Subtext disclaimer: Anyone against two consenting adult females in a loving relationship? see ya. not alowed to read in your area. bye. If your underage, Hey so am I. But I never write anything but PG maybe next time. Sorry no sex in this, just a kiss.

Violence. Nope Nothing .Sorry.

Language: Yep they have bad mouths, but not to bad

This is my first go at short fan fiction. I love feedback so tell me what you think, But please be nice: xenano1fan@hotmail.com

The Song in the story is by Mariah Carey Called Open arms

I hadn't seen Kate for months now. I miss her so much. And I lost her because of my stupidity. No I didn't cheat; well I don't call it cheating. I kissed Kylie- a tall blond. She wouldn't leave me alone, so I kissed her to shut her up. Its not like I slept with her. What I didn't know was that Kate had just walked in right as my lips locked with Kylie. All I remember was seeing the sight of her running out of the house and the slamming of the door and feeling my heart break with every step she had taken away from me. I know I shouldn't have kissed Kylie. I know I did wrong. Kate didn't even let me explain to her she just left. I let her go so she can get some air thinking we could talk that night or the next day. No. The next day while I was at work she had packed her bags and had left without leaving me a note or a phone number. Nothing. I knew I didn't deserve such a friend. That what Kate was. My best Friend. My lover. My soulmate.

Everyday is like a blur to me, I go to work then my nights are spent going to bars and drinking till I am kicked outside onto my butt. I know its sounds mad. But I loved the feeling of being thrown, beaten and slapped. Makes me feel better that I'm paying for the hurt I did to Kate. I didn't even go looking for her, she must think I'm with Kylie. I DON'T LOVE KYLIE, I wanna scream to the world. I love Kate.

My heart is aching for her. I never told her that I loved her. Or that I was… am in love with her.

One night I was at the bar like I am every night, going to swallow my fifth glass of beer when the glass was taken away from me. I was about to tell the person to fuck off and give me my glass back. But my bloodshot eye's caught sight of a tall woman with long black hair. My heart.

My breath caught, and a sob escaped my lips before I could stop it. She look at me with her blue eyes that I love so much and then turned away. I was sure she didn't want to know me anymore. I was about to run out of there when I heard our favorite song. It was the song she sang to me the first time we made love. She just sat there on the chair looking at me, those blue eyes pinning me. Then she started to sing her voice like magic.

Lying beside you, Here in the dark

Feeling your heart beat with mine

Softly you whisper. You're so sinsare

How could I'll love been sooo blind

Where sailed on together,

where drifted apart,

And here you are by my side.

So now I call to you with open arms

Nothing to hide,

Believe what I say,

Soo here I am, with open arms,

Hoping you'll see what your love means to me,

Open arms.

Living with-out you,

Living alone,

This house seems so cold,

Wanting to hold you,

Wanting you near,

How much I wanted you home

Now that you've come back,

tonight and today,

I need you to stay,

So now I come to you,

with open arms,

Nothing to hind,

believe what I say,

I love you!

When I heard these three words she was right near me softy singing in my ear till the end of the song, Kate softy pulled my blond head up to look at her. She had tears in her eyes as did I. "I'm sorry. I love you too," I whispered. I wanted to kiss her, to hold her forever. She then pulled my lips to hers and kissed me with passion "I love you Josie," She whispered again, "I love you so much." I knew everything was going to be all right.

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O.k that was just a story for the mood I was in. This is the first very short story I've written I have some more stories you just have wait. I never post in parts as I tend to change alot in the stories, Hoped you liked this one :)

Michelle