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Disclaimer and Acknowledgments
This is an adult story that primarily features stories involving women. If it is illegal in the state, province, or country in which you live; or if you are under the age of 18, please leave the site and find something else to read.There are consensual sexual relations between adult women, which may be graphically explicit.There are elements of strong language, violence, physical and/or mental, as well as some emotional hurt and discomfort in the story.The events portrayed in this story are fictional and any resemblance to actual events and/or people is purely coincidental.The poem, To The One Away, is by Sara Teasdale and is acknowledged in this story.Acknowledgment: Thank you for all your help Alice and Packie.Dedication: This story is for two special ladies, Vi and Carmen.Author's Note:
This story was written in three parts. The first part is from Kiley's viewpoint. The second part is from LJ's viewpoint about the same events. The last part is from both their viewpoints. The reading of the first story Possibilities may help in the understanding of the characters in this story.
Introduction “Damn you! Damn you to hell!” Kiley sobbed as she pounded LJ’s chest. “Why, why? How could you do this to us?” she asked as she collapsed against the taller woman.
Wrapping arms around her love, LJ whispered as tears coursed down her cheeks. “Please forgive me.”
L J
Memories and Family Ties
She stood there in shock…how had her grip on life gotten so out of control. Kiley was everything she ever wanted and yet she stood there damning LJ to hell. Shaking her head in disbelief she wondered back over their lives together…
~ ~ ~
For LJ, life had a weird way of teaching her lessons. She was stripped of her first love, Holly, as a freak accident took her life. At the same time, her family, except for her grandmother, disowned her as a deviant of nature. After that, she devoted her life to her work, feeling that relationships weren’t worth the time. Her liaisons, and there were many, brought her sexual relief which was all she wanted out of such affairs. A good hard, hot and physical fuck was all she needed until Kiley Wilcox came into her life.
Once the small, blonde woman arrived, LJ fought her feelings until she realized she couldn’t resist falling in love. What resulted was a ready-made family that included a mother, a father and a daughter. For the first time in many years she knew what unconditional love was and embraced it wholeheartedly.
Moving her new family out to her grandmother’s ranch, Rhodes End, was a defining moment in her life. She completely committed to Kiley as her life partner, wanting or needing no other woman. Together they would forge a life together on the ranch with love leading their way.
Ben offered to leave when the move began, but LJ would have none of that. “Ben, you’re an integral part of our family and this ranch. What would I do without you? Please stay and continue doing what you do best…running this ranch.”
The older man’s face lit up as she spoke. He loved the ranch and really didn’t know what he would do if he left. “Well, Missy, I do think you will need help with that ‘lil one. She is a handful that’s for sure. I would be honored to stay here.”
“Good, I am glad to hear you say that. Kiley’s dad, Carl, will be drawing up plans for additions to the house, so there will be a lot more activity than you might be used to.”
“That Carl Andrews is quite a character. One day he came out here and persuaded me to go out for a ride looking for arrowheads. I had feed to unload, but off I went with him.” Ben was laughing as he remembered the incident. He bowed his head as he kicked at the dirt before he spoke again. “Your grandmother would be so pleased that you’re living here and happy. She worried over you all the time.”
LJ was at a loss for words. The mention of her wonderful grandmother tugged at her heart. Now it was her turn to bow her head and kick the dirt. “Thanks, Ben. You miss her too.”
“Everyday, Miss LJ, she was one special lady.”
“I know, thank you for staying here…you are one of the family, please don’t forget that.” Then in an uncharacteristic gesture she hugged him.
Yes, Kiley Wilcox certainly had made a profound impact on LJ Evans.
~ ~ ~
LJ really didn’t mind the longer drive to and from work for it gave her time to go over the day’s events. The drive home was made even more pleasurable knowing she was headed home to her family.
Parking her truck outside the house, LJ sat there for a moment enjoying the feeling of home. Getting out and climbing the two steps to the worn porch, she opened the creaking screen door and smiled…home, she thought. Inside, she saw Kiley and once again fell in love with her. Then she saw the small girl fly around her mother heading for her. Holding out her arms she lifted the child high up in the air before she settled close to her.
“Mom, can you come to my school and be my show and tell? Please, Please. I drew you a picture, too.”
“Slow down, squirt.” LJ laughed as she kissed and hugged the girl before setting her down on the counter. “Now, what is this about school?”
“I told my teacher you could come and bring fossils cause you’re a arcologist.”
“Archeologist, Allie, not arcologist.”
“Will you come? I would have the best show and tell of everyone. Please.” She begged.
LJ’s heart filled with happiness. She loved this child. “Tell you what, why don’t you go do your chores and help Ben feed the horses while I talk with your mom.”
“Okay, but don’t look at the picture till I get back!” Allie was pointing her finger at LJ as she spoke. “I got to go and help Ben…bye.” She said as she flew out the door.
Her eyes then caught the green ones she adored. Her feet moved effortlessly in the direction of her love. Drawing her arms around her beautiful lover, she breathed in Kiley's unique scent. “Do you have any idea what she’s talking about?”
Her reward was a kiss before Kiley spoke. “I sure do, let me tell you about the phone call I had…”
“There you have it. What do you think? I’m afraid I was a bit hard on Mrs. Green. LJ, is our daughter going to be an outcast because we love each other?” Am I that naïve?”
LJ hoped she could shield Kiley and Allie from narrow minded bigots, but it seemed as though they were right there in her own backyard. “I certainly hope Allie is not the target of prejudice. But, it sounds to me like I am going to be a show and tell for her.” LJ laughed as she pulled Kiley in for a kiss. “We can’t stop people from talking, but we can prepare Allie. You may be a bit naïve, but everything will work out, I promise.”
She would write a note to the teacher accepting the offer to come and show the class her fossils. It would be the best damn show and tell ever and she would win the respect and admiration of the kids. At least she could show the younger generation that lesbians weren’t deviants, but regular women who were very interesting. Maybe their parents were narrow-minded, but their kids wouldn’t be.
A week later, LJ arrived in Mrs. Green’s classroom loaded down with an assortment of dinosaur bones and other fossils. Sitting on the floor, with eighteen children surrounding her, an animated LJ told them tales of finding fossils and what to look for. When she showed them a picture of a T-Rex then produced a jawbone with teeth from one, the kids were in awe. Even more exciting for them was touching and holding the fossils. She had one more surprise for the class…
“Did you all enjoy Dr. Evans coming to our school?” Mrs. Green asked.
A rousing ‘Yes’ came from the class.
“What do we tell Dr. Evans, class?”
“Thank you.” All eighteen replied.
LJ had a goofy smile on her face as she looked at Allie and winked. “Mrs. Green, thank you for inviting me to your classroom. I have something for the class and each student.” Walking over to her bag, she took out something that looked like a part of a pillar. “This is part of a Brontosaurs leg that I would like to give you, Mrs. Green. For everyone in the class, I have a small fossil. Now, you need to promise me you will take very good care of them as they are very old.”
“Yea!” sounded as they gathered around LJ once again.
The day had been remarkable for LJ. Her interaction with children, until then, was limited to her time with Allie. She found them to be refreshingly honest, curious, happy and interesting. The most pleasant reward of the day was the look in Allie’s eyes when she stood next to the tall woman and looked up at her before she left. She was proud of LJ and wanted everyone to know that she belonged to her.
