What do you say when you finally meet your soul mate. When the light strikes her hair at that perfect angle. When the feel of her will, her spirit moves you and meets yours. When your soul meets and knows it's true mate. How do you act when you look into her eyes for the first time and you feel the pull in your heart, in your soul. What do you say when your heart soars free and lays at her feet. What do you say when her mouth curves into a beautiful smile. How do you know that this person is the one for you. How do you know that no matter what this is the person you will be spending your life with. What do you do when you just know. What do you do when this person happiness is paramount to your own. What do you do when your heart flutters at the sight and sound of her. What do you do when this person makes you feel a kalidescope of emotions, What do you with such strong feelings for one person.
I can tell you what I did and I'm doing. I'm embracing her with my whole life and open arms. We are going at a pace that is good for us and not anyone else. We are exploring this feeling, this rightness, this oneness together.
All I can say is my prayers were answered with her and she enhances my happiness, my life, and my love. I'm in love with her but I love her, the good, the bad the quirky all of her.
We meet off of the internet. An interesting place. At the time she was getting to know someone and I respected that. I remember gazing at her picture that she sent me and thinking her soul is so beautiful and that I would at least like to be friends if nothing else. I didn't hear from her for a couple of weeks. I had sent her my number to call me so she could know I was a woman and that I was serious about getting to know her. She let me know she was monogamously trying to get to know someone and I left it alone. For some reason I never got rid of her pictures. I kept them.
Then one day as I was reading lesbian fiction off of the Sandbox from a link on Beyond uber. I received an email in my inbox. Imagine my surprise and elation when I realized it was my 'Pirate Womyn'. I was happy to hear from her. I was expecting to make a new friend which I did. I also feel head over heels for a women for the first time without meeting her. I wanted to go and see her being that we were in different states. She agreed. I went and as they say the rest is in the making. And I'm loving every bit of it and her. Never in my wildest dreams did I believe I would be in love. Especially when I had resigned myself to being single as I've been single for over five years until now.
My heart and soul has married this woman and I'm happy as a clam and want everyone to be as happy as me.
Sincerely,
Sexytiny I Love you Pirate Womyn
And Then Came You by Moody
5/04/05
I spent a good part of my adult life wishing and waiting for Teri and I to
be together again. She was my best friend, my Soul mate. The one person
who new me inside and out. She watched me "Grow up". We had some
wonderfully amazing years together. I wouldn't have traded any of it.
When Teri died a piece of me went with her. I felt that life had stopped
for me dead in it's tracks. The type of love that we shared was unique and
beautiful beyond words.
A real treasure. Few people experience love like that. There are no words
to describe the feeling of loving and loosing a "Soul mate". Having
experienced a relationship like that is both a Blessing and a Curse all
wrapped up in one.
I never dreamed I would find somebody worthy of my love again.
Somebody who would love me unconditionally and cherish all that I am.
Somebody who would allow me complete access to their Heart, Mind and Spirit.
Somebody who would share Love and Life with me for as long as "Forever"
would be.
My heart has been so tired,
So torn,
So alone
I never thought I would smile again, the kind of smile that originates from
deep down in your soul.
The ones that are made up of "Cookie Castles" and " Candy Dreams"
I truly believed I would be FOREVER alone,
Forever in "Love" and "Hate" with my feeling and emotions,
Forever a prisoner of my own HEART.
Then came "You"
A Sweet, Caring, Young, Beautiful, Talented Girl,
Miles and miles away, in a far away place
Too good to be true,
Too Beautiful for words,
Blinding me with her poetry,
Killing me with her kindness,
Too "REAL" for my heart to believe,
She fell in Love with Me
All of me,
My Smile, My Walk, My Touch, My Laugh
My shades of grey
Unconditionally,
Uncontrollably,
Unbelievably,
She is a "Blessing"
A "GIft"
Wrapped in the most delicate Black Silk Threads.
Her Eyes speak to me of Love, Truth, Devotion and Forever.
Her Smile beams with alluring sensuality.
She brings Splashes of Color to my world,
Charting Forbidden Territories with her Touch
I feel myself falling into a Cloud of open arms,
Her Heart wrapped tightly around my Soul,
A blanket of "Wildflowers" awaits my arrival ...
Written for Keesha ..... By Moody