child’s unabashed enthusiasm for the wonders of life.

 

As the truck closed in on the horses they looked up and were obviously unimpressed as they immediately went back to eating the grass. Finally the truck stopped. “Roll down your window and I will call them over and then we can give them treats.” LJ suggested.

 

Whistling to them, three of the horses came towards the truck. “Hold the treat with your hand flat, Kylie, otherwise they will think your fingers are treats too.” LJ laughed as she saw a look of horror cross the blonde’s face.

 

“You’re kidding right?” she replied looking into the amused blue eyes.

 

Laughing more LJ looked adoringly towards the woman. “Nope, afraid not. Just put it in the palm of your hand and they will take it.”

 

Cautiously Kylie held her hand out the window as the first horse, a pinto, came up to the truck. Seeing the treat he pressed his lips against Kylie’s hand and took the treat. “That felt so weird.” She said laughing as Allie was scrambling across her in an attempt to get at the horse.

 

“Here horsey, I have a treat too.” She held out the treat and the horse took it.

 

Soon all five horses were around the truck looking for treats. The windshield had horse lip prints all over it and they were beginning to move their heads inside the truck. All three occupants of the truck were laughing, as the horses seemed to want to come inside and join them.

 

“LJ, it is getting a bit cramped in here.” A laughing Kylie said. “I never realized how big their heads were until now, up close and personal.” She continued to laugh as she tried desperately to get the horse to back out of the truck. “LJ, help me get this one out.”

 

Allie was squealing with delight, her green eyes flashing as she petted the horses and continued giving treats.

 

LJ just sat there laughing, as her favorite paint seemed to be leaning in almost to the rider’s seat. “We should have a camera, no one would believe this!” She exclaimed as she started up the truck and moved slowly as the horses withdrew. “Allie, no more treats. We need to get going.”

 

“But, LJ, can’t we stay longer? Pleeease.” She was so cute when she had that pitiful face.

 

“Not right now, Squirt, I’ll bring you back out in the morning.”

 

“Really?” Her eyes widened.

 

“Yes, really.” LJ couldn’t help but smile at the small child who had stolen her heart.

 

“What about me?” Kylie protested.

 

“Well…” LJ paused as she winked at the woman. “What do you think, Squirt, should we let your mom come back with us?”

 

“Only if she sits in the middle.”

 

Both woman smiled and said in unison. “I can deal with that.”

 

* * *

 

The inside of the main house was warm and cozy and Kylie suspected it was just as LJ’s grandmother left it. An old, deep purple divan dominated the living room along with a piano. There was a recliner, a well-worn overstuffed chair with an ottoman and the walls were filled with family pictures. The kitchen was old, as well, with a beautiful well-worn round oak table. Against one wall was a wooden larder complete with flour and sugar bins.

 

“Do you come out here much?” Kylie asked.

 

“No. Now that I am here, I don’t know why I haven’t. Want to sit out on the porch with me?”

 

“Sure.” She said with a happy smile. “Let me check on Allie first.” The child had run and played so hard she fell asleep at dinner. Peeking in on her, Kylie’s heart was filled as she saw the sweet face lying there so blissfully happy.

 

Going out to the porch she saw LJ sitting on the swing with a blanket in her lap.

 

“Come join me.” She said as she motioned Kylie over. Sitting down she smiled as LJ said. “Closer, sit closer and we can use the blanket. It gets cold out here at night.”

 

Moving right next to LJ she leaned her head on her shoulder. “I love this place. It is so peaceful out here.”

 

After smoothing the blanket out over them LJ stretched her legs out and crossed them at the ankles. She then took Kylie’s hand and brought it to her lips and kissed it gently. “You know,” she began, “I never, thought it was possible to love again after Holly died…certainly never that deeply passionate.” She stopped speaking as if she were in another place and time.

 

Kylie waited patiently. She knew this would be coming…the let down. LJ always said she might not be able to offer her what she needed and deserved. Now, out here on this porch, she would be given the, I just want to be friends talk. The very thought sent shivers through her body as a great sense of sadness filled her heart.

 

LJ felt the shiver. “Is it too cold out here for you?” She asked as she looked into Kylie’s eyes and saw the sorrow there. “Kylie, what’s the matter? Why are you crying?” The words were said with great compassion and concern. Kylie turned her head away, but LJ took her chin and brought her back. “Please, tell me.”

 

She couldn’t stop the tears that began rolling down her cheeks. “You are about to give me the I just want to be friends talk and it breaks my heart.”

 

LJ cocked her head and raised an eyebrow. “That’s news to me. Why would you think such a thing?”