Later that night, as they snuggled on the porch swing, LJ told her love all about the day. The smile on her face never left as she related the antics of the kids.
“Lucy.”
“Hmm?”
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“Going to the school and being Allie’s show and tell.”
“Allie is my daughter, I will do anything for her and you, I love you both.”
Leaning closer to LJ, Kiley kissed her cheek. “I never knew what happiness was until you came into my life. I love you and will do anything for you.”
Taking the smaller hand in hers, she kissed it tenderly before she stood up. “Come to bed, my love, and be my show and tell.” Then she scooped up a giggling Kiley.
“What are you going to show me first?” Could be heard as she kicked open the screen door before heading towards their bedroom.
~ ~ ~
The work at the museum escalated as they readied for travel to the site in Peru. Everyone was hopeful that the expedition would be as fruitful as the year before. Students from the university, along with their professor, visited as LJ conducted the classes necessary for a successful dig.
“Lover, I’m back.” The woman purred as she passionately kissed LJ.
LJ just sat speechless, as she stared into hazel eyes full of lust.
Dr. Maxine Dylan worked at the University as director of the archeology department. Her body was taut with long shapely legs. Her auburn hair pulled back in a ponytail that fit through the school's baseball cap she wore. She was an exceptional archeologist and had collaborated with LJ’s excursions for the past five years. She provided the work force in the form of her best students and graduate assistants. This year’s crop was especially talented.
For LJ, Max was the ultimate fuck, primal, heart pounding, hot sex. Now, here she was in her inner sanctum tempting her once again. All she needed to do was move close to her and LJ would become wet with arousal. Visions of remembered nights of heated, unbridled passion would drive her over the edge. Max knew too well the effect she had on LJ and would take every opportunity to rub up against her creating instant electricity.
When she was with Kiley, they made love…tender, passionate, committed love. LJ loved Kiley with all her heart and soul and wanted to spend the rest of her life with her. In the past months with Kiley, she totally forgot about Max, but here she was and she found herself drawn to her again.
Gathering her faculties, LJ scowled at the woman. “That’s some entrance, Max. Next time remember where you are and who might be around before you pull that stunt again!” She barked.
In typical Max form, she laughed, and then moved in again. When LJ moved to avoid another kiss, Max took a step backward and gave her a once over.
“Playing hard to get, Lover?” she said as her eyes focused on LJ’s crotch. “We shall see how long that lasts.” Laughing once again her eyes moved to the beautiful face before her. “My students will be here soon, do you have a room ready for them?”
At first, she was going to have Kiley show them the room, but on second thought, decided it would be a bad idea. LJ didn’t want the likes of Max Dylan coming on to Kiley…and she knew she would. Nor did she want Max to know of their relationship, for she would use the opportunity to come between them.
Kiley, on the other hand, didn’t need to know about LJ’s past relationship with Max, it would serve no useful purpose and only upset her. LJ reminded herself of her love and commitment for the blonde and vowed to be true.
Later on when her class was done, Max returned to LJ’s office area. “Well, Lover, looks like we are all done for today.” She said as she moved in on LJ. “What do you say we get together tonight for some research for old times sake.” She said as she ran a finger along the ridge of LJ’s breast.
Swiping the hand away, LJ glared at the woman. “Stop that! I’m busy tonight.”
Max moved in so close there was no space between them. “Too busy for my sort of research? LJ, I’m amazed. I know how you like my explorations.”
Inside LJ was trembling. Her body craved the woman’s touch, desired what only she could make it feel. Moving away LJ took a deep breath. “I’ll check the work room to make sure all your students are out of there.” She walked quickly away trying to distance herself from the old familiar feelings. She could hear Max in the background, laughing.
Once in the corridor, LJ heard Kiley’s voice raised in anger. Entering the room, she saw a young girl standing there as Kiley scolded her.
“What’s going on here?”
“This idiot just managed to wipe away two solid weeks of work.” Kiley said as she picked up pieces of pottery.
LJ turned to the student. “The others are getting ready to leave, why don’t you join them.” Then she crouched down and looked into Kiley’s eyes. “What’s going on? You have been bitchy all day, that’s not like you.”
Kiley sat down on the floor. “What’s the matter?” She growled as she held out the pieces. “Look at this! These idiot kids come in here and think they can do anything they want! The result is weeks worth of work gone!” Her face was red with anger. “Do you have any idea what goes on here, or are you too busy with Dr. Dylan to notice?”
LJ’s heart raced when she heard Kiley mention Max. Shit! What do I do now? Confess all or play dumb? Sitting down next to Kiley, she took the pieces and set them on the table. “I love you. Do you want to tell me what is really bothering you?”
“Are you deaf? I said these kids are driving me crazy.”
“They will be with us in Peru, so you’d better get use to them now.”
LJ saw Kiley’s face light up. “Us? Am I going with you?”
That had been her plan all along, but now with Max here, she wasn’t sure it was a good idea. Nevertheless, she needed Kiley with her and she would sort it out. “Of course you’re going. How could I exist there without you?”
LJ felt a sense of calm as Kiley hugged her and kissed her lips. This was real; this is what she needed, not a night of unbridled passion, but lasting, committed love. “You really mean it, I’m going with you?”
LJ stood up and helped Kiley to her feet then embraced her. “Entreat me not to leave thee, or to return from following after thee: for whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge…” Hugging her closer LJ asked, “Do you recognize that?”
“Yes, Ruth.”
“We are one, Kiley, in heart and soul for all time. I’m not letting you go, ever.” As she held Kiley, her mind flitted back to the auburn beauty. “I love you.”
~ ~ ~
Max would constantly taunt LJ with her words and actions. The smoldering hazel eyes gazing at her with unbridled lust would set LJ on fire. She would make every effort to have others around them, but she always seemed to find herself, at some point, alone with Max.
Every night she would hold Kiley close and show her how much she loved her. In the morning when Kiley would roll over and snuggle close, LJ would love her again. Never did she want Kiley to feel unloved or unwanted and she would do all she could to make that happen.
LJ lay on her back catching her breath. Their lovemaking had reached new heights as her love for Kiley overwhelmed her. She had been trying to think of how to strengthen their bond and finally found the way. LJ rolled over and kissed her lover’s cheek. “What do you say, is it time we start thinking about adding to our family? Let’s have a house full of kids.” Her arm enclosed over the naked body next to her.
Kiley, looked at LJ as if she were trying to comprehend the words. “What?” She asked. “Do you really mean that, a baby? Oh, yes, yes I want that so much, Lucy.”
“I can’t think of anything more perfect than sharing my life with you and our children.” Came the soft words.
“If we get the ball rolling now then when we return from Peru we can seriously pursue baby making.” Kiley said as they lay together snuggled under the covers.
“Good idea and we can even give it a try now…from what I’ve read it rarely works on the first try.”
Kiley was like a small child full of wonder. “I want the father to be tall with dark hair and blue eyes like yours. Our child should look like you, Lucy.” Then she smiled. “And, if it’s a girl, I want to name her after you…Lucinda Jane Wilcox Evans. That has a nice ring to it, don’t you think.”
LJ's heart filled with absolute love for Kiley. How wonderful her life had become and she swore to herself she would never do anything to jeopardize their relationship. “Whatever you want, baby.”
