Come fairies, take me out of this dull world,
For I would ride with you upon the wind
And dance upon the mountains like a flame.
W. B. Yeats
In Sync
Part 1
Oh, God! I could hardly bear these mind-shattering feelings! Every one of my toes was being licked by a warm tickling tongue, and the intensity of the sensations made me moan out loud again and again. The tingle running under my skin centered into a throbbing between my legs that quickly built to a peak. It felt like every one of my nerve endings was on fire. I was so close, so very close... her licking became even more intense, and just when I thought it was too much to bear and I couldn't hold back any longer, she?
"Ouch!"
Startled from my delicious dream by a spark of pain and not yet fully awake, my first reaction was to jump out of bed, but I was held firmly in place by a strong arm around my waist. Recognizing the chuckle coming from behind me, I knew whose arm it was - Eileen O'Shane, mistress of O'Shane Manor, chieftain of her clan and ruler of those seeking refuge in her domain, as well as one of Ireland's
dearg-du's, living in a world that I hadn't know anything about before I was rescued by her some time ago. Because of the strange fate that had brought us together, she was my fiancée as well.
I pulled my thoughts back to the present. Although I was still dazed, I realized that if Eileen was up
here and not down
there, she couldn't be the one who had just bitten my toe and jolted me out of my dream. That meant she couldn't be the one who?
Before my sleep-fogged brain was able to create a clearer thought, her deep voice purred in my ear, "Stay put, lass. Relax and tell me if I should be jealous of Tóraí."
I was still very much confused, but looking down towards the foot of the bed I noticed a big, dark hairy thing which looked a lot like a gene-altered kind of cat to me. Showing the aloofness that was so typical of felines, Tóraí gave me a bored stare and yawned, showing a startlingly pink tongue and what appeared to be a hundred sharp white teeth. It began to dawn on me that this hairy cat-thing sitting near my feet could well be the cause of the erotic sensations I had experienced in my dream.
Oh, God.
I was completely mortified. From Eileen's comment, it seemed I had not only been moaning passionately in my dream, but doing it out loud as well. Trying to bury myself under the duvet, I felt my face grow hot.
Shit! Shit! Shit! So much for dignity.
Eileen showed no mercy, lifting the duvet away from my flaming face. "Well, tell me, lass? would you rather share a bed with my cat? 'Cause she sure seemed to have your number and be able to make you a very happy human if I'm interpreting your moans aright."
I'm not really a morning person. Not so much because I'm a late riser, but because I like to wake up slowly, gently drifting to full consciousness.. I need time to adjust to the thought of the new challenges ahead of me, and I feel especially vulnerable in the mornings. Used to waking up alone, it's typically a while before I have to encounter anyone else. This was a luxury that had become a habit after getting out of a bad relationship and being single for several years. However, now I was with Eileen and nothing had gone as I'd hoped.
On the first morning of my new life, after going to sleep in Eileen's arms the night before, I wished for it to have been more romantic, to maybe just be able to lay together for a while and discuss what needed to be done today, and perhaps talk about the previous evening, which had been a special one for both of us. But here I was instead, wishing the earth would swallow me whole, totally embarrassed about my very vocal erotic dream caused by a cat. To add insult to injury, I was the victim of Eileen's good-natured teasing.
I can't remember a time when I wasn't a target for bullies who picked on me - my fellow students at school; my parents; my former girlfriend Jennifer, who was not only a master of physical pain but also of painful words. My reaction from past experience would have been to be afraid, to either run away or endure Eileen's teasing, hiding the hurt it caused me. But now there was a little piece of my heart that prevented me from having either of those well-learned reactions, a new-found trust whose foundation had been laid yesterday evening that made me aware of just
who was teasing me. It wasn't one of my former tormentors, and it sure wasn't Jennifer's bed I was sharing, it was Eileen's. She was the woman who rescued me; she was my fiancée, my love, and that made all the difference, allowing me to feel the vast difference between my past, my present and my possible future.
Our relatively short relationship became more intimate after last night at Sheedy's, when I took a major step and decided to stay with Eileen in Ireland rather than return to Germany with my friend, Monika. Despite everything I had learned about Eileen and everything I had been told about the upcoming war between the different
sidhe and their kin - a war I would have no possibility of avoiding - I was determined to remain with her. Eileen was my soul mate, my
anam cara, and she felt the same way about me. That knowledge gave me the courage to abandon my old patterns of behavior and find a new path to share with my love.