 

Taking a deep breath, Kylie spoke. “You were talking about Holly and your great love for her and how you didn’t think you could love like that again. It only stands to reason there isn’t room in your heart for anyone else.” She then lowered her head.

 

LJ shook her head. “You know what, Kylie, you are a silly goose who jumps to conclusions.”

 

Her head snapped up as she looked at the woman she adored in puzzlement. “Then why were you waxing so nostalgically about Holly?”

 

Bending down, LJ kissed Kylie. “A part of me will always love Holly, but that doesn’t mean I can’t love anyone else. I was going to say…I never considered the possibility of loving another…then you came into my life and that all changed. I love you with more passion and desire than I ever thought I would be capable of.”

 

The tears, now flowing, were ones of joy. “Oh, LJ, I love you so much…my heart aches for you when you’re away and it soars to the heavens when you are near.”

 

The kisses began small then erupted into a passion that took both women’s breath away. Soon they wanted more, needed more as their bodies were filled with electricity and desire. “Make love with me.” Kylie whispered.

 

“Are you sure that is what you want?” LJ needed to be sure for once they made love there would be no turning back…Kylie was forever.

 

“Yes, yes.”

 

LJ put an arm under Kylie’s legs as she lifted her off the swing and carried her into the house and what would soon be their bed. Almost reverently LJ undressed Kylie, taking great care to be gentle and loving. For a moment she stood there looking at the naked body before her. Gazing into the green eyes she saw love and desire and knew tonight, she would join the living and leave the relics behind.

 

Sliding her naked body next to Kylie’s, her passions increased as she softly ran her fingers over the trembling body. Soon she felt fingers running over her body mirroring her movements. As she bent to kiss the waiting lips, LJ gloried in the absolute, overpowering love she was feeling. It wasn’t long before both women responded with more and more passion as their bodies begged for more.

 

LJ lifted herself up and looked deep into Kylie’s eyes asking a question. Kylie smiled back and said yes. With that LJ took a hard, extended nipple in her mouth and began to slowly suck. Kylie responded with low moans as she caressed the dark head, wanting more. When LJ lightly bit the nipple Kylie exploded in a series of small orgasms. The only thing LJ wanted was to make Kylie happy and show her how much she was loved. She moved to the other nipple as her hand stroked the inside of the trembling thighs of her lover. Once again biting the nipple produced orgasms but this time they were stronger and longer. Kylie grabbed her head and pulled her up for a kiss.

 

The kiss was so passionate and long that both women found themselves gasping for breath. LJ noticed tears. “Have I hurt you?” she said as she kissed the tear stained cheeks.

 

“No.” Kylie managed to say. “I have never felt like this before, it is so powerful. I want more LJ, I want all you can give me.”

 

Gently brushing blonde locks, LJ smiled. “We have a lifetime, baby.” Then she kissed the waiting lips as her fingers began to lightly stroke Kylie’s center. She was very wet and ready but LJ waited taking her lover higher and higher. Fingers slid inside easily as Kylie instantly began moving.

 

LJ stopped her motion as she gently kissed Kylie. Then she took the small hand and led it down her long body to her own center. For a moment she closed her eyes and tried to control the overwhelming need she felt as the fingers moved through her wetness. Soon they were moving as one in a dance as old as time. Finally both women were panting as they bore down on the other’s fingers wanting and needing release. “Now, Kylie, now.” LJ moaned in her ear as they both began one explosion of pleasure after another.

 

Lying in each other’s arms, spent, but incredibly happy, they pledged their love for one another. Then they both went silent for a time, lost in their own introspection.

 

LJ never thought she would be this unbelievably happy ever again. Yet, here she was in the arms of this wonderful woman. Most incredible of all was the unabashed love the woman had for her and she had for Kylie. How could she have not seen how empty her life had been? Remarkable.

 

For Kylie, she found it amazing that for the first time in her life she found what true love was all about. She could have never imagined that her body would react in such a primal way. Even more amazing, was that her passion and desire was for a woman. Remarkable.

 

Slowly, they began to kiss as the passion once again ignited as their bodies again began to dance.

 

* * *

 

Several weeks after returning from the country, LJ moved in with Kylie and Allie. At last they were together as a splendidly happy family. LJ adored Allie and became her chief playmate receiving high marks in Barbie play. Often Kylie would stand in the doorway with a goofy smile as she watched the two of them.

 

It never occurred to Allie that anyone would think it odd that her mother and LJ shared a bed. It was the Wednesday after LJ moved in that Allie spent the day with her grandparents…

 

“Sweetie, what have you been doing lately?” Allie’s grandmother asked.

 

“I’ve been playing with LJ.” Came the casual answer.

 

“Who is LJ, Allie? I don’t recall that name from your school list.” Dorothy Andrews asked her granddaughter.