“Really? Hmm, I want you.”
“You already have that, love. Shall I show you?”
“Oh, yes, please do.” Kiley giggled as she positioned her body on top of LJ’s.
~ ~ ~ LJ was running late as she sped the old truck down the roadway. She and Kiley had an appointment with a doctor in their quest to have a family. She was already five minutes late as she parked in a space on the street. Dashing into the building she ran up the four flights then quickly looked for the doctor’s office.
“Hi, I’m supposed to meet, Kiley Wilcox here. Is she already meeting with the doctor?” LJ asked the receptionist.
“She is waiting for you. Go through the door and I will take you there.”
“Thanks.”
The woman quickly knocked on the door then opened it to let LJ inside. Instantly her eyes met Kiley’s, their gazes full of love for one another.
“There you are. Dr. Gaston, please meet Dr. Evans.” Kiley smiled with love and pride.
The doctor reached out her hand to shake LJ’s. “I am glad to meet you, Dr. Evans, are you Kiley’s family practice doctor?”
LJ wondered what this woman was thinking. “I’m not a medical doctor, I’m a PHD.”
It was Dr. Gaston’s turn to be surprised. “Oh, I just assumed…why are you here then? To support your friend?”
LJ looked at the woman again wondering if she was playing with a full deck. Then Kiley spoke. “I’m sorry, I think I mislead you. LJ is my partner.”
First LJ was glared at, then Kiley. “Partner…you’re lesbians?”
Kiley turned to look at LJ then back to the doctor before answering. “Yes.”
Hearing the cold tone and watching the doctor close the folder; LJ knew what would come next. “That of course changes everything. At this practice we do not cater to the likes of you.”
What LJ didn’t expect was Kiley’s explosion. “Excuse me! The likes of you? A moment ago, you were ready for the syringe, now we’re not good enough. Who the hell do you think you are?”
Understanding this type of person LJ got out of her chair. “Let’s go, we are wasting our time here.”
Again, LJ didn’t expect Kiley’s reaction. “Not until I have my say!”
“Please keep your voice down.” The doctor chastised.
The two women verbally sparred until LJ put her hand under Kiley’s arm and forced her out of the chair. “We are leaving now, there is no talking to a closed mind. You can’t understand when you refuse to see.”
Although her partner protested leaving, LJ persisted, but she was unable to stop Kiley’s parting shot. “You will hear from my lawyer, you won’t get away with this!”
“Why did you make us leave? I wanted to scratch that bitches eyes out!” The feisty blonde woman exclaimed.
LJ wrapped her arms around Kiley. “Baby, you can’t make people understand when they won’t listen. She has her mind already made up and you aren’t going to change it.”
A sobbing Kiley responded. “I know I am new to this, but I don’t understand this attitude. We love each other, what’s wrong with that?”
“Shh, there is nothing wrong with our lives. Small minded people think in small ways, Love, and we can’t ever change that ever. We need to live our lives and let our love lead the way.”
“I’m not a sicko deviant, LJ…am I?”
Hugging her closer, LJ kissed the blonde head. “If you are then I am too. Can’t think of better company, can you?”
“No, I can’t. What are we going to do? Do I have to sleep around to get pregnant?”
LJ laughed as she and Kiley headed for the elevators. “Baby, she’s not the only doctor and the only one you sleep around with is me. Once we get outside I will make some calls, okay.”
“You’re so good to me.” Kiley said as she stood close to her partner in the crowded elevator.
Leaning over, LJ whispered. “You make it easy.” Then gave the ear a quick kiss as the elevator doors opened.
Once outside, it took LJ about ten minutes to arrange an appointment for them later in the day. “We’re all set up with an appointment at one. What do you say we get some lunch before we go?”
“Sounds good to me, for some reason I am really hungry.”
“Chewing out a bigot will do that to you.” LJ said laughing as they headed down the street.
~ ~ ~
Once approval for the plans occurred, and before building began, the family needed to move into another house on the property.
“Well, we have two choices on where to live. Want to check them out and decide which you like?” LJ said as they walked across the yard.
“I’m not sure there will be much of a contest, remember, I have seen them before.”
“I know, but you never looked at them with the idea of living there.”
Kiley let out a wonderful laugh. “LJ, you don’t seriously think we would consider living in this shack. Do you? Wasn’t it a bunk house or something at one time?”
Draping her arm over her partner’s shoulders, LJ laughed too. “Hey, this place has fond memories and probably stories to tell.” A fond smile crossed her face as the past floated into her memory.
“Before my family moved up north, I would spend the summer here with my grandmother. She was quite a woman.” LJ said softly. “I can still remember her sitting on a horse. She would reach down for my hand, pull me up, hold me close and take me out for dinner with the cowboys. She must have been in her sixties at the time.” A misty look came to her eyes. “Those were the happiest days of my life. After we moved I didn’t see her as much, but we would always talk on the phone.”
Then she went quiet until Kiley asked, “Tell me more please, she sounds wonderful.”
Looking down at the beautiful woman, LJ saw the sincerity in her eyes. “When my parents disowned me she was the only one who would speak to me. After Holly’s death, I came here and she warmly welcomed me. She never asked what happened or why my folks hated me; she was just there to support me. After the experience with my parents, I was hesitant to tell her I was gay.”
Blue eyes drifted around the ranch. “When I received my doctorate she was eighty-four and in poor health. Nevertheless, she boarded a plane and came to support me; she was the only one. It was then that I found out she knew all along what had happened.” A bright smile crossed her face. “It didn’t matter to her, she loved me anyway…unconditionally. She told me that I needed to stop and smell the roses and rejoice in the now. She passed away shortly after that, and for the first time in my life, I felt alone. The one person that loved me no matter what was gone, and it broke my heart.” Blue eyes looked distant and sad.
“You’re not alone anymore, Lucy, and you never will be.” Kiley whispered as she hugged the taller woman.
“I still feel her in the house, Kiley, I see her everywhere, the memories flood my mind. God, how I miss her…I wish you could have met her…I never knew what she meant by, rejoicing in the now, until I met you.” Tears streamed down her cheeks as she tried to wipe them away. “Enough of this stroll down memory lane, it is best to leave the past where it belongs.”
“Oh, no, Lucy, never forget your past, it is your connection to who you are. You see and feel your grandmother here because she is reaching out to you, letting you know she is still there for you. I think she is very happy for you and pleased that you are living here.”
“Do you really believe that? I’m not so sure.”
Kiley took LJ’s hand and placed it over the taller woman’s heart. “Look in here my love, and you will know. She has never left you, nor has her unconditional love. Don’t you feel it?”
How she loved the woman in her arms. “Yes, I do. Thank you for helping me in remembering her love. I love you so much, Kiley, thank you for coming into my life and loving me.”
“My pleasure, Love, and thank you.” Kiley turned to the shack. “Now, as to our living conditions…not here, okay.”
Laughing LJ took Kiley’s hand as they headed to the other, much nicer house.
~ ~ ~
LJ stood at the window watching the traffic go by and wondering if she could do this. They were about to make the first attempt of a pregnancy for Kiley. So much had happened in the past few weeks that she didn’t know if she could handle this too. Bringing her out of her musing was a familiar voice.
“We don’t have to do this now if you are having doubts.”
Kiley was so in tune with her moods and thoughts. LJ turn around smiling lovingly. “No, this is what we planned. It is fine.”
