I Dream by Sienna Rain

When I found out that you loved me, my heart felt light as a feather. Money didn't matter, only your acceptance and love. He let me know the truth and I cherished it. You may never know how I feel about you. Although I hope and pray that is not true. I love you, I truly do.

From the first moment I saw you, I was intrigued. You walked down that hallway and into my heart. I like the way that you walk; your confident swagger. You keep your head held high; with your shades hiding those beautiful, expressive eyes. I did a double take when I first saw you. And now if only I could touch you. I love you, I truly do.

At first I didn't even recognize that I had fallen for you. Until I realized my thoughts kept drifting back to you; before I go to bed at night and when I wake up in the morning. Even in my dreams, most times, you are there. You are both one of the sources of my joy and my pain. I love you, I truly do.

I keep thinking of you; even while I am trying to work. My mind keeps coming back to you. You have someone else in your life and so do I. I don't know what to do. You have my heart, yes, you do! I am trying to put some distance between us because when I see you I know my eyes will betray my heart. I am exposed; laid bare before you. I don't even know your name. How can this be? This kind of love is so intense and so real. Sometimes, I cry myself to sleep. I wonder do you feel my pain. I believe that you do. I love you, I truly do.

I must move on with my life, but I will continue to dream. I will always think of you; your strong angles and soft planes. The strength I see in your arms and legs; Silky soft tissue covering muscle and bone; Intimidating intelligence behind those beautiful brown eyes. Oh and when you smile... Well lady, my heart melts. This is the vision I will see before I close my eyes to sleep. My vision of you, I will take with me into my dreams.