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Subtitled: Kate

Kate was born into her parents' busy careers. The unplanned pregnancy and eventual birth of a daughter were incorporated into the grand scheme of things and dealt with in stride. Professionally, her parents were very successful. Parentally, they immediately ensconced the infant into a nanny's care. Having borne the fruit, they left the nanny with funds to polish.

Through their broker, they purchased a provincial district house and installed Kate and the nanny inside. The elegant six bedroom, two story house became Kate's stomping grounds for early childhood.

Her parents interposed their extensive travels with visits to see their offspring, bestowing gifts and luxury items in exchange for time. Eventually, they left an exhausted child wondering if they would return. Although not unloved, she was neglected and began to feel a missing element.

At the tender age of five, Kate entered an all-girls private tutorial academy. She began the learning process. Broken from the solitude of being the 'only' child, she absorbed the strict atmosphere unconditionally. She began to make some friends. She began to play with others. It filled a part of the neglected portion of her life a spring well of pleasure she had been acutely unaware she needed.

She began to excel in all schoolwork. She reached forward and pushed hard to be able to show her parents her worth. The school considered her an apple off the exceptional parental tree. Her parents begged apologies at being unable to attend her birthday celebrations. They began to send birthday checks directly to her instead of to the nanny. Kate ignored the depression and pushed on.

The competition encouraged among the children in tutelage was expected. Kate seemed to out distancing her peers easily. Through letters, the school made references to advanced training beyond their capabilities and suddenly Kate was scooped up and reestablished into a pre-teen all-girls boarding school. The school held higher achievement in academics than any other around.

Without questions, Kate buckled down in her new environment and learned the new ropes to climb. She progressed quickly and developed new interests in her academic world. The added expansion of art, history and music were adapted into her ever-excelling world of arithmetic, science, English and sports.

Invariably as she grew intellectually with time, she also grew physically. Her body developed fast. She started her period at eleven. Her breasts grew larger. She stood among her peers as petite and gorgeous. Her shorter stature with blonde-haired pale features often had her being mistaken for younger. She barely noticed. She took the changes in stride.

During her final year at the teen academy, they held a mini prom night. Boys were the discussion of the week and they were discussed a lot! Kate felt a curiosity surging forward that could not be held back.

Her isolated world of girls turned her interest in boys from healthy to obsessive. She managed to talk a few girls into sneaking out and going over to the nearby 'Boarding School for Gentlemen'. The mini prom had most on edge and a few were ready to see the 'future' of their calling.

Kate met Sean that night.

Sean was a cool kid whose parents hit it big with investments. He was sixteen and made Kate feel things inside. With one glance, she fell in puppy love. Her green eyes sought his brown and locked together as if they were inseparable. His words were soft and direct. He told her he liked her. She was amazed. She finally felt like number one to someone else. Her fourteen years of life held no foundation for such affection. She floundered in her neediness and craved his attention.

They met again at the dance and Sean begged her to take a chance with him. He kissed her that night. She became a reckless girl from then on. Her academic program became secondary as she began to take greater risks, meeting with him again and again. She led a double life, daylight versus night.

Once the routine was established and Kate was taking the bite Sean fed her, he began to reel her in. Promises of forever and constant I-love-you's filled a void Kate held inside. She had been so thirsty for love throughout her life; she didn't want to probe the significance of his groping hands and forward touch.

Touches and long kisses awoke her hormones and brought them into the fray. She lost her virginity in his dorm room one night. In the fever of her love, she gave all, infused by her deep desire to be loved. Sean took what he wanted and enjoyed it immensely.

He talked her into experimenting. He guided her down a slippery path of sexual deviation, exploring alternative methods to satisfy his growing twisted appetite. And she let him, wanting him to have what he wanted. He took her 14-year-old body and molded it to his whims. They tried different positions, he brought out sexual toys; a few times he tied her up. His appetite grew as they both neared graduation.

She would be graduating to attend a private high school closer to her hometown. She dreaded the finality of their eventual parting. Sean knew this and played on it for everything he could get. He was turning 17 and graduating to leave the state. His little play toy would never see him again.

Kate heard him ask for one last night. She cried at his remorseful tone. They hugged and made plans.

That night she snuck out of the dorm was the night before the girls' graduation ceremonies. Her cap and gown had been laid out to retrieve easily. She was wired from excitement and transferred the feelings into a need for Sean.

When she arrived, Sean looked ready to ravish her. He stepped back from their embrace and nodded toward the bed. Kate saw the strings tied to the corners and recognized the familiar setup of restraints. He blindfolded her with care. She submitted to his will and stretched her body out for his caress. His caress never came.

A knock at the door made her freeze. She whispered Sean's name but heard nothing. Suddenly something was shoved into her mouth. The next hours became a nightmare.

Sean and two others, Kate thought, began to tear her life apart as they had their way with her. She screamed, only to have it muffled through the gag. She clenched her hands in the restrains until blood flowed from her fingernails driving into the skin. Nothing stopped the multiple assault or the grunts of animalistic pleasure she heard. She couldn't even block out the cheers and high fives. She blacked out from pain and fear.

When she awoke she was lying outside of the girls' academy against a brick building. She was completely dressed and painfully hurting throughout her body. The night breeze chilled her skin as she managed to creep back into her dormitory room. She lay awake on her bunk, hurt and confused and shivering.

She must have fallen asleep, only to wake up to graduation day. Bells pealed across the quad with cheerfulness, 49 happy girls chattered and squealed on their way to graduation. She struggled with inner demons and managed to clean up, get dressed, and make it down to breakfast to pick at a plate of fruit.

Dazed throughout the day, she faded more into herself as the hours went by. She watched for someone to recognize the agony she had been inflicted with, but no one spoke. The ceremony had begun; she walked a path of accepting a diploma that she would repeat in her lifetime more than once. Her parents called her to congratulate her. She eventually retired from the dorm celebration to cry herself to sleep in the early evening.

She took the next month off, pleading a need to recuperate from the finals. Her parents authorized the deal and she returned to her childhood house to be alone. She never saw Sean again. She never mentioned to anyone her abusive horror. She continued on to high school and received a scholarship to study science at the University of Sacramento.

She spent four years on the Dean's list to receive her Bachelor's in Biology, graduating at the age of 23. Her parents could not have been prouder. They pulled some strings and got her into UCLA to begin to work on her Master's.

The first week before classes began she arrived in Los Angeles looking for an apartment.


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