“Are you sure? You sound hesitant.”
“Yes, I’m sure…it’s just that I don’t know.”
Suddenly she saw Kiley sit up and ask, “Will you hand me my clothes please?”
“What are you doing?”
“Babe, if there is the slightest doubt in your mind then we won’t do this. We can’t bring a child into the world that only one of us wants.”
“No, lay back down. That’s not what I meant! Kiley, I’ve never been around babies, never even held one and I don’t know if I will be able to help you.” That was the truth in part, but not all of it. How could she tell Kiley about her feelings for Max? It wasn’t feelings as much as desire…she didn’t understand the hold Max had on her, but it was there, intense and growing.
“You are something else. I promise you that after one day you will be an expert.”
Dr. Ellen Britton entered the room. “Hello, Ladies, are you ready to make a baby?”
“Let’s do it.” LJ said. “Even though we know it probably won’t happen now we will give it the old college try.”
“Yep, let’s do it.” Kiley finally said as she held LJ’s hand.
“LJ, do you want to do the honors?” Ellen said with a smile.
“Me? Really? I would love to.” LJ said as she walked to the end of the table.
“Just push this and when you are finished I want you to turn out the lights and then cuddle with Kiley for a half hour before she gets up.”
After Ellen left the room, blue met green as the sperm was introduced into Kiley. Keeping her gaze on her lover, LJ moved around and kissed the ruby lips before she wrapped arms around her. “We may have created a child in love. May our love for each other and our child last for all time.”
There was no doubt in LJ’s mind that Kiley was her salvation and her life. Max Dylan would never enter into the equation for there was no place for her in either of their lives.
~ ~ ~
In Sickness and In Health
The night had been difficult. Kiley had the flu or something and had spent a good portion of the night in the bathroom. LJ had finally fallen off to sleep when she felt a small hand shaking her. Opening one eye, she saw Allie standing there. Turning her head slightly, she noted the time…six AM.
“Hey, Squirt, why are you up so early?” She said wearily.
“Want to play with me?” The small child whispered.
LJ’s eyes were protesting being open. “Sweetie, go back to bed for a little bit, then we can play.”
“But, Mom, I’m all dressed.” Allie said a bit louder.
“Shh, shh, your mommy is sleeping, she doesn’t feel well.”
Pathetic eyes looked at her. “Okay.” She said with her head bowed. “I’ll go play by myself.” Then she turned and headed out of the bedroom.
Closing her eyes again, LJ welcomed the moment to sleep. Unfortunately, those sad eyes filled her mind and once again, she opened hers. Slipping out of bed, she headed out to find her daughter and play with her. She found Allie sitting alone, on the couch, in the family room.
“Allie, why are you up so early today? School doesn’t start for another three hours.” LJ asked as she sat down next to her daughter.
“I couldn’t sleep anymore, I’m too excited.”
“Excited about what?”
Allie looked at LJ as if she had lost her mind. “Sara.” She said. “My friend Sara is coming over today.” She said emphatically as her eyebrows raised to emphasize her words.
“How could I forget…we’ve heard about Sara for a week?” LJ mumbled as a smile crossed her face. “Tell you what, I will get my jeans and boots on and then we can go out and see if Dolly has had her foal yet.”
“Really?” The child squealed as she hugged her mother.
“Shh, remember Mommy is sleeping. I’ll be right back.” With that, she ruffled Allie’s hair as she got up.
Once outside, the two headed for the barn where LJ saddled her horse and mounted him. Reaching her hand down for Allie, she lifted her up, set her on the saddle securing an arm around her. “Let’s go see what we can find.” She said as they headed out towards the ridge and the other horses. A sense of deja vous filled her heart. Kiley was right; Gram is with me always.
The early morning air was warm with a light breeze as they trotted across the fields. Stopping the horse, LJ pointed in the direction of the woods. “Look, a herd of deer.” She said softly.
Turning her head, and looking up at this woman she adored, Allie whispered. “Can we go and see them?”
“If we get any closer they will run away. Do you see the two babies?”
“Let’s get one for my pet.” The child begged.
Lightly tapping the horse, LJ guided him towards the ridge and the herd of horses. As they topped the hill, they saw six horses grazing on the lush grasses by the pond.
“Look, Mom, Dolly had her baby!” Allie shrieked.
Dolly, a large chestnut, was standing while her foal suckled. >From the looks of the young horse, LJ calculated it was several hours old. Slowly they made their way down the hill until they were close. LJ dismounted then gave her hand to Allie pulling her into her arms. Cautiously, LJ made her way towards the mother and foal. Allie, for once, was speechless.
“Hey, Dolly, look what you did.” She cooed as she patted the mother’s head and continued running her hand along the horse until she reached the foal. “Allie, I am going to put you down. I want you to stand quietly, okay.”
Allie nodded her head as she was lowered to the ground. She was in awe of the miracle of birth.
“Look at you, little one.” LJ said softly as she approached the foal. Gently she touched the skittish horse’s head. “I’m not going to hurt you, little one.” She ran her hands over the baby while she hummed softly. This one was chestnut too, but unlike its mother, it had white socks. “Come here, Allie.”
Allie made the few steps to where the foal was. “Can I touch it?” She whispered.
“Sure you can. It’s a boy…what do you think we should name him?”
Carefully Allie petted the small horse. “He’s kind of wet.”
“Yep, remember what I told you about being in his mommy?” LJ watched as her daughter gently hugged the baby. Her mind was recording everything and locking it away as a wonderful memory to be revisited repeatedly.
“Chester, when you get bigger I can ride you.” Looking up to her mother, she asked. “Can I keep him?”
LJ laughed. “Not right now, squirt, he needs to stay with his mother. Speaking of mothers, do you think we should head back and check on yours?”
“Can’t we stay longer? Chester needs me to pet him.”
“Not now. We need to go back and check on your mother then get you ready for school. You’re going to need to change your clothes and have breakfast.”
Reluctantly Allie agreed and after goodbyes, headed back home. LJ felt alive and wide-awake. What an amazing way to start a day. She thought as she hugged Allie closer to her.
~ ~ ~
As preparations for Peru proceeded, LJ worried about Kiley who had been out sick for the second day. She didn’t seem to be getting over the flu very fast. That caused concern since Kiley needed to start her shot schedule before they left.
Picking up the phone, she dialed the familiar number. “Hey, babe, how are you feeling now?”
“Hi, its good to hear your voice. I think porcelain and I are becoming best friends.” She managed to say.
“I think I'll come home and take you to the doctor, maybe he can do something to help you.” LJ heard her partner retch.
“Just a minute.” Kiley said. LJ could hear her in the bathroom throwing up again. “Don’t know where it’s all coming from.” She said, trying to laugh, but failing. “One step ahead of you, Love, I have an appointment in an hour. Mom is taking me so you don’t need to come home.”
“Are you sure, I can meet you there.”
“No, you are getting down to the wire for sending supplies ahead and need to be there. I will call you when I get home, okay. I need to go now I love you. Bye.”
“Please take care of yourself. I love you. Call me. Bye.”
Just as she hung up Max came over and hovered. “What do you want now?” LJ said testily.
Max slinked so close that her breast was touching LJ’s arm. “Lover, why are you always so up tight? You need to relax. Why not join me tonight and I can rid you of all that tenseness.” She said with a lusty tone.