My heart brimming with affection once my decision was made, I turned around in the bed and started looking for the most ticklish spot on Eileen's body, hoping that
dearg-du's were as vulnerable as humans in that regard. Soon we were giggling and engaged in a mock battle that caused the cat to jump off the end of the bed with a loud disgusted grunt. The tickle-fight also left us both tangled in the bed sheets. Neither Eileen nor myself was willing to surrender, and I was happy since that gave me a good opportunity to cop a feel from Eileen that went further than the simple hugs we had already shared. I eagerly used the excuse to explore her body with touches while at the same time trying to avoid her long fast fingers. Even as I twisted this way and that, I managed to slide my hands over Eileen, registered the fascinating feminine form that was hard with muscle in some places, with an intriguing softness in others.
Nice?
My palm brushed over her breast and caused Eileen to yelp out loud. She did her best to scoot away, apparently not realizing how tangled her legs were in the sheets. The four-poster bed was not that big, either. She slid over the edge and disappeared in a flurry of dark hair and flailing limbs. I heard a loud thump and a muffled curse.
Carefully moving to the other side of the bed, I glanced down at Eileen, who was sitting on the floor, trying to fend off the cat, who showed a concentrated determination to lick Eileen's face or any other bare skin she could find. I wasn't able to suppress my laughter and thought this was the perfect time for revenge. I batted my eyelashes and asked in the most seductive voice I was capable of mustering, "Well, my big, tall, dark and proud vampire - is that the way you like it? Tell me, because I'm open minded and really want to learn what pleases you, even though I'm not sure if my tongue is as skilled as?"
That earned me a deadly glare from Eileen, who interrupted, "Don't call me vampire. I told you already, I am no vampire. And get off me, Tóraí! Damn it!"
I could not stop laughing as she spluttered, trying to push the cat away.
She finally convinced the animal to let go of her. I was giggling so hard, I was hardy able to keep from falling out of bed. What a way to start a new day? and what a difference to the times when I was still with Jennifer, always afraid of what fresh horror the day would bring and what new ways she might find to make me feel worthless and stupid. My spirit had never felt as light as it did at the moment, even though I had no idea what I had done to deserve a chance with this beautiful, clever, funny, sensitive and stubborn woman lying on the floor.
If this is a dream, don't you dare wake me up! I thought, appealing to the universe.
My stomach aching from laughing so much, I untangled myself from the sheets and carefully cast a glance towards Eileen. Her face suddenly appeared just inches away from mine, sharp fangs hanging over her lower lip. She growled at me and my heart skipped a beat.
Had I judged the situation wrong and gone too far? For a moment, I was not sure if teasing her had been such a good idea since I knew that she had a short temper sometimes. She was so much stronger than me, too. If she got truly angry, I would be utterly helpless to defend myself. I was starting to feel sick when I heard her growl, "If you ever, ever again insult me by calling me a vampire, I will make sure that Tóraí has its way with your feet while you are bound to the bedposts, unable to move. Is that clear, lass?"
The familiar warm twinkle in her eyes was irrefutable evidence that everything was indeed all right and she was not too upset. I'd learned by now that her eyes really were the windows to her soul, and the easiest way to gauge her mood, at least for me, was to check her expression. Right now, I could tell she was teasing me again, that cheeky brat!
My momentary fear eased, I lifted a hand and tipped her chin up with my index finger. "And that would be bad for me in what way? You just told me your cat sure has my number."
Quick as a wink, she heaved me down from the bed and I found myself in her lap, my face still mere inches away from her delicately chiseled features. I caught my breath. She murmured, "Do you imply that you prefer my cat's touch to mine?"
That voice, so dark and rich and sexy, if only I could find a way to bottle it? but no, I'd rather not share. Goosebumps rippled all over my skin. I was alarmingly aware that our bodies were touching in the way of lovers. Our play battle was over, and my body seemed to think it was time for more mature pursuits. Eileen's red lips were slightly parted, so very tempting and so very close. I looked into her hooded eyes and was stunned by the desire I could see reflected in the brilliant sapphire depths.
This is for me, I thought.
She wants me and she's mine. I simply didn't have the strength to resist any longer.
Although I still wasn't used to Eileen's fangs - those gleaming canines were a reminder that she was far from human - I brought our lips together, enjoying the feel of her mouth on mine. Her lips were very soft, yielding to my touch and I grew bolder, running my tongue over her fangs. The smooth surfaces felt strange to me, but I took my time, covering every inch of the fangs in a slow exploration with my tongue, including the razor-sharp points. They seemed to be extra sensitive since Eileen rumbled a deep growl when I continued carefully licking the points, wanting to give her pleasure but wary of cutting myself as I had no idea how she might react to the taste of my blood. The choked sounds she made drove me nearly insane with arousal. A rush of pleasure dampened the flesh between my legs. I bit back my own growl, not ready yet to let go totally and lose too much control.