 

“LJ is my new friend and she plays with me.” Replied Allie.

 

“Is she new to your school, honey? I will have to add her to the school list.”

 

“No, she lives with us.” Allie said off handedly as she concentrated on her coloring.

 

“Lives with you? Since when?” Dorothy’s curiosity was peeked.

 

Allie looked up and smiled. “Mommy thinks she is her friend, but she really is mine. Please don’t tell mommy it would hurt her feelings.” Allie pleaded. Her mother had finally stopped crying; replacing it with laughter.

 

Dorothy patted her granddaughter on the head. “Don’t worry I won’t tell her.” She said smiling as the door opened and her daughter appeared.

 

“Allie, will you go find grandpa and tell him your mommy is here?” After the child got up and went in search of her other favorite playmate, Dorothy spoke. “Allie tells me you have a woman living in your house. When did this happen?”

 

Kylie shook her head. Nothing escapes my mom, she thought. “I see Allie has been talking about her new playmate.” A small laugh escaped as she sat down. “Mom, please sit down. When daddy gets her I would like to speak with you both.” Kylie’s voice was steady.

 

“I found him, here he is.” Allie said exuberantly as she dragged Carl Andrews into the room.

 

Carl bent over and gave his daughter a kiss. “Hi, sweetheart, are you two staying for dinner?”

 

“I’m afraid not, Daddy, but I would like to talk with you and Mom about something, if you have the time.”

 

“For you, always. What’s up?”

 

Kylie motioned for Allie to come to her. Bending over she whispered in the child’s ear then gave her a big hug and kiss.

 

“Okay, Mommy.” Allie said as she headed for the front door.

 

“Where is she going?” Dorothy asked.

 

“All will be answered soon, Mom. There is something I need to tell you both. Please understand I’m not asking for your blessing or permission, I just want to be honest and upfront with you.”

 

“This all sounds very mysterious, should I be worried? There’s something different about you, Kylie. Glow is the only word I can think of.” Carl smiled at his daughter. He could not deny she was positively radiant.

 

Dorothy looked intently at her daughter; she now understood the significance of the new resident in her daughter’s house. “You’re in love, aren’t you?”

 

Green eyes softened as she looked at her mother. “Does it show?”

 

“Yes, it does, Darling. Are you happy?”

 

Kylie stared off, a smile crossing her face as a vision of LJ came to mind. Turning back to her parents, she spoke. “I never knew what happiness was until now. I want you to meet LJ…” She was unable to finish as her father interrupted.

 

“LJ, as in LJ Evans?” Carl looked intently at his daughter. “Isn’t Dr. Evans a woman?” His mind was trying to get a handle on what his daughter was telling them. “Are you telling us you are in love with a woman? I think not young lady!”

 

Dorothy got up and went to her husband. “Look at her, Carl. Have you ever seen her happier? I know I haven’t.”

 

“Happiness has nothing to do with it, Dot! She will not be in an unnatural relationship! End of conversation!”

 

Dorothy saw red as she glared at her husband. “Now you listen to me, Carl Andrews. Our daughter is happy and that fact alone has everything to do with it. The way I see it, she is an adult and can do whatever she wants. Now, we shall welcome LJ into our family as if she were our own. Is that understood?”

 

Carl hadn’t seen his wife act like this very often but he knew there would be no arguing with her. Looking over at Kylie, who despite this turmoil seemed quite serene. “Well, where is she?”

 

Soon Allie came into the room holding the hand of a very serious and apprehensive looking woman. “Here she is, Mommy.” The little girl said beaming. “Grammy and Grandpa, this is my best friend, LJ.”

 

Dorothy went over to LJ and embraced her. “Welcome to our family.” Dorothy said. “Come on in and tell us all about yourself.”

 

Looking over at a smiling Kylie, LJ’s shoulders finally relaxed as the warm feeling of love filled her heart. These people had welcomed her into their family as one of their own without recrimination.

 

“Thank you, Mr. and Mrs. Andrews, for the warm welcome.” Pausing, LJ searched for the right words to say. “I am at a loss for words…I don’t know what to say.”

 

Dorothy took her by the arm and led her over to the couch to sit by Kylie. “You can start by calling us Mom and Dad. Now I expect you all to stay for dinner so I can find out all about my new daughter.”

 

Carl cleared his throat, he was not happy at all about the situation. “Yes, welcome to our home, LJ.” His words sounded forced and cold. “Hey, Allie, what do you say you come help me in the garden. I think I saw a bunny out there earlier.”

 

After the two had left, Dorothy spoke. “Give him time, he will come around.”

 

* * *

 

Dinner was finished and Allie and LJ excused themselves to the living room to color. Carl, sitting in his chair, glared at LJ as anger boiled inside of him.