LJ moved away. “Get real! Now, unless you have something important to say, please leave.”
“Lover, if I didn’t know better, I’d think you had someone else, but we both know no one can satisfy you like I do.” She said, as she once again moved in on LJ. “Alas, I do have business with you, we seem to be missing about six tents. Now, that won’t be a problem for me cause, I can bunk with you, but others might complain.”
LJ sighed. “There is no way I am sharing anything with you! I will take care of the tent situation. Now, go away!”
Laughing, Max gave LJ a quick kiss. “We will be sharing everything once I get you in the jungle, Lover. You always come to me…this time won’t be any different.”
LJ shook her head. “If you won’t leave, I will.” Then she pushed past the woman.
Max continued to laugh. “Remember, I know you, Lover. You can’t resist.” She said as she followed the woman of her desires out of the room.
Later, the phone rang, LJ sighed knowing it would be Max trying once again to lure her into a date. “Yes!” she said gruffly.
“LJ? Is everything all right?” Kiley asked.
LJ’s face glowed. “Hey, how are you feeling?”
“Much better, the doctor gave me some meds to stop the geyser stomach. It should be all gone soon…I hope.” To LJ her voice sounded happy and reassured.
“That’s great, babe, I’m relieved. I have to admit I was worried about you.” LJ closed her eyes as she released the breath that she had been holding since she last heard Kiley’s voice.
“Listen, Mom is taking Allie and I have a basket full of goodies. Would you be interested in an intimate picnic with me?”
The smile crossing her face was one of pure pleasure. “Now, that sounds like the best offer I’ve had all day. I will be here waiting for you, Love.”
“Be there in thirty minutes, babe.”
A genuine sense of relief came over LJ. The fear that she had been feeling for the last few days was finally lifted. Kiley, the love of her life, was on her way…how wonderful life was!
~ ~ ~
Hearing the familiar footsteps, LJ’s heart skipped a beat. She caught a glimpse of Kiley as she walked past the various aisles before she turned up the one towards her.
“From the size of that basket, looks like you have enough for an army.” She laughed as she took the basket from her lover.
“Hey, I haven’t eaten in days and I’m hungry. In fact, I don’t think you’ve had much either.” She said as she stretched up to kiss the waiting lips. “Mmm, maybe we should eat the food later.” She said as she wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.
“Woman, have you no shame, this is my place of work.” LJ replied as she pulled Kiley in for a deeper kiss. “Have I ever shown you my sketches?”
Kiley shook her head.
“Well then, step this way, love and I will reveal all to you.” LJ took the smaller hand and the basket then led them to a small room in the back of the tombs.
Opening the door, Kiley saw a small room with a dresser, a chair, a desk and a twin bed. “What’s this?”
LJ’s face lit up. “It’s my home away from home. When I get really involved in something and it gets late I just crash here.”
Kiley looked up into the blue eyes. “I bet more than that has happened here.” She said jokingly, but not really.
LJ put the basket on the desk then took the blonde into her arms. “I have never brought anyone else here, Kiley. You are the first and only.” Then they kissed before LJ picked her up and laid her gently on the bed. She then undressed her lover and herself before lying down next to Kiley.
“Make love with me…I need to feel you close to me.” LJ whispered as she began to run her fingers lightly over the hungry body.
Fingers and lips touched everywhere as they explored the depth of their love for each other. Calling out the other’s name, they reached one peak after another until they collapsed together, satisfied.
Kiley lazily traced a finger over LJ’s abdomen. “Lucy, I have something to tell you.”
A smile crossed her face. “You do, do you? Is it bigger than a bread box?” She said laughingly.
She gently slapped LJ. “Silly, this isn’t twenty questions or a game, this is serious.”
Noting the tone LJ focused on her partner. “What’s the matter?”
Kiley kissed her beautiful lover. “Nothing’s the matter, in fact it is very good…Mom.” She watched as LJ digested the comment before her eyes opened wide.
“Mom? Do you mean?” She said as she pulled Kiley to her. “We’re having a baby! WOW! That’s wonderful.” Realizing how tightly she was holding Kiley, she released her. “Are you okay? When? This is fabulous. Thank you, thank you, my love.”
~ ~ ~
LJ was floating on cloud nine ever since Kiley told her about the baby. She took to insisting her partner ride to work with her. Every half hour she was either calling or checking on Kiley to make sure she was comfortable and happy. No matter how she tried, she couldn’t shield her lover from all events.
It was early one morning when the two women carried some of the restored items to the display for exhibition. Crossing the atrium, they chatted and laughed knowing this would be their only chance to be together for the day. The students and their instructor would once again be coming to ready for the sojourn to Peru.Seemingly out of nowhere, a woman appeared, startling both Kiley and LJ. She was a tall woman, probably six one, dressed in a red decorated skirt with a bright yellow full blouse. Wrapped around her waist appeared to be a scarf with large bird feathers dangling at one end. Her hair was a long, curly gray with streaks of black throughout. Her eyes, almost black in appearance, seemed to twinkle with delight.Kiley was the first to speak. “May I help you?”The woman turned to Kiley and gave her a brilliant smile. “Oh yes, I am looking for someone called Robert Ludlow.”Kiley laughed lightly. “His office is hard to find. If you go back over there and down that hall you will see the director’s office, you’ll find him there.”First, the woman turned her dark eyes in LJ’s direction, and then they set on Kiley. She seemed to be in a trance as she slowly swayed back and forth. Then she reached out and placed a hand on Kiley’s belly.LJ moved to get the woman away from her love, but stopped when the woman began to speak.“You are with child. They are healthy and bring you much joy.”
“They?” Kiley asked“Yes, there are two.” The woman’s eyes drifted over to LJ then back to Kiley. “Great sadness will come your way soon…love will be the answer.”Then she moved over to LJ. “Betrayal destroys…love repairs. The road back is paved in love.”The two lovers looked at each other mystified by the woman and her words. When they looked back to the woman, she was gone…it was almost as if she had never been there.“That was weird. Wonder who she is?” Kiley remarked.LJ scanned the atrium for the woman. “I really don’t care…I didn’t like the idea of her touching you!”“She’s gone. Now, shall we get these put up before the kids arrive? Now, that’s scary.”~ ~ ~ As the time grew closer for Peru, it became apparent to both women that Kiley would not be able to travel with LJ. Although the doctor said it was nothing to worry about, Kiley had been having some spotting which caused great concern.
A sense of sadness began to invade their otherwise happy home. At night, they would hold each other closer and their goodbyes lingered. LJ, wanting to take every opportunity to spend time with both her girls, limited her overtime at work.
It was the drive to and from work, that LJ cherished the most. She could completely captivate Kiley’s time and would frequently reach over and hold her hand. Often her mind would drift to the time when she would be gone.
“Babe, you do know that I will miss you. Don’t you?” LJ nervously asked.
Kiley gave her a brilliant smile. “Of course you will, my love, I am inside your heart and soul and under your skin. That kind of thing you never forget.”
As they sat waiting for a light to turn, LJ patted the seat next to her. “Come over here and sit next to me, please.”