A part of me was shocked by my strong reaction to Eileen, but before I could even think of withdrawing, she met my tongue with hers and my hesitation was shattered by pure desire. Her tongue in my mouth was the most incredible and intimate experience I had ever felt and her callused hands running lightly over my throat and finding my pulse point amplified these feelings even more. It wasn't much longer before we were breathless and forced to gradually break the kiss off, gentling into nuzzles and caresses, neither of us really wanting to let go of the other.
My senses were spinning. I couldn't remember if I ever had been so aroused in my life, but I was pretty sure the answer to that was a clear 'no.' I felt comfortable and safe with her, but at the same time, incredibly vulnerable. My cautious side wanted to be careful and go slow, but that part got smaller with each moment that I stared into her eyes. Another part of me, the one that wanted Eileen so badly it was a physical ache, wanted nothing more than to get Eileen out of her nightshirt, to touch her flesh wherever I could and make slow and passionate love to her . I was a bit surprised by the amount of desire I felt igniting a fire in my belly. Did I really want to take it that slow? Delay suddenly seemed crazy -it was just my fear speaking and wouldn't it be better to just jump into this adventure with Eileen? My heart beat faster as I struggled with the decision, being pulled two ways at once.
An angry "meow" broke the dangerous moment and saved me from doing something I might have regretted later. I knew that I wanted to build a stable relationship with Eileen, a deeper friendship before consummating our bond. At the moment, though, I regretted my rationality and wished I owned the courage to take what she was offering, to hell with the consequences!
As if sensing my turmoil, Eileen gave me one of those slow, cocky smiles of hers, before letting her fangs vanish. Licking her kiss-bruised lips, she brought up a hand to caress my cheek. "Well, lass, I think the cat wants to tell us that she is ready to eat, though I have to admit that I prefer your kisses to Lena's breakfast every time."
I felt absolutely loved and cherished. Could life get any better? I wondered.
"You never told me that you're such a talented kisser, Julia," Eileen went on. "You nearly killed me? but it would have been a good death, indeed."
My chest ached and I had to blink away tears. Nobody had ever told me something like that. I was more used to hearing the opposite of statements like that one, such as my former girlfriend's assertions that I was worthless and unworthy of the least bit of affection, let alone love. Gathering my newly discovered boldness and encouraged by Eileen's sincerity, I kissed her palm. "You can have those kisses whenever you like," I whispered. "Just make sure to let me know and I'll be more than happy to be at your service, mistress."
Her grin got even wider, and the glint in her beautiful blue eyes grew brighter before she gave me a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose. God, she really knew how to make me feel special.
Slowly turning her head, she looked at the cat, who was watching us. Eileen said, "Thanks for disturbing us. I owe you; having pets is something I have to remember to recommend to all couples freshly in love. Who needs chaperones when there is a cat like you around?"
Eileen's words didn't seem to impress the tall cat very much. She began to clean herself with stoic aloofness, letting us know that she didn't care at all about what was happening around her. She was definitely a big cat. Looking at her a bit more closely, I noticed for the first time that she didn't have a tail, which I found curious. Her black fur was rather short and her big almond-shaped eyes were dark yellow, giving the impression of glowing amber. I couldn't remember seeing a breed that resembled her. Before I could ask about the cat's origins, I was carefully lifted back into bed by Eileen. She walked across the room and pulled aside the heavy window curtains to let in a wash of brilliant morning sunlight.
Finally Eileen got back into bed, drew me close and cuddled up against me from behind, placing soft kisses on my neck.
"You know that I find it hard to concentrate if you do stuff like that?" I gasped, my mouth going dry.
"Why would you want to concentrate, lass?"
Yes, why indeed? Rationality returned as I remembered what I had wanted to ask her. I squirmed until I was facing Eileen. "Are you busy today?"
She frowned in puzzlement. "Why?"
"Well, I don't know what your normal daily routine is or if there are any special things you have to do today."
"Ah." She hesitated for a moment. "I will have to meet up with Carrick, my second in command, later on and get an update about the current situation. Most probably there will be something I have to attend to. I've neglected my duties over these past days and there is a lot to catch up on. I am sorry. "
Though that was not how I had wished to spend the day, I understood her point. We couldn't play the happy couple on a honeymoon with so much at stake; Eileen had responsibilities and I wanted to help and support her, even if I wasn't sure how much help I could realistically be. Nevertheless, I desperately craved spending time with her, getting to know her more, seeing her in her normal routine, her life?