 

His anger was not lost on LJ, as she looked around the well-decorated room. “Mr. Andrews, I was noticing your arrowhead collection. Did you find them around here?”

 

Carl looked at the woman in surprise. “Why yes, I found them south of here when I was a kid.”

 

“Do you mind if I take a look at them?”

 

“Go ahead.” He barked, not really wanting the woman touching his collection but what could he do? Dorothy would be on his case if he were rude.

 

LJ carefully looked at the collection. “Wow, I can’t believe it! You actually have a bird arrowhead, don’t see many of them…and this one here is pre Columbian, isn’t it?”

 

Getting up Carl went over to LJ. “That one is my pride and joy. When I found it I took it to the university museum for them to look at. They wanted me to donate it…I was twelve and told them no!” He then picked up a spearhead. “What do you make of this one, Doc?”

 

LJ took the artifact and turned it over and over in her hands. “Definitely native to this part of the country. It is completely tooled, but I am surprised by the size of it. We don’t usually see them this big. Hmm, I think this is a rare find.”

 

“Yeah, that is what I thought too. You just don’t find anything like this anymore. As a boy, I remember finding them all the time along with fossils in rocks. Now, there is nothing to be found.”

 

“You know, Mr. Andrews, I have a ranch about twenty miles outside of town. You are welcome to come out there and look. My caretaker tells me he finds arrowhead all the time when he is plowing.” LJ gave him her most engaging smile.

 

“Now you listen to me, Missy, my wife said to call us mom and dad and she is the boss.” Carl smiled fondly. “If you give me the directions to the ranch, I would like to check those arrowheads out.”

 

“Sure thing, Dad. If you have a map I can show you where my place is and I will draw you a map where the best digs are.”

 

Carl put his arm around her shoulder. “That’s what I like, someone who knows the value of a map. Come on into my study…you want a beer, Doc?”

 

LJ followed him into his study smiling…at last she had parents who loved her for who she was.

 

* * *

 

“Kylie.” LJ whispered.

 

“Hmm.” Came the sleepy reply.

 

“I was thinking that maybe you and Allie and me could move out to the farm. It would be a wonderful place to raise children.”

 

Kylie thought she was dreaming, then sat straight up. A glorious smile graced her face as she hugged LJ. “I love you.”

 

LJ laughed. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

 

“How about, yes, yes, yes! When can we move? That will mean a longer drive to work…what about Allie and school? There is so much to do…” Then it dawned on her. “LJ did you say children?”

 

LJ pulled Kylie in closer and kissed the top of her head. “Yes, do you mind?”

 

Green eyes misted over. “Oh, sweetheart, I want that with you. I want you and I to have a family and all live together.” Rising up she gently kissed the lips before her. Then she opened her eyes wide. “LJ, we will have to add rooms to the house. Who will be the father? How many shall we have?”

 

Laughing LJ shook her head. “My love, we can have as many children as you like. We will add on lots of bedrooms and fill them all.”

 

“You’re so wonderful, I love you so much. When can we move?” She was like a dog with a bone and had no thought of giving it up.

 

LJ sat there bemused. How had she gotten to this point? A life partner, a daughter, soon even more children and a farm. “Hmm, Kylie, I’m not really keen on the idea of my having children. Do you mind?”

 

Wrapping her arms around the beautiful woman Kylie kissed the bare shoulder. “Lover, I can’t imagine you pregnant. What do you say I do the baby thing?” Leaning over LJ she opened the drawer to the bedside table and pulled out the phone book.

 

“Kylie? Who are you calling? The sperm clinic?” A rumble of laughter could be heard as she spoke.

 

“No, I’m not calling them, just getting the number so I can call in the morning. You know the father has to be tall and have blue eyes and black hair.”

 

Taking the phone book from her lover, LJ tossed it on the floor. Then she took the small blonde into her arms and began kissing her. “What do you say we stop talking and I show you just how much I love you?”

 

Kylie giggled as she pulled the sheet up over their heads.

 

Late, into the early hours of the morning, their bodies entwined as hearts, minds and souls were embraced in peace and love.

 

“LJ?”

 

“Hmm?”

 

“I love you.”

 

Then, in the hours just before dawn, LJ Evans smiled, as her heart soared. “I love you too, Baby.”

 

* * *

 

In life we are presented with possibilities that may lead to happiness. For LJ and Kylie their path, although rough, lead them to find unconditional love. How many times could they have followed another road? Fortunately they did not.

 

Life is full of possibilities all you need is to be open to them.

 

 

Kylie and LJ will have more of their story in  ‘Fulfillment’ to be posted soon.

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