~ ~ ~ The Jungle The retreating downpour left the jungle floor damp and the air saturated making it feel like a sauna. It seemed as though every flying insect for miles around descended upon the camp, buzzing around everyone’s head. Normally these conditions wouldn’t bother LJ, but now, she was soaked and lonely. Being at the site and uncovering relics was no longer a challenge; her heart was elsewhere.Sitting on a mossy rock, she surveyed the area. She was sure that the temple they were uncovering would yield many treasures. The diversified team was first rate, the best they had ever assembled. She could not ask for more, yet, for the first time in her life she didn’t want to be there. She wanted to be at home with her family. A smile crossed her face as she thought of Kiley and Allie...home and family what wonderful words, she thought. She had only been gone a week, and the thought of spending another seven there was unbearable. She recalled the last night she held Kiley in her arms…
Sitting on the porch swing Kiley leaned into LJ. “I already miss you, can’t you stay here?”“You know I can’t. I have responsibilities and this is what I do…my career.” LJ pulled Kiley closer.Kissing her lover’s cheek, Kiley purred, “Please stay, I will make it worth your while, Lucy.”LJ growled. Only Kiley couldget away with calling her that. “You will, will you? Hmm, what did you have in mind?”“Well, what about this?” she cooed as she nibbled on an ear.
“Or, this?” the neck was next. “Bet you’ll like this” she said as her fingers grazed over a breast. “What ever you want, Lucy, just ask.”“You certainly know how to get to me.” LJ moaned.“I know everything you want and need lover, stay with me and I will show you.” Kiley tried not to whine. “Why don’t I come with you?”LJ gently circled the expanding abdomen. “Our baby needs you to stay here. Sweetie, what would we do if something happened to you or our child?”Kiley put her hand over LJ’s. “You’ll miss so much of the pregnancy. I need you here with me.”LJ’s eyes captured the green ones as she sighed. “Guess we didn’t plan this very well, did we. How about I try to get back here every two weeks or so.”Kiley’s face brightened. “Really? You can do that?”Lifting her hand to her face, she kissed the ring. “I’m so lonely, Kiley.”“I will do my best.” She said smiling. “Can’t have my best girl all stressed out while she’s pregnant.”
Wrapping her arms around LJ’s neck Kylie spoke. “I love you so much. I’ve seen all those grad students and their professor mooning over you so I bought you this…” She slipped a ring on LJ’s finger. “I had it engraved with hieroglyphs so all those brilliant people will know you are taken.” A small laugh escaped.
Holding her hand up she looked at the engraved ring.
“Eternity.” Hands gently grasped Kiley’s face. “And beyond, my love.”
“What’s the matter, lover? Why are you sitting over here all on your own?”
Startled, LJ looked up to see Max Dylan standing over her. “Don’t call me that!” She said, irritated by the women.
“Lover, I know what you want and need.”
“Not this year, Max, or ever again”
Max laughed. “You know as well as I do, that before we go home we’ll get together; we always do. Don’t fight it, Lover.”
“What do you want, Max?” The very aggravated LJ, asked harshly.
“LJ, you never change, do you?” Max laughed harder as she shook her head. “Do you think we’ll find this one not looted?” She asked, as she looked towards the temple. For the moment, the subject needed to be changed, but just for the moment.
“Not sure yet, we’ve only uncovered half of it. We probably won’t know the answer to that until next year.” LJ looked up at the woman. “Don’t you have something to do?”
“Sure do.” With that, Max bent over and gave LJ a big sloppy kiss as her hand grabbed LJ’s crotch. “See you later, Lover.” As Max walked away, her uproarious laughter could be heard.
Swiping her hand across her mouth, LJ tried to remove the woman’s kiss. Her eyes then drifted over to Max as she was engaging one of her student’s in a lesson. Max certainly knew how to fulfill her needs. Fiery passion was an understatement.
Just the thought caused an arousal that LJ was unable to control. The woman’s body was long, taut, and screaming out to her. Closing her eyes, she could picture the perfect breasts and the way that body craved LJ’s touch. She began anxiously shaking her leg as the old, familiar feelings of want and control began taking hold. Looking down at the ring on her hand, she shook her head and then stood up. Sliding the ring off her finger, she read the inscription, Eternity, then put it in her pocket as she walked towards the excavation area.
~ ~ ~
The night was sultry as LJ paced back and forth in her tent. Again, she was unsuccessful in reaching Kiley. Dressed in only a tank top and shorts she was sweating profusely in the oppressive heat. Looking through the netting doorway, she watched Max move around in her tent. The familiar feelings attacked her libido as she felt the need reach epic heights. She wanted what Max could do to relieve the pent-up feelings. Turning away she muttered, “I need to get laid.”
Sitting at her desk, she began shuffling through her notes in an attempt to concentrate on something other than her increasingly wet clit. Her eyes drifted to the photo of Kiley, Allie and herself at Rhodes End. Closing her eyes, she could remember the touch, the feel, the smell and the taste of the beautiful green-eyed woman. God, how she needed her now! She was unable to make it home after two weeks, which had Kiley crying when she told her…
…“Baby, I can’t help it, there isn’t any way to get to Cuzco right now. I’m lucky to get a call out.”So engrossed in her thoughts she didn’t hear Max come into her tent.“This isn’t fair!” Kiley sobbed. “I miss you so much, please come home to us, LJ, please.” How she hated begging, but she needed her lover with her.
LJ’s heart cried out for Kiley, if only there was a way to leave here. “I love you. How’s that baby of ours?”
“Oh, how I wish you could have been here for the ultrasound, it was awesome. I sent you a copy…”
“You did! That is great I hope it gets here soon.” A goofy smiled crossed LJ’s face as she thought of their child.
“LJ, I need to tell you something…”
“Is something wrong?” Her heart sank.
“No, everything is wonderful…we’re having twins!”
LJ’s eyes open wide. “Twins like two babies?” She was awestruck.
“Yes, silly, and the doctor said…”
“Kiley, Kiley can you hear me? Kiley, I love you!” She shouted hoping she could still hear her. An attempt to reconnect failed causing LJ to shed a tear.
“Hey, Lover, need some company?”
Taken off guard, LJ turned and smiled seductively until she realized whom it was. “Max, get out of here.” She ordered.
Max, of course, was unaffected by the retort as she walked towards the desk and LJ. “Nice picture.” She said as she snatched it off the desk. “Is this the chick you are trying to be true to? Hey, she works at the museum with you, doesn’t she? Bet you two have a grand time amongst the relics.” An uproarious laugh was heard. “Does she know your fondness for hot, heavy and very physical sex?” The look on LJ’s face told her she hit a nerve. “I thought not. I know just what you like and how you like it, Lover.” She cooed in the nearby ear as she leaned across the desk to replace the picture.
The breast was there in her face, tantalizing her…calling her name to take it and make it hers. She could feel an incredible arousal that shouted to be satisfied. So tempting…she could feel the nipple against her tongue. She closed her eyes as she imagined Max naked, fulfilling her every desire. She could ravage her repeatedly and Max would cry out for more.
Heat began to raise as Max moved in closer, her lips grazing her cheek. “Lover, you are trembling. I know what that means and what you need.” Reaching over again she placed the picture face down. “Let me satisfy you. I know what you need.” She cooed as her lips hovered over LJ’s.
LJ was helpless to stop the woman’s advances; she wanted her, there was no denying how much she craved her touch. Leaning into the hovering lips, she eagerly took them in a hard, hungry kiss. Her body was exploding with desire as she stood up and took the woman in her arms. “God, Kiley, I’ve missed you so much.” She murmured.