I brushed my lips over her mouth without deepening the contact. "I would love to see some more of my new home; maybe I could accompany you? I don't want to be in the way?"
She gave me a happy smile and interrupted, "Aye, I'd like that very much; having you by my side. My kin should get used to the idea of you sharing my life, though I guess that rumors have already spread. Do you know how to ride, lass?"
I stared at her. Ride? As in a horse? Was she serious? "No, I can't, but I know that you have a perfectly functioning car in the garage."
She laughed out loud. "Do I guess right that riding isn't one of your favorite activities?"
I pulled a face. "I never tried, but these animals are way too big for me to ever want to give it a try. I saw yours yesterday evening and you won't be able to get me on a giant like this."
"You are serious?"
I nodded.
"Well, yes, I have a car, but only for those times when I have to go to places like, let's say Dublin, where riding a horse in the middle of a town or even using a carriage nowadays is something you can't do without attracting too much attention."
"Oh." That were bad news for me. I couldn't imagine trying to ride one of those huge hay-burners. The thought alone was enough to give me the shivers.
"Yes,
oh." Eileen ruffled my hair. "I am sorry, Julia, but you can't possibly use a car to reach the places where my kin lives. While the minority live in cottages and could be visited with a car, most of them live either in lakes, in mounds, deep in the forest and so on. So if you like to see more than just the surface of my property, you will have to walk or ride double with me."
My sigh was rather melodramatic, I'll admit. It wasn't the most pleasant notion, but I guessed I would have to learn how to ride. Still, the idea of sitting on such a high, moving thing with its own mind - and platter-sized hooves - did nothing to ease my concern.
"Julia?" Eileen asked.
"I'm sorry." I kissed her forehead. "This is just all so new for me."
She gently brushed my cheek with her knuckles. "I know, lass. It's different than what you've known in the past, and that's frightening. I understand. And I
am sorry, but you will have to get used to a lot of things that are weird for you as I would if I would choose to live in your world. But I'll be at your side, me or Lena, and we'll not leave you to muddle through on your own. Trust me."
I could hear the insecurity in her voice. Realization crashed over me like a wave - she was as afraid that I wouldn't stay with her if she asked too much of me, as I was afraid that I wouldn't fit into her world. If I concentrated, I could even sense the feelings coming from her through the empathy we shared. The magical bond between us was already strong, but I knew that we needed it to become even stronger to have a chance at making such a strange relationship work between a half-
sidhe and a human. I touched the ring I wore, then touched hers reverently, trying to make the simple gesture an unspoken promise. At the same time, I tried to project my own feelings through the bond, hoping she would pick up on how much I loved her. That fact, at least, was not in doubt. The only remaining question was if love would be enough to keep us together; something only time could tell.
A smile stole over her face. "We'll just take one little step at a time, lass."
I smiled back at her, knowing that there was still a long and sometimes bumpy road ahead of us, but also certain that I wanted to do everything in my power to make our relationship work. I thought of a way to bring us back to a less intimidating subject - the cat.
"Eileen, tell me a bit about Tóraí," I said. "I am not sure if I ever saw a breed like that before." I rolled over to get a better look at the cat, who was lying beside the bed with its paws folded under its chest, staring back at me with half-closed amber eyes.
Eileen's breath tickled my ear. "Have you ever heard of Manx cats?"
I nestled against her warm body and gave the question some thought, but I honestly couldn't recall hearing this name before and said so.
After another press of her lips to my neck, Eileen went on, "Well, Manx cats are a species known to your kind as being a breed from the Isle of Man. One of your legends states that their ancestors were faerie cats, which is not far from the truth. Tóraí herself is a direct descendant of the original Manx cats and has the personality of those pure-breeds."
Really? I took my time to study Tóraí some more. She was certainly bigger than any cat I had ever seen, she had no tail, and I most certainly had seen more physically attractive kitties in the past. But I didn't notice anything about Tóraí that could be measured as outstanding.
"What's so special about her, Eileen?" I asked.
She kissed my neck a third time before answering, "Well, Tóraí is highly intelligent, and you can add to that a very playful side and some behaviors which are unusual for any feline. Let me show you." Eileen took a handkerchief from beneath her pillow. She scrunched it up in a little fabric ball and waved her hand to get the cat's attention. "Tóraí!" she called.
The cat was immediately attentive, following the movements of Eileen's hand with narrowed eyes. Tóraí's whole body was tense, the muscles under her black fur clenching and unclenching in a smooth rhythm while she followed Eileen's movements closely. She reminded me of one of those hunting lionesses that were shown in documentaries, waiting for the exact right moment to pounce on their hapless prey.