“I can be Kiley, if that’s what you want, Lover.” Max whispered as her hands traveled under the tank top.
Suddenly, LJ pulled back and looked at the woman in her arms. It wasn’t Kiley! “Get out! Get out of here now, and don’t come back!” she shouted as she pushed Max towards the entrance to the tent.
Max laughed as she left. “You can’t go that long, Lover, soon you’ll be mine again.”
LJ was trembling, knowing that Max was right. What was she going to do? How much longer could she resist Max’s advances? “Kiley, I need you so much.” She sobbed as she disrobed and slid onto her cot. Slowly her hand drifted between her legs; she needed relief or she would give into Max. As her fingers slid inside, she closed her eyes as she pictured Kiley there by her side.
~ ~ ~
Several students had been carefully digging with LJ in a new area. Her instincts told her a significant find was about to appear. She felt the shivers down her spine in anticipation of what was to come. As she was sweeping away an area, she heard…
“Dr. Evans, there is a phone call for you.”
Turning her head towards the man, she asked. “Who is it, I’m busy!”
“Not sure, some woman.” Tom replied.
Instantly LJ was on her feet, heading for the phone.
“This is Dr. Evans.”
“Lucy, is that really you?” Kiley cried.
“Kiley? Is something the matter?” Panic filled her as her mind went over a number of scenarios of why Kiley was calling.
“Nothing is the matter, I just needed to hear your voice and know you still love me.” Noting the tremble in the voice, LJ’s mind flashed back to several nights before when Max came to her tent. Did Kiley know? Did Max call her? “Why would you doubt my love?” She felt sick to her stomach with the thought of losing Kiley. “I love you, Kiley, you’re my one and only. Don’t you know that?”
“I know you do, but you are there with all those young things and that Dylan woman. Why wouldn’t you want them instead of the house I have become.” Kiley was sobbing.
“Kiley, you’re the one that I love.” LJ was confused wondering what her partner had heard.
“The twins are so active and you’re not here to experience it with me. Why would you want to be, how can we compete with what you are doing there? How can I compete with that Dylan woman? Just promise me one thing, Lucy.”
Kiley’s reference to Max was not lost on LJ. Dread consumed her as she spoke. “I will do anything you ask.”
“Will you promise not to leave me until after the babies are born?”
“Leave you? I’m not leaving you, Kiley. What on earth has given you that idea?”
“Don’t spare my feelings, Lucy, I know you don’t want me anymore.”
LJ looked out at the jungle, the temple and all the people there; none of that compared to her life with Kiley…she would leave here for good. “Baby, I need to take care of things first, but then I will come home to you.”
“Oh, Lucy, you are such a silly goose. Why would you do that? You have your job to do there and it is very important to you. Besides, it is only another month ‘till you’re home for good.” Kiley’s lilting voice sounded happy.
LJ shook her head at the change in Kiley’s demeanor. Scrunching her eyebrows together she asked, “What is going on with you? One minute you are crying now you are laughing. I don’t understand. Do you want me to come home or not?”
“Silly, of course I want you to come home, but you have your job to do there. You’ll be home soon enough. Oh, here’s Mom, say hi to her.”
“Hi, LJ, I see you’ve been talking with Kiley.” She said laughingly. “Quite an experience isn’t it?”
LJ wasn’t sure what to say, this was one strange call. “Mom, what is going on with her? One minute she is crying the next laughing…I’m so confused.”
“One word, LJ, hormones. It has been a bumpy ride.” She said laughing.
This time it was LJ’s turn to laugh as she let out a breath of relief. “I should have known. Is she being awful?”
“No, it is rather amusing. Oh, she wants to speak to you again. Bye, sweetie, I love you.”
“Okay, Mom, thanks, I love you too. Bye.”
“Lucy, I need to go now, sauerkraut is calling my name. I love you. Bye, babe.” Then she made several kissing sounds.
Laughing LJ, replied. “Bye, my love, talk to you soon. Are you having hotdogs with the sauerkraut?”
“Lucy! Hotdogs, gag city, no, I’m having pumpkin pie with it. Bye, I love you.”
Laughing, LJ heard the phone disconnect. As she walked back to the site, a sense of sadness filled her. She was missing all of the wonders of Kiley’s pregnancy. Something needed to be done about the situation, and soon.
“I will find a way, Kiley.” She said as she saw Max approaching her.
“Lover, come see what we just found!” Without missing a beat, she took LJ’s hand and pulled her towards the dig.
~ ~ ~
Staring into the chasm that they had created in the jungle floor, LJ couldn’t believe her eyes…a human skeleton. Grabbing a brush and trowel she laid down on her stomach and leaned into the pit. Carefully she brushed away dirt while many of the students observed.
“Cara, why is this significant?” She asked one of the students.
“We can date the site by the age of the bones.” Cara replied.
“Why isn’t this body mummified, Hank?”
“The jungle conditions are too harsh, Dr. Evans.” He replied
“What if the bones are only two hundred years old, David?”
“We would have to assume this person was here for other reasons.”
“Good. Now, talk among yourselves and come up with as many scenarios as you can concerning this person and why they might be here.” Added Max before she lowered herself to the ground next to LJ.
LJ felt the woman next to her and tried to squelch the tremble inside. She continued to clear dirt away as she looked for something that didn’t belong there. She could hear Holly’s voice guiding her search. Then she saw it. A glint of gold caught her eye as she brushed away dirt from what she thought was a hand. Carefully she grasped the object and lifted it upwards.
“What have you found there, Lover?” Max said as she inched closer to the object of her desires.
Turning it repeatedly in her hand, LJ smiled as she recognized it as one of the gods of fertility. Her thoughts went to Kiley and the bizarre conversation she had with her earlier. Perhaps this is a sign, she thought as she sat up holding the relic in her hand, gazing at its beauty.
“I don’t think I have ever seen one of these in gold before.” She said to no one in particular.
Of course Max was the only one nearby and she responded as she took the object from LJ. “Is there more there, Lover? That might solve the puzzle of looter or builder.”
Laying back down LJ continued the exploration of the bones and anything that might be nearby. Soon the students came back and Max went to continue her lesson. Once alone, LJ took the idol and held it in her hand. Reaching in her pocket, she took out her ring and placed it on her finger. She was done for the day and no longer had to worry that it might get lost.
~ ~ ~
The following week was filled with amazing discoveries. The hours were as long as the days were hot. Frustration once again set in for LJ as the mysterious symbol kept showing up. The area around the bones proved to be a treasure trove as they determined the person had been a looter.
LJ tossed and turned late into the night. The air hung heavy, making every movement a reason for profuse sweating. Getting out of her bed she took her shorts and t-shirt off, put on a light robe and shower shoes, picked up a bag and a towel, then headed for the showers.
Since it was late into the night, the solar heated water was tepid and cooled off her sticky body. Bending her head back she let the water run over her face and down her body reveling in the cool feelings. Shutting the water flow off she turned only to find Max standing in front of her naked.
“What the hell are you doing here?” LJ barked.
“Now, Lover” she said as she trailed a finger down her own breasts and began circling the taut nipple. “I’m here to take a shower and satisfy your needs.” She began squeezing the nipple. “I see how you watch me and hear your breathing increase when I'm near you. I know you want me.” Then she reached over and took each of LJ’s nipples between her fingers and twisted then pulled them.