Eileen threw the hanky without further warning and Tóraí jumped, catching it while it was still in flight. "Tóraí, bring it," Eileen said.
To my astonishment, that was just what the cat did, jumping on the bed and dropping the handkerchief in front of me. I was absolutely stunned. Catching it, okay, but retrieving it like that was very unusual for the kind of cats I'd known.
Eileen just smiled, leaned over me and scratched Tóraí under her chin, causing the cat to purr like a little engine. "Tóraí is Gaelic and means 'hunter,'" Eileen said. "She is exceptional good at hunting and we've never been in need of a spell to keep mice or rats away from the manor since she's been with us, for she's well feared by those annoying rodents."
Tóraí lay down on her back and stretched out, giving Eileen the opportunity to scratch her furry belly as well. Eileen went on to me, "To get her to obey you like that only works if you have her respect, Julia - she is still very much a cat, very independent and proud, and doesn't have the simple pack mentality of a dog. But her breed is very social and when they take to someone, they become very attached to that person."
I tentatively stuck my hand out to Tóraí, letting her sniff my fingers, though she already had experience with my toes - the memory made me shudder a bit - and should be used to my scent. As if reading my mind, she began to lick my fingers, covering every inch while I almost giggled at the rough sandpaper texture of her long pink tongue.
Eileen laughed softly. "And she sure likes you, lass, but it's me that will soon lose her respect if I don't feed her breakfast without more delay, so let's get dressed and go downstairs. We can take a bath later on if you like."
She waggled her eyebrows, making me chuckle. Nevertheless, I wasn't sure how serious she was about the offer to bathe together. As much as I had been ready to throw my principles overboard earlier in the morning, I was afraid to let Eileen see me fully naked yet, now that my brain was functioning again. Thinking about her touching me while being together in a tub? all that bare slippery skin, not to mention the intimacy? it felt as if I was on an emotional overload, not sure if I would be able to handle what a bath together would probably mean.
I opted for honesty, feeling absolutely stupid, but I took Eileen at her word that she wanted me to speak openly about my feelings and fears and so I said: "Eileen, I? I'm sorry, I know that I was the one initiating the kissing and? but I don't think?."
Her warm finger against my lips stopped my babbling. "Shush, lass. I stand by my word. We go as slow as you need it, no pressure at all. We have all the time in the world. To be honest, I'm not sure how much more my heart could take today after those kisses of yours anyway."
"Thank you. I am sorry?"
Again, her fingertips stopped my mouth before I could say something that would embarrass us both. "No buts, no need to be sorry. Thank you for the wonderful morning." She replaced her finger with her lips in a gentle, tender kiss that lacked the urgency of the ones we shared earlier. Where had she been hiding all these years, I thought, and why hadn't we met before I got with Jennifer? The longer I spent in Eileen's presence, the more I felt my old wounds beginning to mend. Oh, God, I'm so in love with the woman and I'd only known her a week!
"Eileen?" I murmured.
"Yes, Julia?"
I felt a bit shy but gathered my courage and said, "If you'd like, you could wash my back."
Eileen smiled indulgently and tapped my nose with her finger. "You're insane. How much torture do you think I can stand, seeing you naked and only being allowed to wash your back? Are you crazy? I'm not made of stone."
She got out of bed and mumbled something about a cold bath and slave duties while walking over to her wardrobe. I decided that this was the right time to use the huge en suite bathroom for the purpose of dressing myself, not only for my own modesty but for hers as well. Kissing and making out was one thing, but considering my lack of self control earlier in the morning, her nakedness might prove a temptation impossible to resist. I have to admit that I was definitely nervous about her seeing me buck naked, too, as there was still a part of me that couldn't imagine why she would like what she saw. Some of those doubts had vanished in the course of the morning, but enough remained to make me wary of exposing myself.
I unpacked my little duffel bag and took some clothes into the bathroom with me, thankful that I didn't have to wear yesterday's dress a second day. Most of my stuff was still at the Hydro hotel. One of the items on my list of 'things to do' either today or tomorrow was getting my baggage to the manor. I also had to talk with my friend Monika about what to do with my meager belongings back in Germany. There wasn't much I owned and less that I wanted to keep apart from a few books and some photos, but I had to decide what to do - whether to store them, ship them over to Ireland, donate them or whatever.
Thinking about it made me aware of the fact that Monika's holiday in Ireland was coming to an end. She would have to go home to Germany rather soon, and she'd be returning without me. There was no question that I wanted to remain with Eileen, but it still felt weird that I would be staying behind in a world I had known nothing about just a short time ago.
Pulling on a pair of socks, I cast a glance at the huge sunken tub that dominated the room. It was big enough for two people who wouldn't need to touch each other if they moved around a lot. I started thinking, maybe it would be fun and another step to making myself feel more comfortable if I shared a bath with Eileen in the tub. Some candles, a bottle of wine, lots of scented foam to hide under ? sure, a strictly platonic kind of bath between friends, and here I was, a woman without second thoughts. Oh, damn. I couldn't even sell that to myself.
Eileen's voice brought me out of my sweet self-torture as she called through the closed door, "Come on, lass, the cat is ready to eat me alive. Better hurry or there'll be nothing left of me!"
I put my sweater and jeans on, quickly brushed my teeth, splashed some water on my face, and went back into the bedroom only to see Tóraí wrestling with Eileen for the handkerchief. I enjoyed seeing this playful side of Eileen. There were so many things I didn't know about her and I was sure that there were a lot of surprises left for me to discovery. As if reading my mind, Eileen looked up at me with a bright smile on her face.
I smiled back at her. "Are there more pets like this one I should know about, Eileen? Just in case I need to protect other parts of my body when leaving this room?"
"No, not really, there are only the dogs, the horses? let me think. Ah, right. Did you ever hear about the special connection of my kind with birds and butterflies?"
I stifled a groan. "Thanks. I see I will have to get used to be licked, nibbled and whatever."
I didn't even see her move but her arms were around me, and her voice was suddenly very close to my ear, causing me to shiver and weakening my knees even more." Can I lick and nibble on you as well?" she asked in a low purr.
My face grew hot. "Stop that," I said, batting at her hands where they were curved possessively around my hips.
She laughed, kissed one of my flushed cheeks and wrapped an arm around my shoulder before guiding me out of the bedroom and down the long corridor.
It was the first time I'd had a chance to look around on this floor since I hadn't had eyes for anything else other than Eileen yesterday evening. I regarded the décor in the corridor with curiosity, trying not to stumble over Tóraí, who was running constantly between our feet as we walked along. Maybe 'run' isn't the right word; the way the cat moved reminded me more of a bunny, a sort of hopping glide that seemed to have little to do with the elegant, sinuous movements of a feline. I did my best to suppress the impulse to laugh, sure that neither the cat owner nor the cat would appreciate my thoughts very much.
I noticed that this particular corridor was rather empty except for a few chairs and a chest of drawers that was as expensive-looking as the furniture I had seen downstairs. It was very grand, but also cool, sterile and uninspiring. Only the kitchen had made a different, more favorable impression on me, but that was Lena's domain, and I was sure that she was the sole reason for the warm atmosphere there.
As Eileen and I continued our way, I began to wonder about the torches that were supposed to provide illumination. I found it weird and not safe at all to have torches like that inside the house, especially after hearing that the original manor had burnt down a long time ago.
I halted and voiced my thoughts to Eileen, who listened patiently to me before responding, "I guess you've noticed by now that we don't have the house wired for electricity?"
What I had noticed when recuperating from my injuries in the guestroom seemed to be true for the whole manor so far. I hadn't seen a hint of electricity anywhere. Eileen took one of the torches out of the clamp which was securing it to the wall and said, "There are two reasons for the lack of electricity on my property. One is based on the dislike most of my guests feel when it comes to modern inventions. Though hospitality is one of the highest rules with my kin, I'm free to make my own decisions, but I have to admit that being around electricity makes me uncomfortable. I can feel the flow of power and have a hard time relaxing. Therefore, the decision to continue living without electricity in the manor was one easily made for me. And the other reason for the lack of mundane power is that we simply don't need it."
She waved her hand and mumbled something which I didn't quite catch, a sibilant language that rushed out of her in a breath. Within a moment, the torch burst into flame and started burning brightly. Another wave and some more words from Eileen, and the torch went out.
"Wow!" I exclaimed, not knowing what else to say. She was practicing what had to be pure magic, and the demonstration thrilled me.
Eileen grinned and put the torch back into the clamp. "The advantage of using the torches like this is that it's absolutely safe. Nobody really notices it isn't real fire. They neither smell as strong as oil or petroleum, nor do they turn the manor into a smokehouse. The only open fires I allow inside are the ones in the fireplaces as they're safe and wood-burning, and create a different atmosphere compared to everything else, even magic I might say. The danger of a fire caused by one of the open fireplaces is nearly nil."
"Wow," I repeated. "Could you make those torches produce a smell when they burn?"
Eileen looked amused but confirmed that she could, if that was her will.