LJ’s hands encircled the woman’s wrist as she dislodged them from her breasts. “Get real! I want nothing to do with you and am tired of the stupid little games you keep playing. Go find someone that cares.” She spit out as she tried to push past the woman.
Max smiled broadly as she began to laugh. “Lover, it won’t be long now!” Then she placed her lips on LJ’s and began kissing her until the once unwilling lips opened and their tongues began to duel for control. LJ was lost in the kiss, until she realized what she was doing. Pulling away she quickly donned her robe and headed hurriedly back to her tent.
~ ~ ~
The rains came and refused to stop. LJ tried to spend the time going over the artifacts they found and decipher what she could. She had been unsuccessful for four days in a row to complete a call to her love. She longed to hear Kiley’s voice and dreamed of the moment when she could hold her again.
She paced the small tent feeling like a caged animal. Looking out of the netting, she watched the rain beat against the already saturated ground. Across the way she saw Cara, one of the students, enter Max’s tent. From her vantage point, she could see the two women hug and then kiss for a long moment. Her mind drifted back to another site at another time…
Max Dylan breezed into the camp, self-assured and full of sex appeal. Everyone watched her and from the looks on their faces wanted her too. She was on the fast track to become the director of archeology and needed to be part of a well-funded dig. LJ Evans was the target and Max pulled out all the ammunition to make sure she got what she needed. Everyone in the archeological world knew of LJ and her reputation for always discovering unique sites with great significance.This was the first time she and Max didn’t share a tent. As she watched her former lover with another, she felt pangs of jealousy. Turning back to her work she tried to concentrate on anything other than the woman her body now craved.It was as if Max had investigated LJ and knew all about her by the time she arrived at the site. She immediately latched onto LJ and made it clear that she wanted her sexually. Their first meeting was filled with sparks and fire. LJ was instantly attracted to the woman as Max was to her. They entered into a hot raging out of control affair in the wilds of Peru during their first dig together. Neither woman seemed to care what anyone there thought as their sexual encounters were often and at any time of the day.
During that expedition, they became a couple until the final week when Max began talking about moving in together to continue the passionate affair. Permanence wasn’t what LJ wanted; sex was the only thing she required from the woman. Granted, Max was one fantastic fuck, but that was all the appeal she had for LJ. No way did she want to live with her or share anything on any other level.
Pissed off was an understatement when Max realized that as far as LJ was concerned it was nothing more than a sexual escapade. No amount of badgering or crying would change LJ’s mind, so Max settled for whatever attention she could get. LJ would satisfy her needs with Max; although she suspected Max still wanted more, she seemed content with the situation.
Once they returned to civilization Max pursued her without success. It wasn’t until Max came to the understanding that sex was all they would ever share that LJ would have anything to do with her. Over the years, they had liaisons while out in the field, but at no other time.
“Hey, Lover, I saw you watching me with Cara. Were you jealous?” Max seemed to appear out of nowhere.
LJ looked at the woman standing in her tent. The tight shirt she wore left nothing to her imagination nor did the spandex shorts. “Get out of here, Max. I am not interested in your games tonight.” She said wearily.
Max took several long strides before she stood face to face with LJ. “Lover, I know you want me, that you can’t deny.” Then she lightly kissed the waiting lips as her hand went inside LJ’s shorts and nimble fingers stroked the saturated center. “Just what I thought I would find, Lover.” She whispered as she withdrew her fingers then sucked on them. “Mmm, just as I remember.” Then she turned and left.
LJ just stood there trying to squelch the fire Max had started. She heard the rain smack against the small tent as lightening filled the sky. It was so damn hot and the heat rising inside her would not cease. A rage began building as she looked across the campground at Max’s tent. Tearing the netting aside, she walked with determination towards her prey.
Entering Max’s tent, LJ went to the woman, picked her up and threw her on the cot. She ripped off Max’s clothes before taking hers off. Then she took the woman with such force that the cot collapsed, but that didn’t deter her from her course. Repeatedly she took Max as she took LJ. Finally, she was satiated for the weeks of torment by the woman. Standing up, she put her clothes back on and left Max laughing.
“I knew you would come around to my way of thinking, Lover.” Max called out, before she laughed again.
LJ headed for the showers and ran the water all over as she tried to scrub the woman’s scent off her body. Back in her tent, she fell to the ground and began to cry uncontrollably. How could I have betrayed Kiley like that? So close to going home and I couldn’t wait two days. I feel like the scum of the earth. “Oh, Kiley please forgive me.” She sobbed as she picked herself up and picked up the photo of her family. What an idiot I am!
~ ~ ~
The next day was bright and sunny and everyone was finally able to emerge from their tents. LJ was besieged with the stares and snickers of the others in the camp. Max winked at her as they passed each other, but didn’t say a word. Heading for the communications tent, LJ picked up the phone and dialed a familiar number.
“Rob, this is LJ, we need to talk…”
“Lover, what are you doing, moving in with me?” Max snickered.
LJ shot darts of hate in Max’s direction. “I’m getting out of here. From now on, this is your site and your dig. When you get back call Rob Ludlow at the museum, he has a job offer for you.” She said with her teeth clenched. “Now, get out of here!”
Max moved in on LJ and began stroking her cheek. “Now, Lover, you know you can’t leave here or me. I’m under your skin.” Then she moved in and began nibbling on LJ’s ear.
LJ took a deep breath then slapped the woman. “You’re wrong, Max, I can leave and will leave! You no longer have a hold over me. Get out of here!” She demanded.
Max snickered as she touched her cheek. “That’s where you’re fooling yourself, LJ, I will always have a hold on you. Know why? Cause I know the real you and how to satisfy you...I’m your weakness.” Leaning in she kissed LJ’s lips before leaving. As she did, she said, “Till we love again.” Then she laughed.
LJ continued packing as she mumbled to herself. “Stupid, stupid, stupid.”
~ ~ ~
As the plane circled for its final approach, LJ looked out the window as she saw the familiar landscape. How will I act towards Kiley? She asked herself. Should I tell her the truth or carry my guilt alone? She wondered. Telling her would only hurt her and I don’t want to do that ever. But, I have hurt her…I betrayed her love. A lone tear flowed down her cheek. Oh, Kiley, my love, I'm so sorry. Will you ever find it in your heart to forgive me?
She felt the plane descend then land on the tarmac as the brakes were applied. As the craft made its way to the gate, LJ took a deep breath as she made up her mind. She wouldn’t tell Kiley, for there was no reason to do so, unless it was to alleviate her own guilt. She was back where she belonged and wanted to be…with her family whom she loved and needed. Max was a lapse in judgment that Kiley never need know about. Besides, it would never happen again, she was certain of that. As the plane came to a halt and the passengers began to disembark, LJ stood up and headed towards Kiley and her future.
Finally leaving the restricted area, LJ scanned for Kiley and wasn’t disappointed as she saw the shining green eyes focused on her. Her heart picked up a beat while her pace increased, eager to hold the beautiful blonde in her arms.
Kiley flung her arms around LJ’s neck. “God, how I have missed you.” She whispered in LJ’s ear.
LJ melted into Kiley as she was once again grounded…she was home.
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