I left her standing and continued walking towards the stairs while considering the implications. Wouldn't it be great to leave the bedroom in the mornings and be greeted by the smell of freshly brewed coffee when entering the corridor, or leave the room for dinner and be greeted by the wonderful bouquet of a fine red wine? If Eileen was able to conjure a scent from thin air? well, there was a lot potential in the idea.
Eileen caught up with me when I reached the stairs. She cast me a suspicious glance, but we continued our way downstairs in silence. I knew she was curious about my question and what I had been thinking about, but since she didn't ask, I decided to keep the idea to myself for the moment and reveal it at a later point.
Tóraí bounced along a lot faster as soon as we reached the bottom of the stairs, and went enthusiastically in the direction of the kitchen. Rich aromatic smells made my mouth water, and caused me to pick up speed and my stomach to let out a loud rumble.
Eileen stopped and bent down to take a closer look at my growling belly, before poking me with a fingertip. "And what kind of beast lives in there?" she asked, her eyes twinkling.
I waggled a finger at her. "Do not touch before it's fed!"
Eileen stood straight and hunched away, pretending to be afraid. When I swatted at her head, she grinned and dropped the pose. "Well lass, first I have to feed the cat in the kitchen, but that won't take long and then we can feed you. I forgot to ask if you would prefer to have breakfast served in the dining room or in the library?"
I expected us to eat in the kitchen, my favorite room so far (although the library came a close second), and told Eileen, "Well, the kitchen would be my choice. I really like it and I would like to spend some time with Monika and Lena while we eat. Would that be okay?"
Eileen frowned as if she was not sure that my request was serious. "Sure," she said after a pause. "If you prefer the kitchen, no problem."
Sitting in front of the kitchen door, Tóraí complained loudly about our laziness. The plaintive yowl made me laugh; she sure knew how to make her wishes known. After glancing at each other, still giggling, Eileen and I picked up speed for the last few steps and entered the kitchen with the cat following closely on our heels, finding Monika already sitting comfortably in front of the remains of a huge breakfast spread over the table.
Lena, who was standing at the oven, greeted us with a warm hello, but Monika was her usual self, meaning not subtle at all. I was certain that she could hardly wait to tease us about showing our faces at such a late hour of the morning, and I was right.
"Look at this," Monika said; raising her eyebrows in pretend surprise, "the two lovebirds make an appearance. We didn't expect you to join us this morning - right, Lena?"
I was saved from making a sharp retort when the cat suddenly ran into the far corner of the kitchen and began to chase something, zooming here and there as if she lost her mind. I was only able to glimpse that the 'something' she was after seemed as green as a piece of grass, and it was running like a whirlwind trying to escape Tóraí's claws with some complicated maneuvers.
What is that? I wondered, trying to bring the scurrying prey into better focus.
Lena was the first to react. She ran after Tóraí, trying to catch the racing cat. "Let him go. Let Tom be, you stupid cat!" she squalled.
Tom? Monika and I stared at each other. She looked as baffled as I felt.
Tóraí finally obeyed after a short command from Eileen and abandoned the chase, going to sit next to an empty bowl. The cat was still hissing, but the sound was a bit garbled as it was chewing at the same time. Lena walked over and bent down grumbling, holding her hand under Tóraí's mouth. The cat gave her a slit-eyed glare but finally spit out whatever it was she was chewing. The small green 'something' I had seen climbed fast into Lena's hand, ranting the whole time in a piping voice and shaking a little fist in the cat's direction, which did her best to look as bored as possible.
"What or who is that?" I asked, amazed.
Eileen replied in a low voice, "That's Tom. He's one of the
cluricauns living here, helping out in the kitchen as is the way of all
cluricauns. Under normal circumstances, Tom's people only do this in human houses as the likes of the
sidhe are not very much in need of their kind of assistance, but he ran into trouble some time ago and had to leave the place that had been his home for several human generations. He found his way to us. Simply put, he is another refugee who asked to stay and I gave my consent."
Tom still seemed to be upset. Tóraí did her best to ignore the
cluricaun's constant chatter while meowing in front of her empty bowl, eyeing Eileen expectantly. But Eileen ignored the cat and continued, "Usually you hardly notice Tom around -
cluricaun's are soft-footed when they choose to be -but not too long ago, Tóraí caught him eating food out of her bowl and well, let's say it will take a lot for them to become friends again. It's been a long time since I've seen him in the kitchen during the day." Her steady gaze narrowed. "Most probably he used Lena's absence yesterday evening and found himself some wine. That's a
cluricaun's biggest vice. They'll drink themselves silly every chance they get, but they tend to wait until after they've done their chores before going on a drunken spree."
A cluricaun? I took a few slow steps in Lena's direction, careful not to move too quickly and startle the tiny man standing on the palm of her hand. His aggravation appeared scarcely abated. Even though I wasn't able to understand what he was shouting, I was fairly sure that he was using a lot of words that I would have deemed inappropriate for such a little guy. I took my time studying his appearance. Tom had long golden hair, white skin and red cheeks; he looked like a very small version of a human or perhaps a bigger version of a child's toy. His clothes were green, the same grassy color as the little wet hat crumpled in his right hand - the hat which Tóraí had been chewing on before it was rescued. Despite his pique, the little
cluricaun looked adorable.
Suddenly his high-pitched babbling stopped and he turned his gaze toward me. I stopped breathing for a second, not sure what to expect. He tilted his head a bit more, obviously checking me out as thoroughly as I had been studying him. All of a sudden a bright smile lit up his face and he nodded, his cheeks turning even redder, before he shyly lowered his head.
Lena chuckled and ruffled his hair before she went to the open fireplace to set him down on the hearth. In the next second he was gone, leaving not a trace behind. Lena turned around, shaking her head. "He sure wasn't in such a shape for a long time. Drunk as an earl, he is! Partly my fault, really. I forgot to lock the door of the wine cellar yesterday evening. I am sorry, mistress. I will have a look later to see what we need to stock up again."
It was Monika who regained the ability to speak first, although she still looked stunned. "I will never get used to this," she said. "One second, it seems like everything is normal and I'm enjoying this delicious breakfast, and the next second something like
that happens. I wouldn't be surprised if I started seeing pink elephants next."
Eileen and Lena stared at her as if she lost her mind. Eileen finally asked in obvious confusion, "Why would we have pink elephants?"
Monika waved her hand dismissively and took another bite of toast, while I shook my head and sat down next to her. I totally understood what she meant. "I know, buddy," I said to Monika. "Sometimes I feel like I've wandered onto a movie set, and I'm not sure if I am an actor in it, or if this is a crazy dream and ? a whatever."
I leaned my elbows on the table and put my head in my hands, suddenly feeling a bit overwhelmed from everything that had happened in the course of this morning. A few seconds later, a shining blue mug was put in front of me and the most amazing fragrance drifted to my nose. Freshly brewed coffee? one of
my biggest vices, especially since these amazing coffee shops had begun to spread all over our town. It wasn't often that I allowed myself to indulge in the pleasure of one of those over-priced fancy drinks, but sometimes I just wasn't able to resist the temptation or simply had to reward myself. A good cup of coffee was nearly as perfect for the soul as good chocolate as far as I was concerned. Carefully I took the mug in both hands, enjoying the warmth, and took another sniff. Ah, pure bliss!
I looked up into Lena's smiling eyes. She said, "Well, little one, I was told that
if you would come down this morning, you would most probably kill for good coffee, and since it seems a bit too early for the first slaughter of the day I thought I'd better be prepared."
The truth was not too far away from that statement. Fortunately, I had no time for my usually morning grouchiness. I smiled back at her. "You are my hero, Lena! Thanks."
I put some milk into my cup, stirred with a spoon, and took a careful sip of the brew, not really sure what to expect since the coffee I'd drunk so far during our holiday had not been a positive experience for my taste buds. But oh, my goodness! I closed my eyes and took another sip, enjoying the way the rich complex taste rolled over my tongue and developed in my mouth. "Lena, this is simply delicious! Thank you," I said again. For such a cup of coffee, she deserved a million thanks and maybe a medal.
Lena winked at me before turning back to her stove to finish preparing our belated breakfast while Eileen finally fed the demanding cat. I gazed around, really loving the atmosphere of this room. The wooden table was made of solid oak, darkened by generations of use, and fitted well with the tone floor and the whitewashed walls. Clusters of dried herbs hanging from the ceiling added to the cozy atmosphere, as did the variety of colorful china arrayed on the Welsh dresser, and copper pots on hooks by the fireplace. It was a room where one could literally taste and smell life. I knew that this would be one of my favorite places to spend my time. I could even imagine preferring to read a book while sitting in one of the chairs in front of this fireplace instead of in the library. I liked the library but the kitchen seemed to be the heart of the manor and indeed, it proved to be so during the rest of the morning that was spend in playful banter between the four of us until Lena forced us to leave her realm.
Eileen had to meet with Carrick, her second in command, to get an update on the current situation with Madeleine while Monika and I decided to use our free time for a view of the big garden. We wanted to enjoy the brilliant weather until it was time for me to meet Eileen and begin the first horse ride of my entire life.
Continued in chapter 2